WHAT TO SAY, WHAT TO DO				
YOU KNOW ITS ALL COMING UNGLUED	
LOST AGAIN, SOAKED IN SHAME
I JUST WANT TO HOLD THE BLAME 

ITS COMING AGAIN  
OH YEAH     				

CONFUSION HAS BORN A SEED, 
ITS A NEW MISERY						
HOLD OUT COME AGAIN
JUST LIKE AND OLD OLD FRIEND
OH THE LAST WORDS YOU'LL SPEAK ONLY WILL BE A SCREAM  
OH WILL YOU TAKE MY HAND BEFORE YOU LEAVE YEAH

COULD IT BE THAT I COULD SEE A TRAIN WRECK NOW COMING
WORDS ARE LOST 
EMOTIONS RAGE
COLLISION BRINGS A NEW PAGE 
THE TEARS WILL ROLL
AND HOPE WILL STAY
TOMMAROW IS A NEW DAY
WHERE IT GOES NO ONE KNOWS BUT I HEAR IT AINT THIS BAD 

ITS COMING AGAIN
OH YEAH

CONFUSION HAS BORN A SEED, ITS A NEW MISERY
HOLD OUT COME AGAIN
JUST LIKE AND OLD OLD FRIEND
OH THE LAST WORDS YOU'LL SPEAK ONLY WILL BE A SCREAM  
OH WILL YOU TAKE MY HAND BEFORE YOU LEAVE YEAH

SOMETIMES YOU KNOW 
YOU GOTTA SCREAM
TO UNDERSTAND
SO YOU CAN SEE
ITS SAD TO SAY
THE CHAINS THAT BIND
AND HOLD US DOWN
CAN MAKE IT RIGHT
YOU'LL NEVER KNOW
UNLESS YOU TRY
TO DIG IT OUT 
FOR ANOTHER NIGHT
TO GIVE IT UP 
AND WALK AWAY
YOU'LL NEVER SEE 
AND NEW DAY

ITS COMING AGAIN
OH YEAH

CONFUSION HAS BORN A SEED, ITS A NEW MISERY
HOLD OUT COME AGAIN
JUST LIKE AND OLD OLD FRIEND
OH THE LAST WORDS YOU'LL SPEAK ONLY WILL BE A SCREAM  
OH WILL YOU TAKE MY HAND BEFORE YOU LEAVE YEAH

DONT LEAVE ME NO!
AS YOU EXIT!

As I Exit (Free Download)

This is not typical for what I record or write but it popped in my head so I decided to throw it down and have some fun and laughs.

1st Verse  

Rolling through time
All of my life
Going no where
Didn’t really care
So much to see
So much to do
Didn’t have care
Really unprepared

Chorus

Oh please help me
Where are you?
I need a clue
Falling like rain

Oh please help me
I need need you
Lost too long
Falling and in pain

2nd Verse 

Fork in the road
Which way to go?
How do I choose
So much to loose

Chorus 

3rd Verse
Don’t want to fall
Don’t want to crawl
Looking for signs
All of my life

Oh Please Help Me (Free Download)

This is a song I wrote to try and cope with people that are toxic. I didn't want to fall to their level, but I did dive into God and love and away from the situation to feel free. God will raise me up the devil just wants to drag you down to damn you.

Lyrics:
1st Verse
Can’t hold it back
Don’t know if I want to
You got so deep 
Deep  under my skin
You disgust me
And how you lie each day
Yet you smile
When you lock eyes with me

2nd
Who do you think you are
How can you hold it together
All the lies, they’re gonna 
Come undone 
I gotta wait 
I gotta try
To turn the page 
Before you burn me alive

3rd
Nose up in the air
Can’t wait till you fall
Wait yeah I know 
I see you 
I turn around
And die inside
I try not to feel like a clown 

Chorus
Hold now hold back
Hold on just wait
Just hold on to me
Just wait Just walk
Just dive just dive
Just dive and feel free

Dive

I was studying and pondering Romans 7:15-20 and came up with this song after some reflection. I am no saint, but I try to fight the demons and be a better person every day.

Verse 1
Here I am lost again
Held down by  misery
When will I ever learn
When will I ever see? 

Verse 2
I bring upon my own pain
Why do I do this, please
You’d think I’d learn from the stains
You’d think I’d wanna just be free

Verse 3
Down the dark alley way
Hiding in the shadows
So ashamed of what I am
Who I am and what I do

Chorus  
Don’t need to stab me in the back
I turn on myself everyday 
Oh so lost and such a fool
I’m my own worst enemy

Middle 
Oh God please help me
Im so lost in all this pain
Help me in this storm
remove me from this hell

My Enemy (Free Download)

This is a song Called "Just Let Me Breathe" (working title "i i i p p i") by my old band C.P.X. The music was written from a progressive metal point of view (sort of), and had been around some time until lyrics were written by Brandon (Noir) Underwood. With the passage of time and our minds not as sharp as they once were Brandon recalled the song, " i think i wrote it about being trapped between what people think of me or what I'm supposed to be versus who i actually am.

C.P.X. was...
Brandon Underwood - Drums, Lyrics
Michael Smith - Guitars, Bass, Vocals, Synths and Recording

Just Let Me Breathe (Free Download)

The World?

Into The Unknown (Free Download)

Lyrics

Here I am and there I go
Off into another land
Down a path that I shouldnt
Into a land that pulls me down

chorus
Where do I go Where am I am in me
Where do I go to get out of here
Where do I go Where is the up from down
Where do I go to escape the pain

Through the lies with open arms
Smiling, waiting for the death of me
On a ride through the never
Never thought death would feel this way

chorus

Who can help me?
Who can know?
I’m so lost 
Don’t even know

Split decision, complication
How’d I let it go this far?
As I’m slipping and so sliding 
Is this the ride into the stars?

chorus 3x’s

Where Do I Go? (Free Download)

Try to hold back the ocean
Try to hold back all the waves
They keep coming they keep coming
No matter what I do or say  

I dont know how it all started
Was it something left undone?
Did i leave the monster unchained?
No one knows where it came from

How could i ever forget ?
All the pain and misery
How could i be so stupid?
How could i let it out today? 

<chorus>

Everyone is scared of the monster
Everyone is scared he’ll get free
He’ll tell the truth about what’s been done
Wreaking havoc for eterityEveryone is scared of the monster
And all the fire that he can breathe
Everyone is scared of the monster
Let it out? It just wants to be free

The Monster(Free Download)

Just A Story (Free Download)

I love God and I write music. I'm no saint, I'm a sinner.

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