Im an average person with a normal style
Got no enormous bank accounts, yet im sort of proud of all the moments ive collected back when I was going wild cause in my perspective blowing all of it is how, I learned that all I wanted was to always live with out, any sort of doubt that I didn't live it up enough, cause about what comes tomorrow I could give a fuck ,and I bet im not the only with that mentality, cause the most important thing for me is not my salary, its my personality. naaa to much philosophy. To much complexity, cause really I'm a simple guy. Sometimes I even like to blend in with the crowd and try, to walk along and follow them with out even a thought of "why my soul has always wanted to be something more then I?", I've woken with an open mind, and I'm amazed, 
cause when you see it from the side all the disguises fade                                                                                                                            
New doors are opened memories erased
Same old path we taking just a faster pace, dont forget to ask for grace when its food for thought, feeling like my life's a race living in New York
these streets full of random, a million faces. abandoned or filled up with different faces, faces are different, but people are one. we got wings, but we run....

Blend In With The Crowd

Mama took me with her when she left to find a better life.
I was only 10, and I remember when we had the flight.
She kept on saying this is where the dreams come true,
and everything just seemed so new seemed so new, 
but growing up wasn't even close to what I was expecting,
when I realized that we was moving into a shelter. 
Swallowed by poverty, and I quickly adapted.
By the age of 13 I was a sick little bastard,
and after 4 years of practice I turned into a criminal 
cause i got sick of always living the, life to a minimum. 
On these pitiful corners, swarming with typical immigrants.
Limited by the borders of the despicable image of the 
subliminal meaning of freedom given by cinemas.
So I had stay on point like the tip of a pinnacle.
Ben going at it since 2005, 
and guess what im still at it after thousands of rhymes.
Walking down the street, public housing on my side.
It feels like home, my confort zone, where I belong
And nobody could fucking tell me that i am wrong, 
but they don't know me and tell me that I'm acting black, 
but how can I be acting if thats where the last
9 years of my past is at? 
So go ahead, and hate for what I have in me.
 Looking at me with those eyes like its a tragedy.   
It's crazy how some white folks don't understand me, 
but black people always fucking treat me like im family.

Its Only Me

Darling. I will remember, that February winter.
I've been mellow and tender, not together with her.
So many years between us, we didn't prepare to be just
staring at everything we could of ben together, heavily breathing.
This evident feeling, we tend to believe in
represented the reason that we ended up enemies with a bleeding 
heart that's ripped apart. And no matter how many people
that tell us the benefit of forgetting everything buried up underneath the
very fake happiness that we pretend. But everything's deeper,
and no matter how many attempts, we can not deceive the
soul that has control. That prevent us from leaving
these dead ended, venomous, eminent memories that had ben leading
us to keep on searching for what can't me found.
And now we're just a melody with an empty sound.
We'll never be able to leave the heavenly fable
that we together created, that lifted us of the ground
the train has taken off, and left me with a vacant, un-erasable, and irreplaceable place for my

Darling. I will remember, that February winter.
I've been mellow and tender, not together with her.
Darling, I will remember, the days we had no limit.
I've been mellow and tender, stay another minute.

Ben dating for 2 years, everything was great.
We couldn't wait to see each other on another date. We always wanted more, and thought it'll never end, but now we not even f*****n face book friends. It's crazy, how I still got your pictures hanging, 
not on the wall, but in my head. I wish I never saved them,
but what kills me, is the fact that I can not erase em.
I guess we gotta pay for the moments we once enjoyed. 
Our love destroyed, replaced by pain we both avoid.
I guess we gotta pay for the moments we once enjoyed. 

Darling. I will remember, that February winter.
I've been mellow and tender, not together with her.
Darling, I will remember, the days we had no limit.
I've been mellow and tender, stay another minute.

         			THAT FEBRUARY WINTER

February Winter

My self esteem is peaking, my spirits made of steel. 
You think I'll make it to the top? Better best believe I will. My Self Esteem Is Peaking, My Self Esteem Is Peaking, Self Esteem Is Peaking
My self esteem is peaking, my spirits made of steel. 
You think I'll make it to the top? Better best believe I will. 
I done ben thru moments when I wanted to go and call it quits.                              
When the rain is pouring, I'm homeless, my body's cold and sick.
And all the people wanna on keep walking, pretending not to notice me.
Aint nobody wanna know my story, nobody wanna hold  my world up on their shoulders,
so i chose the road with no one, but my solo all alone and,
it seemed impossible stopping these dominant obstacles 
Every time that I dropped, with all these problems on top of me,
but still I'm ambitious. Wanna be the sickest
 on a beat, and spit this little bit of vicious
rhymes and written's. All of them encrypted.
Automated systems, caught up in this instance.
Mindless instincts motivate our senses 
totally against us. Bordering potential.
Comprehension digest and condenses the mess in our mental dimensions, and centers attention 
to problems, and tension, then gives the impression aggression could strengthen,
and power our engines. Attempting to hide the essential to straighten our essence.
Unless I could scrape all the stress with a pencil, and let you descend in the message I'm sending by making these sentences.

My self esteem is peaking, my spirits made of steel. 
You think I'll make it to the top? Better best believe I will. My Self Esteem Is Peaking, My Self Esteem Is Peaking, Self Esteem Is Peaking

My Self Esteem

Staring out the window tryna figure out why he felt like there was something missing from his inner house. He felt a drought of vigor, which only triggered doubt in himself, and in his figure's route and what he was about. Through the puddles of water he saw the moons reflection. Which jittered from the rain, loosing its smooth perfection. Every drop created waves around it like a blast. The greater they became the more they faded in the past. And behind the rain he heard her voice:

His passion's hunger made him wonder
Was his life, but a depressing blunder?
The building pressure made him wish he was a fraction younger.
A flash of lighting followed by the clashing thunder destroyed his train of thoughts to pieces like a broken glass, and burned away the picture in his head in moments fast. And left nothing, but some blundered smoke, and hopeless ash. Then the wind just blew away the last of the remaining graish residue. Creating emptiness which made him feel like a painting with out a color, just a staining. Her voice relating as she softly sang:


He felt like he was just some matter in this scattered space. He wasn't dead, but in his head he was a shattered vase.
With His spirits roses on the floor becoming only colder.
He thought the world was over cause his soul was stony dull and      
Becoming slowly frozen swallowed by this lonely numbness. 
She wasn't there to help him overcome this.
Blinded with no wonder where find the golden oneness. 
Cause of all his older flaws she showed him no remorse. 
The only thing she told him was:


Deep in his eyes, you saw the darkness that has taken over, and on his face you saw the hatred that was aching from the situation that he wasn't able to escape. That enslaved him on the daily, making him into a crazy imbecile with no percent remaining in his battery of faith, and hope. And so he wrote a note, and left it on the table. The only thing it said was: She took me silently, and took the emptiness that used to live inside of me.

Rain

The Dream(feat. Randy, ProAZ)

Jae'Real, ProAZ,Randy - Cypher(Prod. by Micaholic)

Instrumental by Randy: https://soundcloud.com/prodbyrandy

Real Recognize Real(feat. Dre, & Jae'Real)

My Time Homie

Kook(demo)


No slowing down
We've all ben through ups, and downs.
Through crashes, through driving at the speed of light at the speed lane.
But one thing I learned was:

Don't slow it down, give em all you got, and loose it.
Don't slow it down, let it go, turn up the music.
no slowing down, live for moment, and own it.
get in the zone, and be gone, and don't you turn around

no slowing down, no slowing down.

Yeah(x4)
looking up, to the top, every time I'm, on the bottom,
with a problem, and it bothered me so much, oh god I don't wanna
give up. i gotta 
get a grip, and i don't wanna loose my touch, and be out of options.
In order to get respected, I needed a direction, and i don't got one.
so for now i'm driving, all these miles, but i aint
slowing down, I promise Ima find the road to the zion.
cause the world that i'm in, is full of pearls and diamonds.
just gotta learn to find them, I know that they all inside of
my ego, my eyes with every tear that I've shed, with every drop of blood 
that i've bled, I never gave up or stopped, to regret
all the scars that was left, from the people i followed, and let
inside of my heart, as they stepped on it, and doubted success 
was coming. yet i'm still I'm proud of all the power i've gained, and the knowledge I've saved, and most importantly the person that I have became.
and now i aint playing, and if you mind what i'm saying, your blind. cause my
motto wont change, if I've survived all this way.

no slowing down, live for moment, and own it.
get in the zone, and be gone, and don't you turn around.
no slowing down, no slowing down.
Don't slow it down, give em all you got, and loose it.
Don't slow it down, let it go, turn up the music.
no slowing down, live for moment, and own it.
get in the zone, and be gone, and don't you turn around.
no slowing down, no slowing down.


No Slowing Down(feat. Regina)

So many dreams in my head, that's been flashing
are turning into doubts without any kind of action
to check if that one dream was his real passion 
so now he sees fractions of broken visions, and 
what he could have been, more like should of been
his imagination, is mad amazing it's fascinating
but it's confusing it's an illusion usually full of animation
nothing close to basic, it's unbelievable 
and it's connected to his heart, so he could feel it too
these emotions are deepest oceans, he's drowning in em
he lost the track of time ever since he found a minute
to stop and think, about the things surrounding all of us 
foreigners from the same world different corners though
i fucking hate these borders bro, and how they divide us
history of violence, blood and war that lay behind us,
but in front of us, is a future that we can build 
and don't believe them, when they tell you "it's to late to change it"
cause the world is yours, and you arrange it
you think its surrounding us, but its all with in
you'll never understand it, but its the way its always been
cause if we knew all the answers, there wouldn't be a purpose
and with out a purpose, we all are worthless
we don't deserve this, so we keep on striving
not to be surviving, but to be alive and
not to keep on running, further away from home
but to find that special place, where we belong. 

Imagination(2013)

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Born in Russia, raised in Brooklyn, rappin since 15. Thanks to my mom for that cause when we moved to NYC, we couldn't afford a good apartment. So we lived across the street from the projects where I met all my good friends who put me on to this fresh New York life style. Life was tough for all of us growing up and so we did what we could to survive weather it was legal or not. But thanks to my childhood I became who I am today, and I dont regret it one bit. And every once in a while in sheepshead bay h.s. we would kick ciphers. That was the pulse that kept me going and engraved hip hop into my rotten brains. Ben working on my music ever since then. Its been a bumpy ride but hey im still alive feeling better then ever. Thanks to all those who showed me nothing but love and support and gave me the motivation and courage to keep stepping forward. Favorite rappers-Eminem, Immortal Technique, Nas, Biggie, Ludacris, Lupe Fiasco, Jadakiss, Wu tang clan, and a few others.

M.C.K. - MiCaholiK

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