last month

3 am

and i always come back

gtfo

blood moon

prod. me

Ghost city, ghost city
Watch as i float away 
Ghost city, ghost city
Watch as i float away 

Cracking 40s while i waste 
Until i fucking go insane 
Stand and pace, cant find no peace 
Bite my nails, i drag my feet
Searched my life, the most perfect circle
Found the truths but so damn hurtful 
Color me, bloody please
Heard your calls wont make me blink

Stare at walls when im in pain
Dont look at me, know im to blame 
Wish it didnt go this way 
All this life that i just waste 
Tell me that i'll find my place 
But know this is a rotten fate 
Fucked up teeth, a torn up taste
Rather leave so shut your face 

Ghost city, ghost city
Watch as i float away 
Ghost city, ghost city
Watch as i float away 

Ghost im a ghost 
So im so low 
Why'm i alone 
So i just

Ghost city, ghost city
Watch as i float away 

Ghost im a ghost 
So im so low 
Why'm i alone 
So i just go

my phantom diary

Modified prod from Sidewalks & Skeletons "Night Grave"
https://youtu.be/THtIXRI84F4

Ghost Town (prod S&S x Noki4ngel) *MV IN DESCRIPTION*

produced, mixed, mastered by me 

You're so silent 
In the summer 
And when im chosen 
My barrels loaded 
Yeah i light up
Get a toast in 
See the fire 
My angels burnin 

Yeah i go i go i go 
Tell me tell me what i know 
I dont give a fuck about what you say 
I already know my path is chose for me 
See my reflection in your eyes 
That shit reminds i want to die 
Yeah feed feed feed feed off my lies 
I havent been me in a long time 

You're so silent 
In the summer 
And when i see you
Im always loaded 
Lets just light up 
Get a toast in 
See the fire 
My angels burnin

midnight bonfire

hollywood baby

stay_w_me original

Prod. & mix/mastered by me
Cover art by drownlore on instagram 

Now listen up theres something, i been meaning to get off my chest
Just settle down and get your rest, just settle in

Oh yeah somthing i been meaning to tell
Girl youre so innocent, oo my love
I could hide my fangs dont need you closed off 
So sweet like cinnabon 
You take away or change the pain 
Thats heaven sent wont hide away
Im insecure dont run on me
Life its hard lets go away

Oh and i take you 
Mm cus i need to 
I dont deserve life without
My head is so fucked and filled with doubt
Ill just light another stoag
Thats my bad i dont mean to bore
Lifes so good with you on board
Oh and i still dream about her
But every time i wake im thinking about ya 
Oh just make it end
You could break this cycle but god forbid
Oh, time has passed and the feelings just build its so odd

Oh yeah somthing i been meaning to tell
Girl youre so innocent, oo my love
I could hide my fangs dont need you closed off 
So sweet like cinnabon 
You take away or change the pain 
Thats heaven sent wont hide away
Im insecure dont run on me
Life its hard lets go away

r u an angel

mädchen

Prod. @m1v

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Pray for my mother for her son that never gave a fuck 
Everybody saying i need help but i aint caring much
Regret regret regret 
still i cant go more then one day without a fucking drink 
and no chore 
Cardiac arrest 
oh i need more 
Lying on the floor shaking
But im drowning till the end 
So sorry ill never give a fuck
Slow inhale for me
Im in hell its lovely
Feel my bones sinking
By the day 
And its my fault its my fault
Trapped in my vault 
Cant find the issue 
Im running im running circles to my demise

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

Canisters in me
I cant reach you 
You dont wanna hear me 
Violence in my core 
Its not in my nature 
Why cant you just listen 
Why did i pick this mission 
Why cant i take your permissions 
I cant let no one be persuasive 
On the daily losing my mind
Trynna hear myself out
But i aint got time 
Pacing these corners 
Trynna feel fine 
Add another scar to the collection 
Try to view my idols like a lesson 
But i aint learning much i always repeat my mistakes man

Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes
Im looking from six feet below my demise
The way that life kicks me so slow out of spite
They say vonder dont you miss how you ride
Oh i bet youd regret switching lifes

demise w/m1v

Dirty Heaven

Prod rainn god 
Mixed by spiral forever 

#disgusted

someday you will forget my name (prod. rainn god)

prod loony

@xannndera
@cholorofilm

https://www.instagram.com/xannndera/
https://www.instagram.com/yungteethshawty/
https://www.instagram.com/hdieowcwcwiwowq/

@xannndera
baby kill me kill me
i cant even say shit
walking like a zombie
im better when im off it
said u love me u love me
so why did she leave me
rockin w these pills
why they all wanna be me

i feel it to the bone
i dont wanna pick my phone up
zero fucking missed calls
i think i need a prozac
why they wanna be me?
i got it on a fucking CD
bby u got me thinking
and lets js fucking be real
x2

@cholorofilm
be my victim yuh ima kil her
rollin blunt off da xanax
i still feel hurt yea i got big knives
i know u are fucking scared
ion rlly notice i noticed
i dont wanna die with u from my neck im still bleeding slow
all the nights that ibeen needing u now  im still bleeding slow
yeah i got black clothes lookin at me baby get off me

@xannndera
i dont treat u right
lets die yung together
girl ur on my mind
it dont rly matter
cut my face up
do u wanna fucking die?
(fucking die)
yes u gonna be all mine
x2

SPOTIFY

GET OFF ME w/ cholorofilm

Credit: https://soundcloud.com/nokia_angel

Nokia Angel - Emo Boy - Nice Guy (re-up)

prod. @cy4nee

running from these thoughs 
whats in my head?
its been too long now.
i find a way out
but im never there 
make it alright now

horizon is rising 
the sunset is falling 
i cant escape my head

im lost in it all
fucking lost in it all
im lost in it all

feel like ive been 10 fucking people now
i dont even who the fuck i am
i dont even know what to think or how
just hiding in my bed till i come down

yet the feeling never ends
i know im fucked up and i fuck it all up
im just so lost, want some fucking drugs

softly fell in love again
i think id trade my fucking head
and in a way youre in it 
i want your love 
until the very end

yeah but im so fucking sorry 
i dont even know how the fuck to act 
i wish i could hold you, make you feel safe
but i need to feel safe again
baby just keep your heart from me 
when i cant even seem to breathe 
and you can just hide away all day
dont wanna see all that pain anyway 

i just wanna hideaway
fuck that, i wanna dissapear today
i cant even feel my fucking face 
but when im on your body rubbing you know i feel that way 
idk idk
its getting to my head and i think that ima blow
so close so close.......................

my head pt1 (cy4ne)

prod. me
master. @angelicamori
feat. @disoc8

life is so meaningless

lyrics:
@disoc8

everything's so fucking bleak
my life is just a chore
rotting in my sheets
can u take me to a morgue
i feel like a freak
i'm shaking from withdrawals
(blood)drying in my sleeves
and my wrists are fucking sore

my life's in black and white
and i panic till i vomit
if i said i could provide
bby i was so dishonest
i dnt wanna go outside
i wanna fucking die
me n u forever bby double suicide

if my life was a movie it would prolly be a scary one
i feel so alone i'll do anything for anyone
chop til i see bone, i just wanna see my skeleton
oh my god im so alone and im so hated by everyone

@misalivee

and i wont talk tough bitch yk i play for keeps
imma kill myself u can catch me in the streets
post traumatic alcoholic bfc on me
and i dont know the fuck is ever wrong with me
and i wont act tough and i cant act up
tell me what what you want n imma get u fucked up
and i just want to know what the fuck that ive done
to make you hate me so i just wna get it done

what the fuck is wrong with me ++disoc8

https://open.spotify.com/track/5SPZj4NOnGdkHWq6fn6ZXL?si=ed63352fd9b6426a
[@pr6blms]
take a pill, feel like shit
hate me more i cut my wrist
makes me sick, i wanna slit

(x2)
make me wanna kill myself
make me wanna die
rip out ur fuckin eyes everytime u look at a different guy
fuckin love the way u control me, wanna make out
lets take it to my bed baby, baby we can be loud

[@winterdollx]
ur so cynical w those bulletz in ur head
cant get enough yea i hope i end up dead
out of sight, out of mind
you could kill me, i dont mind

baby dont talk to me in that tone
keep it up bitch you'll be alone
i dont want u in my head
out of sight, in my bed

[@pr6blms]
take a pill, feel like shit
hate me more i cut my wrist
makes me sick, i wanna slit

(x4)
make me wanna kill myself
make me wanna die
rip out ur fuckin eyes everytime u look at a different guy
fuckin love the way u control me, wanna make out
lets take it to my bed baby, baby we can be loud

sop

mimisop