May 29, 2021

Slice open your neck drink from it like a keg stand 
If I can't drink it all I bet that my friends can
Tear off your limbs your vision starts to fade
Soon you shall quench my endless stomachache
Height weight race age hunger don't discriminate
I leave no mess only leave an empty plate
Clean off the bone never leave a single trace
Peel off your skin then I steal your fucking face
Section the body and portion the meat 
Big hearty meals with its nice little treats 
Why shop for bones on internet black markets
when I have skeletons inside my closet? 

Ladies are special so cut out the uterus
Then get the anus routine I am used to this
But for the boys fingers first then balls then tongue
There's more on the menu little bitch I am not done 
Stretch out the lungs make some nice bacon strips
Snap off the calf one big ass drumstick
Infant on the grill for some babyback ribs
Fingers go well with British fish n chips
Make some thicc burgers out of the pecs
3-6 steaks cut from the legs
Sever the spine throw it in a pot
When it is cooked its like tail of an ox
Melt down the teeth melt down the bones
Melt down the fat melt down the toes
Mix with a straw and pour in a glass
Take your 2 eyeballs and drop them in last

LACK of human decency

HUMAN meat slider and BONE MARROW milkshake [prod. 5:10 x HADES]

June 18, 2021

Wrestling and fighting and tumbling and fumbling
Till I get both my thumbs on your throat 
Thrashing and smashing your head on the floor 
Gasp for air but you only choke
I crushed your esophagus now you can't breathe
Shattered your larynx and now you can't scream
Your fate you're denying, there's no point in trying
Just die, die ,die

The minutes they pass and you know you won't last
Might as well just submit to the pain
Eyes swell with blood as you cough up a lung
Perfect crime as I never leave a stain
Your vision is blurred, now you can't hear a word
Except that one noise you heard, was like the death of a bird
As I press on your neck, with my knees on your chest
Cause my greatest request is to just see you dead

No one will miss you, won't cry on a tissue
The doctors can't fix you, that's no real big issue
Your life's a mistake, your soul was made fake
No matter the case, they're both mine to take
Your veins show the strain yet you somehow remain
But I cannot complain since your pain is my gain
I continue the squeezing, you weaken your breathing
Your fingers release and your face begins freezing

No light will shine from your eyes
I have swallowed your last breath
Embrace the stillness and realize
I am the face of your death

There is no movement, your body ice cold
Existence has vanished and no one will know
Identity hidden, by leather gloves
Sending lost souls to the man unabove

TWO HANDS [prod. Ghosta]

July 4, 2021

Born in the 2000s, moving at a 100 thousand
Miles an hour face first into a wall
Cause I plan to make a stain as big as the entire state
Of California the UN will be appalled
Suicide it clouds my mind
And all they do is whine and cry
About people I'll leave behind
Who never cared if I'm alive
I think about them once or twice
But then I finally decide
That what is wrong and what is right
Won't matter in the afterlife

No, please
Just let me die
No CPR
Don't even try
Life is short
And death is nigh
Drink til I drown
Smoke til I fly

Brother kill brother
Sister kill sister
Anything to make the human race end quicker
They always say, "the more the merrier"
So I kill my girlfriend's family before I bury her
Erase the twins, they don't exist
Grab you from your overbite jaw then I twist
Throw you off a cliff, obliterate your ribs
I will not apologize I have no fucks to give

No, please
Just let me die
No CPR
Don't even try
Life is short
And death is nigh
Drink til I drown
Smoke til I fly

the END is NIGH [prod. CRCL]

January 3, 2023

better watch your fukkin mouth for it get STEP 
better not fukk around for you get STEP 
oh you acting like a clown til you get STEP 
I will fukkn beat you down you gon get STEP 

you know I got my SFB’s when I come thru 
marching in my MST’s wtf you gon do? 
FTP , armory, now I’m fukkn bulletproof 
DogYearsSkateClub and rep that fukkn KLEANUPKREW 

I know I got a couple screws loose
Talkin all that crazy shit, then I Blue Skidoo
Into your house, your room, fukk you with a dirty broom
Clog your fukkn toilet and the sink with my boom boom 

I kill your kids, rip them open, harvest all the organs 
Buy drugs with the profits, that I give to orphans
You’re looking for a fuck to give, lemme check the storage 
Guess you’re shit outta luck, there must be a shortage 

It’s my darkest thoughts that scare me the most
They make me wanna chop your body up and send it in post 
Cook your eyes how I like my eggs, yellow and poached 
Kill your parents and then turn them to a Thanksgiving roast 

Before I rob you of yo shit you gon get STEP 
Better go protek ya neck cause it gettin STEP 
watch me pull up wit my set you gon get STEP 
I ain’t finished with you yet bitch get STEP 

STEP

STEP [prod. iamJeffrey]

Wake up in the morning get a grasp of my surroundings
The fact that I am not dead and still alive I found astounding
But I'm drowning my head pounding from the toxic thoughts that found me
"There is no hope, no joy, you will only suffer" they keep shouting

But there's one card in the deck
It's a bullet in my head
Drag a knife across my neck
Cut my wrists, paint them red
Suffocate me in my bed
Tie the noose and drop my legs
Overdose on stolen meds
I wanna die so do not beg

For me to live
There is not a single reason that no one can offer or give
Go suck a dick
I've been living way too long and I dealt with some horrible shit
Just let me quit
I do not cherish life in fact I find it a curse not a gift
Fkk it I'm sick
I always had my back so I never cared for having friends or a bitch

Go forth and die, I am done with this life
Fkkn bury me alive, I don't wanna say goodbye
I'm so fed up with all this internal dialogue
Silent convo's debating what's right or rong
Endless thoughts intertwine to a monologue
Clouded with doubt and i can't seem to find a cause
Everyone's gone there is no one left
But it's my own fault and I cannot pretend
That I'm not to blame I'm a terrible friend
And I had walls up that left them in arms length
Cause I'm scared of the hurt I'm bad at facing my fears
You don't know how many year I spent wiping my tears
But this well has gone dry and I've had it to here
So I'm throwing myself off the side of the pier

JUST LET ME BLEED, JUST ME ROT
JUST LET ME SLEEP, INSIDE MY BOX
6 FEET DOWN UNDER, DONT BOTHER ME
LEAVE ME BE LEAVE ME BE LEAVE ME BE

DONT BOTHER ME WHEN IM PLOTTING MY [Prod. NetuH]

Every day is Hell
Living like a ghost inside a shell
It ain't hard to tell
Life's a joke so fkkn kill yourself
They won't miss you when you die
Just what you provide
So I don't waste my time, doing shit that I don't fkkn like
Travel through my mind, labyrinth with no exit, maze with no prize
Only endless darkness, you can see it, look into my eyes
Don't try asking why, the truth will only make you wana cry
So I live a lie and put a mask on when I wana hide
One day imma have the confidence to blow my brains out
So start growing the stomach that it takes to wash the stains out
A hole inside my head's the only way to get the pain out
If your mouth is open then you better keep my name out

No one has my back, there is no one else nobody cares
Hear somebody say my name, turn around, nobody's there
Am I going crazy? Am I just insane? Schizophrenic?
Losing sleep, every day. Brain decay. Narcoleptic
I cannot see myself going through every day doing shit that I hate
What do you say? Fkk what you think! All my friends plastic with how much they fake
All that they say, so I get baked, try to forget my regrets and mistakes
Cannot escape the guilt and the shame, my mind and will to live starting to break
I am not seeing a reason for me to keep living and breathing
I'm seething and bleeding out all of my feelings these demons stay leeching
And feed off my semen yet I cannot leave them, I need them to lead me
To victory, things that I dream to complete, if I fail to succeed I will fall to my feet
Or I'll lie on the street hoping I'll be deceased and clean of my disease

alternating between JOYFUL HOPE and SUICIDAL PESSIMISM [Prod. Grey]

Spend every night tossing and turning 
I can’t sleep right thoughts of me burning
Blinding my sight fuck it I might just go for a drive gotta clear my mind 
I’m sick of this life 
Or am I just sick of the torment inside?
Grab my keys and the noose and knife 
Look at my home then i turn off the lights 
None of these hoes wanna pay me no mind 
None of these jobs wanna pay me a dime 
I don’t have friends and I don’t have the time 
To dream of becoming a Bonnie and Clyde with my partner in crime 
Love I won’t find
I used to have hope but this well has run dry 
All of my goals and my dreams gone awry 
I don’t know why, it’s fine
I’ll Start up my car and hop on 1&9

SPEEDING AND SWERVING IM LOSING CONTROL AND I SCREAM AT MYSELF CAUSE I CANT TAKE NO MORE 
WHAT IS THE REASON I KEEP LIVING FOR? 
CRASHING THE CAR TO A TELEPHONE POLE
DITCHING THE WHIP I CONTINUE ON FOOT
TRYNA FIND LAND WITH A REAL SCENIC LOOK
PATCHES OF GREEN AND A COUPLE OF TREES
I PICK THE SPOT NOW MY PLAN WILL UNLEASH
I FASTEN THE ROPE, AS IM CHOKING MY KNIFE CUTTING VISIBLE LINES AROUND THINGS I DONT LIKE I DONT CARE WHAT THEY SAY OR OF WHAT THEY MIGHT THINK CAUSE IVE LIVED ON THIS LINE AND BEEN PUSHED TO THE BRINK
WHY THE FUCK CANT I STOP THINKING LIKE THIS
WHY THE FUCK CANT I STOP FEELING LIKE SHIT
THIS ROPE ON MY NECK GOT ME STARTING TO ITCH
I CAN HEAR DEATH SHE SOUNDS MAGNIFICIENT 
HER VOICE IS SO SWEET, SHES CALLING MY NAME
SHE SAYS THAT SHES TIRED OF PLAYING THESE GAMES 
WE CAN BE ONE, ENGULFED IN FLAMES
ALL THAT IT TAKES IS JUST ONE LEAP OF FAITH
I BREATHE MY LAST, KNOWING THAT ILL SOON BE FREE FROM THE PAST, LIFE SURE MOVES FAST 
NO TURNING BACK, I TAKE MY STEP HEAR A SNAP AND SEE BLACK

a road trip that ends with my life sounds magnificent [prod. Sxth]

NO ONE HATES ME MORE THAN MYSELF [prod. Zyller]

mixed by Mirzam and Smoke Bomb

Lyrics: 
Waiting so patient 
Been waiting all week
To finally take ‘em 
To finally tweak
Been stressing and stressing
I need some release
I wanna get high 
I just wanna break free
I just took four
And I know I need more
Took four more
But I gotta have more 
I want more 

Room on fire my skin is freezing 
Feeling my chest my heart’s not beating 
No clue how to control my breathing 
Someone help me I can’t stop screaming
Seeing my thoughts escape my brain
Question myself, am I insane? 
No safe way to avoid the pain 
The only solutions to self medicate 

Nothing is real, not me or my friends 
Family’s a joke they only pretend 
In the end we all end up dead
So why not just put one inside of my head?
Girlfriend is mad, I did it again 
Trip getting bad, I need it to end 
All of this torment you can’t comprehend 
If this shit stops please let me know when 

Make this shit stop it’s not fun anymore 
When does this end it’s not fun anymore 

God make it stop it’s not fun anymore
Please make it stop it’s not fun anymore 
God please stop it’s not fun anymore

Take these drugs away from me
This shit is not made for me
Warp my mind and play with me
I won’t submit so easily

But I need you to help brighten my day
Take all my worries and wash em away
so much bullshit we deal with today
But You give me the drive and something to say 

Every person has a purpose being put here on this earth
But we gotta find it out before we end up in the dirt 
But we killing our selves and put each other on our shirts
And we Point the fucking finger how bout we point at her 
Or him, them, me you
You don’t got a fuckin clue
Whatchu gonna fuckin do? 
When a barrels pointed right at you
And they aiming at your nose
And they got you in a scope 
And they snatching all your money and your dope

Is your God gonna save you? 
Are your drugs gonna save you? 
Are you sure they won’t replace you?
Are you sure they won’t betray you?

thank God its Friday [Prod. YUNG VENXM]

mixed by Smoke Bomb and Mirzam

Lyrics:
Everybody laughing, smiling
Keep that shit away from me
No one can, understand 
That shits not so strange to me
Feelings cold, never fold
Don’t you ever pray for me
Question my, state of mind
Isn’t it so plain to see?

I don’t deserve to be happy 

So they say
Good things come to those who wait
But look at me 
Nothing but misery on my plate

I cannot stand in the limelight 
I cannot highlight all of the good things in my life 
So I just watch from the sideline 
All of the chances that fly by 
Fuck is a hindsight? 
That shit is not 20-20
How many regrets? Plenty
Thinking bout upping a semi

Automatic 
Problematic 
Mental static 
Always had it
All my habits 
Wreaking havoc 
Causing me to 

BREAK 
I don’t really know how much more I can
TAKE 
I only live now to see the earth
QUAKE

I deserve to rot for those I hurt 
I deserve these thoughts I deserve these words
And If there’s more to life than this 
I deserve to miss out on all that shit

Everybody laughing, smiling
Keep that shit away from me
No one can, understand 
That shits not so strange to me
Feelings cold, never fold
Don’t you ever pray for me
Question my, state of mind
Isn’t it so plain to see?

I don’t deserve to be happy 

I do not want to be happy

i deserve to be happy. [Prod. NOVO]

mixed by Smoke Bomb, Kurotaro, and Mirzam

Lyrics:
Read me my rights
Threaten my life
Grab your flashlight
Pull out my knife
Blinding my sight
Can’t walk at night
Without your lights
Causing me to start a fight
Causing me to start a riot
I don’t wanna sit in silence
That’s another form of violence
Spent my whole life staying quiet
I’m not gonna bite my tongue
I think imma have some fun
Young and dumb and full of cum
Born to be a fuckin punk

Punch a cop in his face
ALL COPS ARE BASTARDS
Bash his brains in to paste
NO GODS NO MASTERS

All of this police reform
Does not stop excessive force
We saw what they did to George
Burn your fuckin uniform
Blue is something that is worn
Not something that you were born
Protect and serve is what you swore
To the oppressors you support

So Who do we call to report crimes
If it’s 9-1-1 doing drive-bys?
You say I’m extreme, yes I might
Be just a little bit, but it’s alright

What’s it gonna fuckin take
For us all to see a change?
My minds bout to fuckin break
Trauma picking at my brain
Sick of this corruption
I must cause disruption
Making a big ruckus
Gotta be for something

Sick of this fallacy
Freedom is a fantasy
History of tragedy
Filled with white supremacy

The powers that be
We must impeach
No Justice no peace
Everybody repeat after me

BLUE LIVES DON'T MATTER
BLUE LIVES DON'T MATTER
BLUE LIVES DON'T MATTER
BLUE LIVES DON'T MATTER

Because they don’t exist

destroy your local police [prod. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

[GREG-P.]
Black Benz, red seats
Catching flights, fuck is up?
Ice berry Smirnoff 
Walmart came in clutch 
You, kiss the ring
You ain’t fuckin with my gang
Fucking catch a body
Then Sanzu hit your grave 
Dancing, prancing 
You ain’t really saying shit
Pull up on your block 
And I promise that I’m spraying shit
Talking to my bitch you a lil boy
Tryna start problems you a lil boy
With them fake ass chains 
You gon get destroyed 
Man I pull up on your block
And we making noise 
Man you tryna start problems 
You a lil boy 
Better get it out my way
You gon get destroyed 

[Mezolith]
Yah you ain’t nothin but a lil boy 
Kiss you on your head like a lil boy 
Snatch that fuckin hat off you lil boy 
Smack you in yo teeth like a lil boy 

Bitch I put you in a chokehold 
Punch you make ya nose broke 
You ain’t really local 
Maricón I’m loco 
Cabrón you make me sick 
Like a moco imma spit 
Tryna take this outside 
You a no show

[Kurotaro]
Yapping out your mouth 
To them heads 
Steady talking shit
You really cannot fight
But you acting like you’re big
You saying that you’re better 
But your raps are shit
Tryna bring me down 
You being such a bitch
What a narcissist 
You really want some more
But you being less 
Find some shit to flex
I 1up you 
It makes you fucking pressed 
Telling you the truth 
That no one likes you 
Acting so depressed 
But now it’s just a facade 
Yeah now you need to 
Put that to a rest 

[GREG-P.]
Cat got your tongue huh lil boy? 
Man you looking so cute
You a lil boy 
I ain’t see you at the shows
You ain’t making noise 
Man I mwah on your forehead 
Lil boy 

[Mezolith]
Yah you ain’t nothin but a lil boy 
Kiss you on your head like a lil boy 
Snatch that fuckin hat off you lil boy 
Smack you in yo teeth like a lil boy

lil boy

destroy what destroys you.


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