The Rainbow (Sun May 30)

dear god don’t know if you noticed 
but down here we are suffering 
we can’t get enough to eat, we can’t bear the heat
it’s times like these we think you should intervene
did you see what we created god?
racism and hatred
nowhere here is safe and
the global population
needs to see some changes
we are living with a virus 
and a thinning image of you, god

america the beautiful is the wrong song
cus in reality we’ve got some big problems
when the virus stopped the world
god how could you let so many
black men die in our communities 
red blood pools down at our feet
happens so frequently
innocents slain in the streets
somethings got to change
god just between you and me
it’s getting harder to believe in you

Dear God (Mon May 31)

my masculinity
sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly
changes? so many
now i get up early

hair on my chest
more even keel
made some mistakes
what's important has changed

this is my voice one year on T
i hope you will accept me

learning to do everything again
living life as a man
be a good son and friend
oh, my brothers... i look to them

this is my voice one year on T
i hope you can accept me

think i'm okay
i like my body

This Is My Voice One Year On T (Tue Jun 1)

i only get you in pieces
there's a reason
but i can't see it
i only get you in pieces
short releases 
but i don't see them

put your face on and go out into the world
or stay in your little blue room
you claim honesty and that's true comedy
cuz your psychology has partial policies

i only get you in pieces
there's a reason
but i can't see it
i only get you in pieces
short releases 
but i don't see them

who really knows
all of you besides you
who understands
all of you besides you

ooh oh oh we ooh oh

i only get you in pieces
there's a reason
but i can't see it
i only get you in pieces
short releases 
but i don't see them

You In Pieces (Wed Jun 2)

looking death in the eyes
they were blue
i didn’t hide
looking death in the eyes
they were blue
i didn’t hide

wrenching my bones
worst pain i’ve ever known

how’d i get here
and i am alone

looking death in the eyes
they were blue
i didn’t hide
looking death in the eyes
they were blue
i didn’t hide

i can’t keep doing this
to myself, to myself
i gotta go out
and get help, get help

Looking Death In The Eyes (Thr Jun 3)

oh shit it’s a queer dance party
everybody’s looking fine
my best friend said she wanted to go
so here we are, baby

i want to take you to
dance on the green lawn baby
i can show you some sweet moves
and you can move with me

i asked you to go on a date with me
said you appreciated it
but you said no
you like some one else
why can’t that be me?

i want to take you to
dance on the green lawn baby
i can show you some sweet moves
and you can move with me

Queer Dance Party (Fri Jun 4)

Own Things Or Everything (Sat Jun 5)

a new haircut
button up dress shirt
basketball shorts
football jersey

gender dysphoria
not anymore oh
gender euphoria 
is what i feel today

new cologne
comb thru my hair
men’s bodywash
shaving my face

gender dysphoria
not anymore oh
gender euphoria 
is what i feel today

use my correct pronouns
not being misgendered
being called sir
guy buddy & dude

gender dysphoria
not anymore oh
gender euphoria 
is what i feel today

Gender Euphoria (Sun Jun 6)

and you know what?
i like myself
just for today
hell yeah

Just For Today (Mon Jun 7)

my guitars make lots of noise 
i can do anything with my guitars

My Guitars (Tue Jun 8)

mostly cowboy chords
⚡️🖤⚡️
keeping it one hundred
"it's everyday bro"
he/ him/ his

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