Name: Hollow Shells by Midnight Alchemist
Duration: 3 min 54 s
Description: I felt like making noise. This is just a list of notes I have been recording as my days go on and I get more exposed to the world. Patreon story available.

Left for USA

wraith

summer in december

The Way Goodbye Looked At Me,

In "The Way Goodbye Looked At Me," ObiAmeshi crafts a haunting meditation on the final moments before love ends. This deeply personal composition captures the weight of unspoken farewells and the piercing clarity that comes when you realize someone is already gone, even while they're still standing before you.
The track explores the paradox of endings - how goodbye can arrive not as words but as a look, a shift in the air, a sudden understanding that passes between two people. ObiAmeshi's vocals navigate the tender space between acceptance and heartbreak, delivering each line with the vulnerability of someone who has felt the exact moment when forever becomes never.
Musically, the song builds from intimate whispers to emotional crescendos, mirroring the internal storm of recognizing loss before it's officially acknowledged. The production creates an atmosphere that feels both spacious and suffocating, perfectly complementing the lyrical journey through the geography of goodbye.
"The Way Goodbye Looked At Me" stands as a testament to ObiAmeshi's ability to find profound beauty in life's most difficult moments, transforming personal pain into universal art that resonates with anyone who has ever watched love slip away in real time.

The Way Goodbye looked At Me

Fracture

What No One's Thinking

The Big Goodbye

I keep pushing, I keep pushing and ill tuck it away,

I still can't believe i was happier when you weren't away,

And everytime i wake up its the same shit everyday,

Can't get you out my mind, I walk to you, you push me away,

Don't try to tuck me out bed im dead anyway,

I just wanted somebody to talk to me, nobody came,

You make me feel like shit I think that you're just a fucking bitch,

I hope you're happy when im riding six feet inside a ditch,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

My love is heaven-sent, the way you love is fucking me up,

I might just day today, I tried to love you, sober me up,

Bitch i can't love again, I'd rather die, I'm rotting in bed,

I said I'd rather be dead, I might just pop pills instead,

Fill my brains out with your lie, no i can't love you again,

It's just the thick of it, it's just it's just the thick of it yeah,

It's just the thick of it yeah,it's just the thick of it yeah,

I'm a ? inside my room I'm drinking like a boozer,

I'm a plague i cut my wrists 'cause I'm a fucking loser,

And everybody hates "no lights" 'cause im a fucking user,

I hate my life and everyone so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner,so I'ma end it sooner,

So I'ma end it sooner, you are a creepy loser,

So I'ma end it sooner,

(So I'ma end it sooner)

i hate being human

system worthy selections for weary hearts

heavy.hearted

What Are You Saying

I felt like making noise. This is just a list of notes I have been recording as my days go on and I get more exposed to the world. Patreon story available.

Hollow Shells

Camp

Heartbeat

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Our society’s cooked. We’re just temporary ants.
I’m hopping genres and pouring my heart, soul, and chaos into a musical journal—hold on tight.
Follow along, and maybe one day you’ll understand me.
AI helps me create the sounds, but it can’t replace the connection between us.
Emotions are fleeting—enjoy them while we still can.

Hollow Shells

Midnight Alchemist

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