literally screaming this at my wall like 24/7 to vent

This makes me think about my ex , we fought so much but i hope he knows how sorry i am and wish he would reach out

lyrics



(VERSE)
plz don’t mind me, i’m nobody
i’m getting drunk off cheap caffeine, in quarantine
i haven’t changed my shirt in days, or maybe weeks
i’m such a mess sometimes 
i’m such a mess sometimes

but u came to see, me every week
just to make sure i didnt lose, my sanity
i always took that shit for granted, 
now i see
i’m such a dick sometimes
i’m such a dick sometimes

(PREHOOK)
but i dont have the balls
to say what i want
cause i’m scared of everything
& girls just wanna have "FUN."
but the band broke up in ’15
all i ask for is one,
thing that i know u cannot give me
calm down 
ur getting real loud
don’t frown
cause ur bringing me down

(HOOK)
we used to laugh like all the time, yeah
but now we’re sad like all of the time, yeah
i laugh about it all the time, yeah
all the time, yeah
all, all, the time, yeah

(VERSE 2)
u spilt ur tea
all over me
we hadn’t laughed that hard in maybe
20 weeks
i miss the days when we could talk, without crying
we’re such a mess sometimes
we’re such a mess sometimes

got hard to breathe
once u left me
i said some things that i regret
& i’m sorry
this fucking mouth of mine with be
the death of me
i’m such a dick sometimes
i’m such a dick sometimes

(PREHOOK 2)
but i dont have the balls
to say what i want
cause i’m scared of everything
& girls just wanna have “FUN.”
but the band broke up in ’15
all i ask for is one,
thing that i know u cannot give me
calm down 
ur getting real loud
don’t frown
cause ur bringing me down

(HOOK 2)
we used to laugh like all the time, yeah
but now we’re sad like all of the time, yeah
i laugh about it all the time, yeah
all the time, yeah
all, all, the time, yeah

we used to laugh like all the time, yeah
but now we’re sad like all of the time, yeah
i laugh about it all the time, yeah
all the time, yeah
all, all, the time, yeah

THE END

sad brad - cheap caffeine

lyrics


(verse 1)
i met her downtown in the slums of austin
once we were sober she said “i’m from boston”
i told her i couldn’t give mass-a-two shits
luckily she likes guys that treat her like shit

help me
everyone calls me mickey
just wanna be ur darling
cause fame is fucking empty
u warned me

so listen
i know ur probably with him
& maybe for good reason
but u don’t fucking need him
i warned u


(prehook)
i tried my best to hide it
but now i’m done denying


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


(verse 2)
should probably take my own advice now
& move on with my life now
& stop singing about how
u left me

maybe stop getting ur advice from
the guy u get ur high from
if u want my advice, run
real, quickly


how can
i love someone that
can’t stand
the thought of loving 
me back
why do i think i 
need that?
i know uuuu

hate me
but one day babe, you’ll 
thank me
for teaching u how 
to leave 
a piece of shit just 
like me
i warned u


(prehook)
i tried my best to hide it
but now i’m done denying


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


(bridge)
yeah, i remember when u said
how u wished that i was dead
so i tried to kill myself
swallowed way too many pills

& god, the tummy ache was shit
but not enough to kill the kid
sometimes i wish i didn’t live
but i’m so fucking glad i did

i remember what u said
u were wishing i was dead
now ur wishing me the best
cause my songs stuck in ur head

i cant believe the things i did
for some narcissistic bitch
i’m so glad i still exist
just so i can rub it in


(hook)
u were, perfect
& im so sorry
i’m such, a dick
but u still love me

i still, regret
letting u leave me
don’t u, forget
u used to need me


THE END

Mickey Darling - you were perfect & i'm sorry

strawberry chainsaw

lyrics


NICK WAGEN VRS1

i think this really is the last time
you broke my heart, turned me into the bad guy
now i wanna forget you and just stay high
cuz i’m never enough for you

and you never cared about the lies
i wonder if i ever really cross your mind
cuz baby now you fucked me and i’m traumatized
at the the thought of me and you



HOOK1

all i hear is blah blah blah
when you start talking
won’t shut up unless we’re fucking
all the time
you’re never satisfied

all you hear is blah blah blah
when i start talking
call it love but we’re just fucking
up my life
we're never satisfied




MICKEY VRS2

they called me from the ambulance 
they said u swallowed a bottle of ambien
the paramedics said u only had a bit
i was balling my eyes for you

you said it was an accident
i saw u texting him but i thought as a friend
i gave u everything u gave me half of it
(guess) i was never enough for u



HOOK2

all i hear is blah blah blah
when you start talking
won’t shut up unless we’re fucking
all the time
you’re never satisfied

all you hear is blah blah blah
when i start talking
call it love but we’re just fucking
up my life
we're never satisfied




BRIDGE

first you’re fucking me
then you say you love me
i believed everything you told me
commenting on everything i’m posting
constantly
constantly 
you would fuck with me
tell me it was nothing
saw your screen saw that yall were fucking
can’t believe i thought we were something
can't believe
can't believe



HOOK3

all i hear is blah blah blah
when you start talking
won’t shut up unless we’re fucking
all the time
you’re never satisfied

all you hear is blah blah blah
when i start talking
call it love but we’re just fucking
up my life
we're never satisfied

Mickey Darling - BLAH BLAH BLAH (ft. Nick Wagen)

Rock’n’Roll Never Says Goodbye

all songs and music by IVY MONO

produced by Cameron Lister

©2018

I’ve seen your face before
Tell me, what’s your name?
And I saw you late last night
Back by the main stage
Hey if you stick around
Let’s maybe grab a drink
Or if you wanna go and dance
Tell me what you think
And if you wanna leave
I’ll follow your lead

Save me, 
My high has been fading away
I’m drunk but I wanted to stay
Time keeps moving you close
You’re my festival grrrl, I suppose

Can’t find the words to say
When you’re around me
I keep thinking deja vu
Whenever your lips speak
And if you got some friends
I got my own too
It’s such a crazy world
I hope you come through
And if you want to leave
I’ll follow your lead

Save me, 
My high has been fading away
I’m drunk but I wanted to stay
Time keeps moving you close
You’re my festival grrrl, I suppose

If we 
Were ever to fall into place
I’m holding you up to the chase
Time keeps moving you close
You’re my festival grrrl, I suppose

Everything we’re going through
I would rather dance with you
Even if we had to lose
I'd fall over again to be with you

Save me, 
My high has been fading away
I’m drunk but I wanted to stay
Time keeps moving you close
You’re my festival grrrl, I suppose

If we 
Were ever to fall into place
I’m holding you up to the chase
Time keeps moving you close
You’re my festival grrrl, I suppose

Festival Grrrl

*lyrics*

(verse)

please don’t leave i’m begging
i cannot be by myself 

can i go to heaven?
even though i put you through
HELL, HELL

i think i might be too drunk to 
TELL, TELL

if i wanna live or kill my
SELF, SELF
(self, self, selllllllffff!!!!!!)


(hook)
I LOVE THE WAY U BREAK ME
OH IT’S SO CONTAGIOUS

BREAK MY HEART
CAUSE U KNOW I CAN TAKE IT

DON’T SAY SORRY
CAUSE I KNOW UR FAKING

JUST ADMIT
THAT U MADE A MISTAKE


(verse)

i remember when u kissed me
we were listening to ultralight beam

& we thought that it would be so easy
BUT CHANCE’S VERSE ENDS SO QUICKLY
HEY, HEY

after loving u i’m kinda 
DRAINED, DRAINED

wonder if i’l ever be the 
SAME, SAME
(same, same, saaammmeeeee!!!!!!)


(hook)
I LOVE THE WAY U BREAK ME
OH IT’S SO CONTAGIOUS

BREAK MY HEART
CAUSE U KNOW I CAN TAKE IT

DON’T SAY SORRY
CAUSE I KNOW UR FAKING

JUST ADMIT
THAT U MADE A MISTAKE


(bridge)

BIG SAD
FOR U,

CAN’T BELIEVE I’M
BIG SAD
FOR U,

CAN’T BELIEVE I’M
BIG SAD
FOR U,

CAN’T BELIEVE I’M
BIG SAD
FOR UUUUUUUUU



(hook)
I LOVE THE WAY U BREAK ME
OH IT’S SO CONTAGIOUS

BREAK MY HEART
CAUSE U KNOW I CAN TAKE IT

DON’T SAY SORRY
CAUSE I KNOW UR FAKING

JUST ADMIT THAT…

U LOVE THE WAY U BREAK ME
OH IT’S SO CONTAGIOUS

BREAK MY HEART
CAUSE U KNOW I’LL KEEP CHASING

WON’T SAY SORRY
CAUSE U KNOW UR FAKING

JUST ADMIT THAT
U MADE A MISTAKE

Mickey Darling - big sad

(lyrics)

(verse)
i’m so pretentious
wanna-be artsy
hoping that u call me
just so i can act like i didn’t see it

& now that u don’t want me
all i fuck is blondies
just so i can get a bit 

nostalgic 
but it’s all bullshit
cause i’m so pretentious
& i can’t fix it

(pre hook)
& i’ve hung out with girls
that knew more words to my songs
than u ever did
& i’ve made out with boys
that use more tongue in one kiss than u ever did

(hook)
cause i’m sick of feeling sorry
for myself cause u couldn’t love me
i’m sick of all the shit u talk
& i’m sick of all the shit u talk

cause i’m sick of saying sorry
every time that u couldn’t love me
i’m sick of all the shit we talk 
& i’m sick of all the shit we talk

(verse)
am i pretentious
or am i not
for thinking i’m the shit
& knowing you’re not
so call me a princess
get that a lot
at least i own up 
to the things that i’m not

& u just destroy, destroy, all my confidence
i’m just a boy with a voice & an audience
i never learned how to love, & its obvious
u never learned how to suck on my cockiness

(pre hook)
& i’ve hung out with girls
that knew more words to my songs
than u ever did
& i’ve made out with boys
that use more tongue in one kiss than u ever did

(hook)
cause i’m so fucking
sick of feeling sorry
for myself cause u couldn’t love me
i’m sick of all the shit u talk
& i’m sick of all the shit u talk

cause i’m sick of saying sorry
every time that u couldn’t love me
i’m sick of all the shit we talk 
& i’m sick of all the shit we talk

(bridge)
u ride everything that flirts, babe
all my friends said that u squirt, babe
ur a cowgirl in reverse, babe
did it hurt baby?

u ride everything that flirts, babe
all my friends said that u squirt, babe
ur a cowgirl in reverse, babe
did it hurt baby?

(hook)
cause i’m so fucking
sick of feeling sorry
for myself cause u couldn’t love me
i’m sick of all the shit u talk
& i’m sick of all the shit u talk

cause i’m sick of saying sorry
every time that u couldn’t love me
i’m sick of all the shit we talk 
& i’m sick of all the shit we talk

(outro)
all u talk is shit babe
& all i am is shit
i’m sick of all ur shit
i’m sick of all ur shit

cause
all u talk is shit babe
& all i am is shit
i’m sick of all ur shit
i’m sick of all ur shit

Mickey Darling - reverse cowgirl

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