Chorus: "They tell me my condition is incureable. 
They tell me I need to take these drugs to numb the pain.
It's days like this, I just wish that I could rewrite my history.
But I must live with my mistakes....."

Verse 1:"When was the last time you can’t say,
That you did some shit fucked up, get over it bitch pick yourself up you don’t need help up 
Cause that was yesterday
Cause my yesterdays would scare anyone away
Two arrests, one assault on my best friend I’m insane and all that bullshit just to protect my exes good name 
Breakin into malls just tryna have a good skate
Never thought I was makin a mistake, always had good intention, always thought I had it in a good way
Sittin at home, waitin on a letter in the mail comin from the court tellin me I have to leave my mother and go to jail?
All of these fuck ups and even in my brother's eyes I didn’t fail
So much silence in my heart my minds racin I'm numb inside I couldn’t hear a fuckin sound
It's his fuckin birthday and all I did was look him in the eyes and said “See ya round” 
Sorry bro I'm leavin town
Stay strong, don’t do what I did
Cause I made the mistake so you didn’t have to 
And don’t be calm about it dawg I want you to be mad too
Yea, prolly feelin sad, true
But imma pull a Patricia McConnell this shit dude I’ll be home soon"


Chorus: "They tell me my condition is incureable. 
They tell me I need to take these drugs to numb the pain.
It's days like this, I just wish that I could rewrite my history.
But I must live with my mistakes....."

Verse 2: "And there aint enough dope
To ease this pain
Cause all the shit I’ve done has left a stain
On your life, added to your strife and smeared our last name
An all this weight we carry together is makin my head hang in shame
I’d take it all back if I could bro, I love you
I don’t want shit to be strained when I hug you
I’m supposed to be a role model
But instead, I took my life in a jet and pushed it to full throttle
I just left you in the dust
And the wasn’t fair, you should hate me
Its no wonder none of my exes wanna date me
Everything I try ats a waste or a bust
Love or lust, right or wrong, how the fuck are we supposed to know, is any of this gunna be fixed by writtin this song?
Gimme the vaccine
Before you find me in the back seat with a needle stickin out my arm while im layin dead with this rap sheet
Cause I'm too proud, and too ashamed to apologize
My whole life is filled with lies
And I'm too much of a coward to commit suicide
It ain't do or die, its do it right,
So put your guns up bro its time to fight."



Chorus: "They tell me my condition is incureable. 
They tell me I need to take these drugs to numb the pain.
It's days like this, I just wish that I could rewrite my history.
But I must live with my mistakes....."



Verse 3: "Now I done had too many days like this,
Gone from good to bad in a phase shift,
I’m weightless
Zero gravity? I’ll see you on the dark side of the moon
Livin on this bright side, man I fuckin hate this
Hero family,
You guys saved me time and time again
Mike, I never had your back and now I’m skittish
Cause you deserve to have mine impaled with a knife I’m waitin for the attack
And Stephanie
After all that shit with Uncle Dan distrust is all that’s left with me
What was you expectin of me?
I’m torn between my family and I‘m so fuckin selfish all I could think was is what the fuck is this hand you dealin me?
I already know you an Mike is feelin me 
When I say I miss havin all us gathered round the Christmas tree
Just listenin to music,
But mom and dad took each others happiness for granted straight up abused it
Refusin to put up with it any longer mom said "kids, 
I can’t stay with your father
I love my sons and I love my daughters"
Dad just put on a stone face cause you know he never falters
Its time to alter this shit
I don’t wanna ever have to wake up again sayin..."


Chorus: "They tell me my condition is incureable. 
They tell me I need to take these drugs to numb the pain.
It's days like this, I just wish that I could rewrite my history.
But I must live with my mistakes....."

MICHIGANMENACE

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