Transition in this time
I know it’s good, but man it don’t feel right 
Relationships on flight 
We’re present here, but see you soon, bye bye

This is familiar in my life
To love and leave, I know this ain’t my type 
My roots are strong inside
But let’s dig em up it’s time to be refined 


We’re keeping movement right 
I’m walking forward, running in the Light 
It feels backwards in my eyes
But really freedom’s on the other side 

Growth is birthed inside 
Every challenge, trial and the plight 
Father, thank you for this time 
No matter what a consecrated life

Transition (voice_memo_vocals)

Hallelujah - Alexander Fairchild A cappella Cover

PEOPLE (REMASTERED)

A two part single allowing the process of the depths of the desert season with the cinematic discovery of whatever it is leading to. Know that every single step is necessary. Every single step is worth it. Even when it is difficult, I will tell you, "It is worth it." I feel as though I am still in my desert season, but I know that one day, I will be on The Other Side in my Oasis. The only only place we can discover that is in the depths, death, and destruction of the desert. We cannot expect our Oasis to be always happy and blissful. Inside the oasis is the reality of life. But a healthy respect and an admiration for it. Where is it that you are longing  for? Dream. What does your oasis look like? Imagine. What does each strenuous step feel like? Embrace. Invite yourself to fall in love with the hell that you're in... because it is only leading to something beautiful. No matter HOW long it takes. Keep fighting.

Found in Hell

I cleaned my hands in the dark
Pretty scene, I see you’re not that far 
It’s a dream and I don’t have no scars 
What else can I ask for

I fought with devils from south
I saw those devils in mouths
We can all find when it’s out 
My secrets are out now


Petty is not what I need 
Reconciled as I come clean
Maybe be it’s you maybe it is me
Pressing on to the goal of shining

Ready for the scapes to be green
Vibrant colors painted for me 
I’ll see gold and golden streams 
I think they flow inside of me

Me, me, me, me (repeat)

Ooooo (repeat)

Inside


Persists, it persists, you persist
You continued on with all of your gifts
There’s no honor when inauthentic 
But that’s who I was then

Desires do not give life much (much)
And the stages, the compelling touch (touch)
I can hide all my garbage and lust (lust)
When will they find out now 


Really it’s so much more vast
It’d be lying if you’d never ask
When they touched me, I put on a mask
But now why would I talk about that?

Purity, my facade and my front
Brother, now it’s time to confront
Titles don’t communicate love 
But I get that I have broken trust

Now we must do what is just 
You go your way, I’ll dwell in the dust 
In my desert I will find a well
Step by step one may never tell

I see leverage in what I can’t spell
to the fullest, I know it so well
Sand in my eyes, right when my feet fell
My oasis, the greatest, was found 
in hell 

Oh
Found in hell
Oh it was found
Found in hell

My oasis was found in hell

The Other Side - Oasis (Part 2) 9:2:19, 12.42 AM

Found In Hell - Oasis (Part One) - 9:2:19, 12.46 AM

You open up the heavens
You rain down your love
Father, my heart is toward You
You're more than enough

Love of God 
Overflow
Permeate
All my soul

Open Up The Heaven's : Fill Me Up - lofi cut

Open Up The Heaven's : Fill Me Up - lofi cut (boosted)

Oasis

I cleaned my hands in the dark
Pretty scene, I see you’re not that far 
It’s a dream and I don’t have no scars 
What else can I ask for

I fought with devils from south
I saw those devils in mouths
We can all find when it’s out 
My secrets are out now
 

Petty is not what I need 
Reconciled as I come clean
Maybe be it’s you maybe it is me
Pressing on to the goal of shining

Ready for the scapes to be green
Vibrant colors painted for me 
I’ll see gold and golden streams 
I think they flow inside of me

Me, me, me, me (repeat)

Ooooo (repeat)

Inside


Persists, it persists, you persist
You continued on with all of your gifts
There’s no honor when inauthentic 
But that’s who I was then

Desires do not give life much (much)
And the stages the compelling touch (touch)
I can hide all my garbage and lust (lust)
When will they find out now 

Chorus

Really it’s so much more vast
It’d be lying if you’d never ask
When they touched me, I put on a mask
But now why would I talk about that?

Purity, my facade and my front
Brother, now it’s time to confront
Titles don’t communicate love 
But I get that I have broken trust

Now we must do what is just 
You go your way, I’ll dwell in the dust 
In my desert I will find a well
Step by step one may never tell

I see leverage in what I can’t spell
to the fullest, I know it so well
Sand in my eyes, right when my feet fell
My oasis, the greatest, was found 
in hell 

Oh
Found in hell
Oh it was found
Found in hell

My oasis was found in hell

The Other Side - 10:30:19, 7.32 PM

In The Dark - 10:30:19, 7.41 PM

I am a human being. All of my goodness is merely human. All of my badness is equally human. My mistakes are human. My achievements are human. My failures are human. My successes are human. I screw up. I fall short. Sometimes, I do things so apparently evil, I can't even stand myself. I am human. I am human. I am human. I am human. 
Thank you Father that it is only truth that will set me free. Within the borders of truth, I see the fullness of my brokenness -- the fullness of my humanity -- and I see the fullness of redemption. I do not owe a single person anything. I owe Christ everything. 
I vow to walk in the Light.
I vow to humble myself even when I do not want to.
I vow to have a repentant heart though I desire to be justified by works. 
I vow to receive grace for what it is. Grace is NOT given by works. If it were, it would not be grace. Grace upon grace upon grace. . . I receive your grace and your mercy. 
All of my facades and fronts have no depth. They have no truth. 
They are shallow. 
So, Father, here I am. . . in the fullness of my humanity. 
I say yes to the difficult journey of righteousness and holiness.
I will never be perfectly sanctified here on earth. But I come into agreement with the truth that I am getting better.

Actually I will reap what I sow 
Actually I will not need to know 
Actually I am pleadin for snow
Actually it is me that is known

Fractions of the seeds that I’ve sown 
Packed in miracles that can grow 
It will never be me they will know 

It is your grace alone it is the grace alone 
I’m gettin better 
I’m gettin better 
Speakeasies untethered 
I’m gettin better 

Godly sorrow is for me to borrow 
I do not worry about tomorrow 
I am lilly that’s Restin in fields 
Whether it rains I know I will follow 
I know I will follow whether I rains i know I will follow 
Toppled over and I stumbled on down 
Through my past I was crowned 

I’m getting better 
I'm getting better
speakeasies untethered 
I'm getting better


Look at me I’m a human I’m doing the best that I know, but to you it’s inhuman 
And I want us to be something unique and new, but I can’t do anything about the separate tunes 
I’m negligent true, 
but I’m not different than you
You’re better than me? Humiliation better believe it

put my sin on a pedestal please
Hoping that maybe then my repentance will bleed 
Someone get me metal for mentally beating the treble of regular peace 

"Community pleads"
“Community bleeds”
"Community fights"

Well Apparently community lies and hides so pucker up and maybe you can toughen your hide 
Made a million mistakes in my life 
It doesn’t matter cause my purity would never be mine
Perpetually strugglin right in the midst of the mic 

Declaration: Even with my dirty fists I will fight 
But I know I won’t be angry cause forgiveness was fined
though excommunication was receipt of the crime story is mine 
I’m getting better even though I know this story is mine
They don’t have to agree, but I’m moving forward and I'm

Now I'm getting better (reap what I sow, reap what I sow)
forward and I’m
No I'm getting better (reap what I sow, reap what I sow, reap what I sow)
Forward and I’m 
No I’m getting better (it is your grace alone, now)
no I'm getting  (grace alone)
stumbled on down (grace alone, now)
stumbled on down

Lotus (REMASTERED)

Seasons change 
You remain 
Seek your face 
Through the pain 

At my right 
On my side 
See my heart
In the night 

I do what I don’t want 
Want not what I need 
Pathway to the right stop
Hesitate to complete 

I can call to my best friend 
With his breath he will speak 
I seek after wisdom 
Wisdom seeks me 

I’m a sinful man 
I can’t have any plans 
And with all that I am 
I cannot understand 

So declare what’s true 
Never me to be proved 
They really don’t know who I am 
All my good is in You 

All my good is in You
All my good is in You 
All my good is in You
All my good is in You
All my good is in You
All my good is in You


I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom
I need Wisdom

Seasons change 
You remain 
Seek your face 
Through the pain 

At my right 
On my side 
See my heart
In the night

I do what I don’t want 
Want not what I need 
Pathway to the right stop
Hesitate to complete 

I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom 
I need Wisdom

WISDOM

Father

Sometimes it’s kinda pretty though
And I can think it’s pretty rough 
I get indecisive though 
A war within my mind 
I swear to God that it’s already done
But I’m not even havin fun
Father, you’ve already won 
Young man you have overcome 
I know I’m not the only one 
But I’m a consecrated one
Distractions, distractions attacking man I just need Jesus yeah, I just need Jesus 

I’m free to be
No Adultery 
Not Pursuing Just the Happiness 
Cause that’s too weak
I’m pursuing satisfaction in the greater things

The Lover of 
My soul is sweet
He knows everything 
And still loves me
free to be   

What is more imporant than your character?
I really do not care about accolades you wear at church
I’d rather see present human being who’s not living to be seen the way the want to be but they can rest in just being
broken broken
Brokenness is my token
It’s where my hope is 
Cause He redeems what has be stolen, stolen 

And I can’t do it on my own 
I’m happy I can’t do it on my own 
I used to hide in fear behind my phone
Lust and pride are no longer my own

I’m free to be
No Adultery 
Not Pursuing Just the Happiness 
Cause that’s too weak
I’m pursuing satisfaction in the greater things

The Lover of 
My soul is sweet
He knows everything 
And still loves me
free to be

Mickey Baggett

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