apr 23

loop credits to @janeremover

Art by: Brandon Graser(@brandongraser on instagram)
Special thanks to Voda and Joeboi for all the help, really helped bring out the potential in this track :) (also big thanks to Niz for the manager maneuvers🤞🏾)


Prod: KBL
Arrangement: Voda Fuji
Mix and Master: Voda Fuji, KBL, Billsburyjoeboi

WTF ft funeral (prod.KBL)

idrc bout what u say now
@1endie @prodbyjoshwa

i dont want ur love or affection
i dont want ur words i dont even want a mention, nah nah
you think that this shit is worth the effort?
whats the chance of going back? bitch, never!

sick and nauseous im telling tht ur desperate
im just chilling i just do things for the hell of it
and u fucked me up aint no tellin it
why should i bend? u cant do the shit i can

do, mental, all the hell i been thru
been good, been bad, bitch i do not need u
everything u do, makes me wanna go and leave u
u think ur filled w secrets but u see-thru

@1endie:
nah i done fucked it up
plug pulled up he came in clutch
me n tsu finna run it up
and yall fell off cause yall fuckin s-
get out 
and i made some new friends on the way
but i cant say we gon keep in touch
couldnt give a fuck bout what you say
cause they cant really fuck with us

back it up
no feelings
its so hard to keep dealing with
everything thats going on
with your life
i cant keep up
cause it seems to be 
the calm before the storm

para ti w/ endie (joshwa)

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

LYRICS:

Hit me with I told you so
But you’d never leave or ever listen
Pray to god on my knees
I’m in need of premonitions
Im finding my keys but I know I won’t find what I need

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

I make things up in my head
Yeah I’m sorry if I did
I project all of my fears
And end up with no friends
A new direction
I try deflecting

Thousands of tears
And all the blood that I’ve shed
Seems to go to waste
When I get back in bed
Because I haven’t done much
I’m almost out of luck
What did I do with all these years

I cower in silence
Cuz it’s so loud
Drown out my thoughts
With all this sound
If I died now
Would you text back
If I cried how
Would you react

They said
You were toxic they’re right on
Makes sense
I’m only there when the lights off
I can’t
Get my stuff from your house
Cuz you
Stole my favorite sweatshirt tonight 

Prod. drmabeats

Premonitions

left me (drmabeats)

when will i stop being the problem w/ tigerstar *p. uxbie

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

another emotional dump lol
ty for listening <33
lyrics:
(me)
i can see it in your eyes 
that i caught you by surprise 
but you’ll never fool me twice 
i can see between the lies 

said you’d never leave my side 
all the times you made me cry 
wishing you would go away 
everytime you coming by 

i don’t really see what you see in me 
i still think about the things that you said to me 
all those times i told you how much you meant to me 
i guess it was never really meant to be 

(qliche)

Why 
Why do I feel like a nuisance?    
I 
gave you my all but it hurts inside
Drinking till I got no purpose
I dont know
what went wrong
 
I dont wanna go through all this pain again (i fkn h8 you)
I dont wanna stick around and be your friend (i fkn h8 you)
Ima get this money till im fkn dead
I dont need you

lies 😒 w/ qliche (sai)

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

.

MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
https://open.spotify.com/album/2GyV2OBCCdIOR2bjv8RXwY?si=rRQJRtJ_Rgqx-FHTLeLEog
inhale your toxins i don't want to
(want to go)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and i sayyy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

for another dayy

covering my ears like la la la
i don't want to hear you talk if its bad news
you should talk to me cause i'm just like you
i don't even know how i keep going on
cause it keeps piling up
keeps piling up
doing nothing as i fall asleep
i don't wanna go back
(i don't wanna go back)
cause it's honestly just too much for me
inhale your toxins i don't, want to
(want to go!)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and and i sayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

stream

what i needed

prod @faithmonaco

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5QtiXQMpK1x9JjtHS1Tk6p?si=9bb98c5f93884358

new crush (faith)

never let you leave

self prod

@zephyrcove

lyrics
Time will only tell
How far I really fell
For you
I won't kiss and tell
Girl you 
Got me under a spell
Yeah, my iris is changing when I look at you
I think I've fallen hard for you

Just tell me what I wanna hear
You'll get me grinning from ear to ear
I had to let you know, that it's not all for show
And now my heart is racing, my love
You got me wanting more, more, more

You can call me stupid
You can call me clueless
I don't know you do this to me everytime
You want me to prove it
I don't wanna lose it
I don't know how you do it, but I'm losing my mind

I know what I want
and it's you
Tell me what you gon do
If I steal your heart
Can we never ever stay apart
And now my heart is racing, my love
You got me wanting more, more, more

You can call me stupid
You can call me clueless
I don't know you do this to me everytime
You want me to prove it
I don't wanna lose it
I don't know how you do it, but I'm losing my mind
x2

spotify

baka

cover of waste by @whereisnomu please go check out the og version its amazing

reprod by me

lyrics:

got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

now i dont want nobody next to me
u only want me for attention wheres the rest of me
ur feelin better off da ecstasy
nd i can tell that u dnt care its like ur testing me

I’m getting tired of the same shit
i tried it different but its always hard to change it
nd u dont even know my name yet
gimme a chance and ima waste it all

got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

nd u dont even know my name yet
gimme a chance and ima waste it all
waste it all
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off
got me thinking i could fall for u
ur just a devil in a dress
tht i keep talking to
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

now i dont want nobody next to me
u only want me for attention wheres the rest of me

waste it all
waste it all
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

waste cover

made it all plats just for u niz
@1collapse
@fum1ko
@arc3hive

PRE-SAVE

Up To Something (tcl & Fumiko)

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Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

thought this is what you wanted
paint the walls red
paint the floor red
still on the floor dead
i get so high off the agony i forget
i stay inside the bloody room until they storm in

no reforming
i'm so gone man
stay awake until the walls around me fall in
no one to call then
no one to solve it
i wanna pay for everything i've done i promise

feel like quinn
i got some killas in the fucking "trench dog"
choppa on me shoot a 3
i can't get fucking benched dawg  

and i got that shotty in my bag
like i'm the fucking trench mob
i got this shit from my brotha
you got that from the feds dawg

i just slut somebody daughter
old boy fucking racist, if i see him, call a doctor
this bitch think i love her, but i'm sorry, i can't call her
so fucking obsessed with the mf slaughter

watch him drown in the water
hell, where its hotter
you can blame yourself for the pain
my departure

self important

(A) module 3(2): The protocol re: contractual interfacing. 

Produced by @Drainpuppet.
Mixing and mastering by @blackwinterwells.
Developed, written and performed by 8485.

Scribbles [+Drainpuppet]

my arms again!!

visualizer - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evKSwyMAYy8

apr 23

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