This song came to me eight years ago, but it wasn't until this year, when I went through some existential fears, that I could finish it. 

Fear & Love

I wrote this song for my daughters, wanting to cram all the wisdom I had gathered up to that point into a single song. 

It turns out, I have had to play this song to myself many times since then as a reminder that life has a tendency to slap me around. 

With some money and someone professional guiding me I think my music could make a difference in the world.- 

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Life doesn’t come with a manual
So many things can go wrong
Failing is part of the experience
But rising from the fall can be hard
Winded by the impact of the fall
You're standing still the world is spinning out of control

Chorus:
When you are feeling stuck in your patterns
Lost in your thinking, done with existence
Just keep on smiling, don’t become shattered
You will stop sinking, as you gain distance
Rather than cringing, gaze to the sky
Hold your head high, and ask yourself why oh
Why did I get this particular lesson?
What can I learn? What is the progression?
{eoc}

Verse 2:
Much of what you must endure in life
Is way beyond your control
You can turn and roll with the punches
Try avoid getting knocked out
Then life will grab you by the feet
And slam you face first hard into concrete

Verse: 3
There is always a new lesson
It’s up to you how you learn
You can drag your feet behind you
Turn a blind eye too the truth
Then life will give you on repeat
A thousand times until you truly see

Verse 4:
The work will never be over
The work will never be complete
Even if you beat all the boss-levels
Don't jump the gun and revel
'Cause then you meet your family 
and suddenly you regress back to the age of three

Verse 5:
Obstacles are there to teach you 
That there are no shortcuts to life
If you try to walk around them
You will get sidetracked and lost
Until there is no other way
You crumple carrying all their unresolved weight

Verse 6:
The only thing that really matters
Is how you feel about yourself
Learn to trust your intuition
You already know what you need
Still, as you figure it all out
Life will do its best to make you doubt


Progression

If we let outside circumstances control our inner world, we are slaves to those circumstances.  It can be anything from what someone writes or says online to giving away agency to stupid shit that happens in the world. 

This song is a reaction to my leveling up how reactive I used to be.

Sticks & Stones

During an Ayahuasca ceremony in Vienna, Austria, I was asked if I could compose a  Hoʻoponopono. It took me a few years before something came to me.

I am sorry I have let you down many times when you needed a friend
Please forgive me for hurting you more, I was young, couldn’t do better then
Thank you for not giving up, when you were alone, and you wanted to quit

I thought I had failed
I thought I had failed
I thought I had failed being me

I love you intensely, that will never change, now that I’ve met you my child
I love you immensely , I see all your pain, I will never leave your side
When you are sad, i will hold you real tight, until all your tears are gone
When you are bad, I will treat your right, you will never again be alone

I am sorry, I’m sorry for everything i have done wrong in the past
Please forgive me for not seing clearly the damage and hurt that i caused
Thank you, for facing your fears, and letting them go, though I let you down


Hoʻoponopono

Enjoy The Ride

Frigging awesome! Sue is an amazing singer and we really love playing and singing together. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Pachamama

🎶 Music composer, code wizard, meditation enthusiast, dog dad, and proud father of two. Harmonizing life, one note at a time.

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