Drag Myself Out Of Hell (soundcloud exclusive)

IG: @1nvsh
Prod. JustJake x Micheal Bao x Alan Rodrigo

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intoxicated

scars

Last Night Alive Feat. Nvsh

race2hell (prod. by @miroow)

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Lyrics:
I've been feeling lonely
And I know you're the one to blame, yeah
Cause ever since you left me
My thoughts haven't been the same, no
I've been feeling lonely
Holding my breath
'Till the days I forget you
And throw my hands into the clouds yelling

I'm a free spirit
I'm a free thinker
Did I need you anyway
You took me from the light 
And I made it out alive
Now I got hope for the future I'll exist in
I've got no more to say
But is it all the same
Somehow I feel indifferent
My worth is not the same
Without your touch
It's not the same
Without your love
So let me introduce to you the news
Of how your own decisions
Have made me less secure
Without your touch
Without your love
But I guess it'll fade away with age

I've been feeling lonely
And loneliness is cursing me
Tryna open my arms, but all I see is

All the people
All the free thinkers
Do they need me anyway
Cause I'm not in the light
Will I make it out alive
Do I have hope for the future I'll exist in
Please just show me your ways
Cause it's not all the same
But still I feel indifferent yeah

For a little while
I was in the light
I would come to like
When the water in my eyes dried out
Cause under pretty lights
In the city light
I would take a right
Just to make it right
So you wouldn't have to watch my demise play out
Cause when the drapery drops, so does the silver lining
Everyone's cold and everyone's dying around me
Is it all you see
Is it all you wanna believe
Cause when the ceiling falls down
Through the ground
Will the sound, it makes
Take you back to better days 
Take you back to when you said

I'm a free spirit
I'm a free thinker
Did I need you anyway
You took me from the light 
And I made it out alive
Now I got hope for the future I'll exist in
I've got no more to say
But is it all the same
I guess we'll see

Feeling Lonely

Frivillige Ting:
https://soundcloud.com/frivilligeting
https://www.instagram.com/jacobs_revenge/

Art by https://www.instagram.com/adrianthepoordustman/

Lyrics:
Put aside your worries
Fly me to the moon
Where I belong
Tell me all your stories
Make me a fool
Now I'm in the wrong

Cause I've got
Issues pressing me, feeding my calamity
All I've gotta do, is rid the world of you
Different ecstasy, It's just not the same to me
I know it's all just a game
So I play with my enemies
My enemies, my enemies
My enemies, yeah
My enemies, my enemies
My enemies
I play with my enemies

I know why you shifted the blame away
Cause you had everything to gain, but
Put aside your anger
Fly me to a place 
Where I grew up
Open all your hangars
Sail me away now
Sail me away from your docks

Cause I've got
Issues pressing me, feeding my calamity
All I've gotta do, is rid the world of you
Different ecstasy, It's just not the same to me
I know it's all just a game
So I play with my enemies
My enemies, my enemies
My enemies, yeah
My enemies, my enemies
My enemies
I play with my enemies

Ay, take to the streets
That's all I wanna do
When I open myself up to you
Don't you take me away from my evils
I'm breaking away from my devils
Don't need your help
When I'm by myself
Got the beat going off the rails
Takin' off my mask, cause I made a deal
Ay, take to the streets
That's all I wanna do
When I open myself up to you
Don't you take me away from my evils
I'm breaking away from my devils
Don't put nobody over me
Growing my calamity

Cause I've got
Issues pressing me, feeding my calamity
All I've gotta do, is rid the world of you
Different ecstasy, It's just not the same to me
I know it's all just a game
So I play with my enemies
My enemies, my enemies
My enemies, yeah
My enemies, my enemies
My enemies
I play with my enemies

My calamity, stems from enemies
My calamity, stems from enemies
My calamity, stems from enemies
My calamity

My enemies, my enemies
My enemies, yeah
My enemies, my enemies
My enemies
I play with my enemies

My calamity, stems from enemies
My calamity, stems from enemies
My calamity, stems from enemies
My calamity

Calamity (Prod. Frivillige Ting)

https://www.instagram.com/mezsiahglowup/

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/olivervinamata

Lyrics:

Look at the colors
My pretty brother
Polaroid through my cellphone
Look at the colors
My pretty brother
Before you strap it on
Don't you see, we're all a part of life
Inevitability, may be strengthening your guile

I take it you wanna die?
No I don't, I'm tryna live this life
Saw you soaring through the skies
Irrelevant and unfaithful so am I
Seems kinda wild
It's just who I am
I take it you wanna die
Take it to the gram
Take my polaroid, then you'll understand

Light thrills
I reminisce
I hear the tone ringin' in to fall for your kiss
But this time you're unstable
Forgot your pills 
I can see
Lingerin' inside is the bliss
Hope I don't miss ya 
Running off with someone else
Cause I see straight through it 
All the shit that you don't tell
I'm about to let a lie go on yeah
My desire's honor
But I ain't got none yet 
Unless you love me 'till the death row

I take it you wanna die
No I don't, I'm tryna live this life
Saw you soaring through the skies
Irrelevant and unfaithful so am I
Seems kinda wild
It's just who I am
I take it you wanna die
Take it to the gram
Take my polaroid, then you'll understand

I read a dot dot dot
I don't wanna read between the lines
But you cut cut cut, me off 
You're leavin' me to cry
Left me to rot rot rot
Without a cause
Well now I'm at a loss
Keepin' me indoors through the mornin' 
Introduced you to the booze 
The illusion of Grey Goose
As a trademark shooting through your roof
Tryna prove, you're superficial 
Love yourself and love your crystal
Before you strap yourself with the pistol

Look at the colors
My pretty brother make your way to a better love
Through the pic projected on your flip phone
Now there's no color
My pretty brother
But don't you strap it on

I take it you wanna die
No I don't, I'm tryna live this life
Saw you soaring through the skies
Irrelevant and unfaithful so am I
Seems kinda wild
It's just who I am
I take it you wanna die
Take it to the gram
Take my polaroid, then you'll understand

It might not look easy
But we can be all be satisfied
My life looks decent
But makin' it the best takes time
I'll write this line to remember you by
Cause if you're all alone again
Polaroid's your only friend 
I'd say your mind
Seems a little far from being alright

Polaroid

If I called you tonight
(oh if I did)
would you answer without hesitation 
or would you watch it ring
i got tears falling down my face I don't like it
makes me fell like I'm less who I am
(who am i?)
I don't love myself how the fuck could you
(I'm always)
too worried about all the mistakes I do
wear my past on my back i cant help I'm always sad
you took my heart
 and crushed it flat 
honestly its hard to laugh 
i cant even cry maybe get out half 
how the fuck you just do me like that

this ain't love at all (x4)
I'm a mess I'm a wreck never thinking about what's next 
I'm still waiting on your text 
when i know that its never coming
oh god I just wanna fell something 
spent to long feeling nothing 

I'm not calling your phone 
don't worry ill leave you alone 
cause this

this ain't love at all (x4)
I'm a mess I'm a wreck never thinking about what's next 
I'm still waiting on your text 
when i know that its never coming
oh god I just wanna fell something 
spent to long feeling nothing

I'm feeling nothing
I'm feeling nothing
I'm feeling nothing at all

Calamity (Prod. Frivillige Ting)

Mezsiah

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