I have smiled all through this one. What a boss track! Epic music meets waveform.

I want you to stare as the tears stream down my face... 

Im absolutely heartbroken. I spent 8 years of my life with someone i thought i knew, only to have them deceive me for 4 years of that time, fake an illness, steal thousands of dollars from me, neglect my needs, cheat on me multiple times, manipulate me, torture me psychologically, lie to me nonstop, use me, and paint me out to be a monster when all i did was give my everything to them. I have no words. I have never been betrayed so badly in my life. She would always promise me that her illness, which affected alot of our relationship, would be cured soon and had me wake up every single day with the hope it would get better, but it never did because the illness never existed. She made it all up. She took thousands from me to pay for supposed medical treatment all the while she lied about that too. She later admitted to using that money on herself, meanwhile i had to struggle for a whole year until thankfully her family paid me back. One day when me and her had plans, she didnt show up or respond to me for hours and i got worried so i called her and random drunk people kept answering the phone until i talked to a bartender who found the phone lost in some club. Apparently she would go out to clubs frequently and put herself in danger all the while lying to me. She apparently went out and got drunk that day and hung out with some people, one of which was apparently someone she had cheated on me with. When i got to the club to make sure she was safe, this piece of shit answered her phone and he said he was raping her. So i told him i was looking for him and the police were looking for him. I drove through cities in total panic searching for her until i got to her familys house and made sure they were able to contact her and the people she was with in order to let them know people were actively searching for them to make sure she got home safe. I only recently found out that the guy who claimed to be raping her was a guy she had cheated on me with. That night, i was the only person who went out looking for her to bring her home safe and she had the audacity to call me and threaten to kill me at least 20 times while screaming how much she hated me and later used the excuse that she was just drunk. I now know that she was telling me how she truly felt about me. There is so much more that was done over the years and im in total disbelief. She planned all this out to take 4 years of my life away and even attempted to orchestrate something to get me killed so i wouldnt expose all her lies. I tried leaving her so many times after she kept being extremely abusive to me and every single time she would dangle the fact that she was almost cured from her fake illness over my head to get me to stay. After investing so much time and money into our relationship, i would stay to try to make it work so everything i invested wouldnt go to waste. That was a mistake. She left me for a really abusive person (in every way) and even last second i told her we could deal with my rightful feelings of anger later but we needed to rescue her from this immediate danger and she refused to be rescued. A few months ago, she asked to borrow money from me again and told me it was because she didnt get paid enough from work. I saw her account balance and since it was zero i had to help her, or so i thought. I found out she used the money she took from me to financially help out the guy she was cheating on me with. I also know she was cheating with approximately 3 other guys at the same time. She is no longer the same person. Its so horrible because its like she died and someone completely different wears her face around. I loved her with my entire heart and now im broken beyond words. I will never heal from this. She was my whole world. And she took everything from me. Demons walk among us. I always knew that to be true but never saw it with my own eyes. Now I see it.

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05/12/23

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Under The Rising Moon

Welcome to Eternal pain!
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The stars of heaven are steady,
The founded hills remain,
Though I to earth and darkness
Return in blood and pain

Eternal Pain

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OG emotional wave vibes fused with a modern sound

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Beautiful vocals from Lyubov Kay on this latest release of ours. We hope you enjoy! <3

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Lyrics: ✨
And all these walls they’re watching me
Don’t know the skin I’m in
On pedestals we’re drowning 
Oh would you rescue me 

On pedestals they’re drowning 
Oh would you rescue me 

Hiding me 
Like all the rest 
Fade to black 
Like all the rest 

With all those eyes they’re watching 
Don’t know the skin I’m in
On pedestals we’re drowning 
Oh would you rescue me

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I'm Michi, 
Music has interested me since 2008, I love to make wave music.
i like dreamy athmosphere music aswell!
Music is my Therapy to talk with my emotions of how i feel at that moment.

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