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Produced by Forlorn.
FREE DOWNLOAD: https://shinobutherapper.bandcamp.com/track/second-guessing

LYRICS:
I feel insane, or maybe same as I've just always felt
My brain's deranged, detached membrane but failed to ever tell
Maybe today I'll end up dazed or something never dealt
I'll never say what flows throughout my brain and causes hell
Always unchained, my life just burns as all my joy just melts
Always in pain, I have no mouth but I wish I could belt
Out words in blaze, never contained within my awkward gaze
But life's a haze and I just wish that I could simply phase

Up on out of this realm of existence
Phased by nothing but I still feel like rubbish
Whipped by my passing thoughts, it's nothing but torture
Gripped by my lasting thoughts, I can't settle no score
My soul is fading away, I don't know what I could say
To make it last one more day, cause I just don't wanna pay
I thought I found myself but I'm still a lost soul
Tryna find me some purpose with no real large goal

Anticipation killed my ambitions beyond belief
Expectations ruined everything that I ever achieved
And it's a hard pill to swallow
Just move forward is my motto
Because ain't no use getting stuck in my own shell
When all it's done is created my own personal hell
That I wish to escape any time, any date
Let me out to see the sun and what I have done

Second guessing first impressions
Lacking blessing and I'm stressing
Overworking, overthinking
I was floating, now I'm sinking
Where has my mind gone lately?
It's felt like a gun pointed toward me, off safety
Convinced everyone I know hate me
Times slowly ticking as depression's constant kicking
Leaves a mark and doesn't stop till it's finished
Or leaves me feeling diminished
Bleeding out every positive feeling that I've ever kept
Instead of using these emotions, I just gave up and wept

Tears run across as my face as I put the pen to the paper
Put my heart and soul towards all of it but I still gotta cater
To those who'll never care what I deal with, or what's in my favor
To them this life is but a game and I'm simply a player
Playing into they hand, or simply playing myself
Constant reminders of time passed, I think I need some help
But I can't find the energy to ask for assistance with what I done dealt
Or simply speak the words to what I done felt

So instead, I'm just folding like some origami
Cause in the end, I'll just probably
Never find the answers, hardly
Ever expected more, only expected folly
But where should I even go now?
Where do I continue without a how?
Drowning at every moment of overwhelm
So, how could I ascend?
As I'm progressing through life, I feel more like an inkless pen
Moving forward without any real path or passion like I ain't actually

Worth anyone's time or a even moment of talking to
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue
Used to feel bruised and purple, now I feel more and more blue

Second Guessing [prod. Forlorn]

broken knees

(☍﹏⁰)｡

(☍﹏⁰)｡ (tell a lie)

I made her cry

art by @kuuuuba !

featuring @sor-uh

produced by @phansyphish & @kunoui

cortez:

hearing deftones, i’m filled with adrenaline
had a lot of shit to talk so i’m penning it
almost retired but i’m on my shit again
like my bitches head i’m always scoring 10/10
fuck a ex bitch on igor shit like are we still friends?
bitch i’d put you in the dirt first chance that i get
tryna act like you was down but you finding dory
swimming round them messages
make me sick to my stomach
spitting intestines

living melancholic, haruhi suzumiya
drop a bag with my bitch at a fucking pizzeria
rappers talking shit but i never seem to hear it 
catch em in public like a sample bitch you better fucking clear it
don’t have my license but i’m tryna steer
clear of all the fuckery
i just need my bag and my bitch to come fuck with me
like my bitches thighs in the summer she gon be stuck wit me
no three 6 boy you never touching me


sor uh:

boy i talk my shit
got alot, 

gotta light my spliff,

hittin heavy like my shots,

aiming at some pussy bitch !!

typin online,
think he really on time
to clear?

boy u aint fine
got my ily
aiming sights
in here !

u been on some bitchmade getup
aim to flick,
need some wristaid
when i twitch they 
switch they setups,

on that glitch trademark talk,
biting at my heels 
yall need to bitedown
on some sidewalk !!

curbin all yo shit demos,

servin only day 1's,

throwback to them days 
when we were swervin
in suburbans
hitting ollies at the station c:

loading up on hi chews
while they tried to take my image
but my talent dont apply
to all these 
these pussies at they limit

its a mimic stance
u takin
boy and i aint even phased !
got the same kick snare
impaired and loopin all yo plays !

its so funny watching 
everybody try to hmu :0
boy u too worried
bout connections
thats ur money divvied up :/ shiittt


cortez:

i need you right beside me
now more than ever
it took so long to find me
i traveled stormy weather 
nows the perfect timing
i never wanted to settle
never seen the silver lining
every chance it fell through 
my bitch pretty like michiko
puffy hair like hatchin
throw bills stripped with indigo
we can get it popping
she don’t like it slow
like in a strelitzia proceed with caution
pistil position hitting all the targets
i don’t care what you charging
as long as she want it
this bitch worth more than a couple hundreds
bound 2 thousand bitches ain’t nothing
feel like igor chasing her no time i’m running
out of fucking ways to verbally express myself
fuck a couple bills when you’re my true wealth
get a farm in belgium
couple fucking animals 
on the field till we’re old

farm in belgium feat. sor uh (produced by phansyphish/kunoui)

life's been tough, that seasonal depression is kicking in, and school is taking up all my free time at the moment. i want to get this next project out as soon as possible but i don't want it to be rushed at the same time, so heres something to hold you all. just something i made, kind of sounding what im feeling like right now. just in the moment kind of thing. you guys deserve it, love you all.

-james

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MFNF : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFHSyNijT4pcy3UxNl8PpHw

composition2.

drink sum poison let it sink in not just any kid can be in the cult 
everyones parishin i cant make sense of it  it might be my fuckin fault
cant avoid this im destroyin everything youve ever fucking loved 
shit always hitting fans i am a crazy man do me some coke make me jolt 
x4

Sewr Rat (Prod. BOi BOi)

cover art and reproduction by me
original track : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kyWnEha9qaM
follow daisuke amaya, and buy his beautiful games : https://studiopixel.jp

TWITTER : https://twitter.com/jamesgorczyca
MERCH : https://teespring.com/stores/jamesgorczyca
YOUTUBE : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCv7wip2KP-KvsvTGZ6J8siA
MFNF : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCFHSyNijT4pcy3UxNl8PpHw

daisuke amaya - freeze draft ❄(! ! BOOGIE FLIP MIX ! !)❄

@ericnorth @prodslave
art by rockin' riley

lyrics:
i dont care for fake you got snakes inside of your mouth
drive up to your state and im tearing your party down
used to be a player now i never play around
sucks you had to leave me behind cos look at me now

used to need a friend now all i need is a bag
used to need some help now all these people want my hand
me and slave been workin in the dungeon with no lag
pockets fulla cash and its dirtied up like my rags

i just jumped off of a jet and hit up the road, cuz
the only designer you got you bought with some robux
i dont like talkin to rappers id rather throw up
if you got hands for me pussy then throw them both up

i sleep on the ground like a lizard
and smoke on the gizzard 
im opposite shit to a blizzard
i cut up careers with scissors
im makin incisions
dont fuck with me if you like livin

i am running out of enemies
im finna ball till im 70
vapid amenities
cover your chest till you sedentary
i will live until the end of the world
you cant better me

look at me now ft. eric north (prod. slave)

all tracks are unfinished/demo/concept tracks.
some will be completed and released at a later date on @checksnbalances.

:) thank you for listening and have a great day, ily <333

Checks - Nonsensical (prod. Nuko Beats)

fairy fountain o clock

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love with a fairy!
its apparent she dont really care for me
305 ride or die
konata by my side
but she dont wanna slide
on a heart so wide
so im just sitting and questioning
beckoning
got the millennium key
baby wont you just let me in
we keep fucking
i know you is stressed again

cortez: 

i’ve fallen in love with a fairy
more like a demon
the way she keep eating my soul
only 16 but you make me feel so old
sakoku, always alone
nine inch nails stabbed in my dome
no friends to talk to
no home to walk to
i hate your voice 
i just wanna smash up my phone
i need you to leave me alone

mf zeph:

ive fallen in love yet again
i keep pursuing dreams even though
we'd be better as friends
this super mario sunshine is beautiful
joe it be viewtiful
cuticle shawty
the love an illusion
a simp irrefutable
rattle my chains, baby
fool on my tarot
reload and then smack with the ammo
pea shooter shawty come out from the bramble

cortez:

i’ve fallen again
i keep calling and calling
i get left on read
i’m not a friend
i’m not a trend
i’m not an iron lung or the bends
feel like sirenhead
scream at the void
can’t get out of bed
unless i’m making some noise
i got no choice
cut this bitch off
shinya banba
cut that bitch off
bumping mantra

mf zeph:

big thick holo tips hit!
straight through the heart like a dragoon
ain't in a bad mood
i was just hotaro in the classroom
death card, chalice
she came to the function
malicious intent
light my fire
no need to get all your cards bent
might be heaven sent
ive seen hell twice
and its quite nice
kinda like your face in the moonlight

cortez:

my bitch michiko 
i’m feeling like hatchin
talking that shit
my bitch gets to popping 
feeling so pretty
but i’m walking with caution
weapons like death the kid
i got 2 options
just like scarface whip
i need my bitch topless
i pan you out the picture
with the cropping
just like yandhi
you wish you could drop me

mf zeph:

time stops, it's just the two of us
dj screw with us
but ion care bout who with us
doin shit behind the scenes
it's about the cream
butterflies whiz by, baby
as you set sail
leaving my mind
and i wake up in a cold sweat
i just wanna forget

fairy! (feat. cortez) [prod. sor uh]

[lyrics]

(verse 1 | @danielsgone)

ambitious wishes
my brain has been left in stitches
need coverage i need a blindfold
to protect from these black mold
zombies tryna make my breath cold
its bold of you to say so

i wish i had that confidence 
to speak against my control
locked away inside the console
with my voice under the threshold 

so much pressure on my mind wrinkles my skin and makes my flesh old

hold
yes my ambition makes me fold
reverting diamonds into coal
i smash my face into the pole
and break my nose
once i think im on roll
the earth it starts to swallow whole
as if destruction is its goal

i am gold
i am mold

(verse 2 | checks)

I got no motivation so fuck it imma cave in
and let em all know I’m insane, shit is dishonest,
a concept of which I’m not the fondest of,
Scott free I got off,
upon arrival tryna finalize
how I’m perceived in the world’s (eyes/lies) how I do it,
find another way through it, 
clenched my fists and threw my old self away, 
wanna convey this shit ain okay I just wanna be myself, 
but that’s what I say every day, this shit ain goin nowhere, 
blah blah blah something about “decay”

you only wanna ____ :) so you can tell us how much u wanna ___ :(, 
full on farce you say you got no drive, 
fall off so you can thrive, you conniving, 
thus you drivin right in, divin into a blight-riddled ocean, 
the very notion that you’re fakin it do not ever get questioned, 
you’ll get defensive actin like you on the fence hence, 
take offense when you compared to yourself,
thinkin that outdated falsification finna be what’ll help em make it, 
but you breakin in on the inside takin drugs, painful styes, 
doin somethin that makes you alone excited sounds like it is worth a try
...but you’d rather pretend-


[thank you for your patience and continued support.]

love,
eric :)

Ambition (feat. Daniels Gone)

Mixed: @killsage
Prod. Zeeroxx

Lyrics

(KILL$AGE/Hook)
Start the roits
Bitch im full of violence
Cutting of your eyelids
If you try me, make him disappear 
Like magic, im the highest

Wizard, Mage
Fuckin up your face
Eat up off my plate
Beat em like they mommas when they up in my face

(Verse)
But if i got it, give it to my niggas, imma let them do it
But if got it, give to you bitch, she use it then abuse it
Make me a fucking menace, i pull out like a dentist
I stomp the flame off yo pussies, imma pyro cinic

Apply the pressure on his neck
Put it down and break shit
My teeth gon break ya skin, and you niggas aint gon say shit

No witnesses
Im the fucking clean up kid
I might eat a fucking pig
Wrap his head up for a gift

Fuck the brains up out a bitch
And say she like that shit 
By the way she gobble dick
I didnt think i would cum so quick

(Venting Palace interlude about sex)

(Hook)
Start the roits
Bitch im full of violence
Cutting of your eyelids
If you try me, make him disappear 
Like magic, im the highest

Wizard, Mage
Fuckin up your face
Eat up off my plate
Beat em like they mommas when they up in my face

Sexy Time [P. Zeeroxx]

"LIVE FROM THE DEEP END"
15.12.20
@navvvi @endoindigo @estheticgloom @kirawthesavior

swing a stick like a scythe
frost out my mouth like i been chewin on some ice
its not my mistake if you came thinkin that i'm nice
im impatient bitch, i want the power without the price

nothin but hits like a fight
slaps to the left got you spinnin to the right
strawberry skies, do some crush up in a line
i ain't pay no bills, i got my power without the price

i think this stage wasnt made for you
wanna act a fool? well not my choice, bro its your game to lose
you tryna save a hoe, i'm tryna save the loot
they call me the captain round here cos look at what i gave the crew

got a best friend and his name captain morgan
play a twitter baby for a check like an organ
clown him in the discord now it tell me that he typing
he sound a lil like me but i think that boy an orphan

i'm surfin on these waves, he still tryna get his footing
know the party not a party if i'm not on the booking
i'm with indi, i'm with navvvi, you cant pass me, you a rookie
in the city, see the target, pick a mark and then i hook it

POWER WITHOUT THE PRICE feat. INDIGOENDO & NAVVVI (prod. ESTHETIC GLOOM & KIRAW)

sour w/ papa sleep

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fairy! (feat. cortez) [prod. sor uh]

MF Zeph

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