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dv20&rubyhatesgloom - not enough

Mix n Master by @rubyhatesgloom

Lyrics:
verse:
tell me why 
i can never find 
whats buried 
deep inside
my head is like a brick wall 
it puts on a disguise
it tells me all this bullshit
it tells me all these lies
it makes me feel like
i will be the one thats left behind
so look me in my eyes
and tell me
why cant i see the signs
cuz
i 
just wanna be someone 
with a life
man i just wanna feel 
alright
i just wanna leave it all behind
and move on from 
my past
cuz im breaking 
all the rules that
i have set for myself
i did it all alone 
i guess that i
needed help
i want to find a way 
to get my ass back home
i still need help 
cuz im lost 
and theres a fork in the road

chorus:
tell me why i
break 
down
and fall
every single night
i lie 
alone
i guess that 
i 
should 
have  
known
that i cant 
make it 
on my own
tell me why i
break 
down
inside
every single night
i lie 
alone
and i dont wanna 
fuck
up
this time
but i cant find my way 
so why 
try (x2)

tell me

Lyrics:
I never wanna see you again
I hope you find your way back

Cuz I'm still tripping
On my shit
That I cant get past

Its okay that
I never wanna see you again
I hope you find your way back
Go face your demons
And stop grieving
Don't make pain last
Cuz I'm still tripping
On my shit
That I cant get past
I'm in my head to much

But
Its okay
That I never wanna talk
To you again
I just wanna fade away
I'll drink myself to death
And fuck things up
To heal the pain
I'll drown myself in
All these thoughts
And tons of
Nicotine
And ill feel better
When they come and tell me
Its okay
That I never wanna talk
To you again
I just wanna fade away
I'll drink myself to death
And fuck things up
To heal the pain
I'll drown myself in
All these thoughts
And tons of
Nicotine
And ill feel better
When they come and tell me
Its okay

Yea its okay

If she called
I wouldn't pick up
Should we fix things
I'll fuck it up
I'm still lost
No one give a fuck
I'm still lost
No one knows

I'm sick
Of wearing
This mask
That I put on
To face facts
I'm still
Freaking out
Bout this
And that
And I fall
Too deep
It never lasts
Shoulda known better
Been through it in the past
Gave out my heart
Never getting shit back
I try really hard
But still fall on my ass
I thought I was right this time
Went through the cracks

And in still tripping
On the shit that I cant
Get over daily
Its got my head
Spinning in circles
Makes me feel like I'm crazy
I got this knife
Up to my throat
Hoping someone will save me
I got this mask over my face
To hide the feelings
That make me

I'm
So sick of treating death
Like a secret
I
Waste time to find
Some shit to believe in
I
Get sick thinking
I'm still here breathing
In this
Cold world
Where my life has
No meaning

But
Its okay
That I never wanna talk
To you again
I just wanna fade away
I'll drink myself to death
And fuck things up
To heal the pain
I'll drown myself in
All these thoughts
And tons of
Nicotine
And ill feel better
When they come and tell me
Its okay
That I never wanna talk
To you again
I just wanna fade away
I'll drink myself to death
And fuck things up
To heal the pain
I'll drown myself in
All these thoughts
And tons of
Nicotine
And ill feel better
When they come and tell me
Its okay

I never wanna see you again
I hope you find your way back
Go face your demons
And stop grieving
Don't make pain last
Cuz I'm still tripping
On my shit
That I cant get past
I'm in my head to much

Okay (prod.yungspoiler)

lyrics:
Cant keep fighting now
Addiction has been killing me
Its all around
These thoughts
Eating temptations
I cant go without
Some alcohol
Or nicotine
I spiral down
I think
Its all a waste

I need like 8 minutes
To calm down
My decisions
Still slowly
Losing vison
It all pushes
My limit
Still need 8 minutes
To find out
What I'm missing
And put back
All my pieces
Surprised I'm
Still here breathing

I need like 8 minutes
My futures
Looking grim
Don't know
Where to begin
Cuz the thoughts
Crawl in my skin
I still need 8 minutes
To find out
When it ends
And stop playing
Pretend
Cuz its all
Up in my head

Need some time
To cope with
All the feelings
Need a towel
To clean up
All the bleeding

Cuz i lost my shit
Cant seem to find
My way back
Blood on my wrists
I'm leaking
From the impact
Swallow my tongue
And hope that i
Wont relapse
Think i need a minute
Cuz i just need to relax

Hold my breath
And wait until
The time passed
Where am i going
Just see how long
I might last
Slowly feeling crazy
Just wish they all cant see that
Think i need a minute
Cuz i just need to relax

I feel the weight
On my shoulders
I'm quickly
Losing composure
These broken
Lullabies
Are hard to write
Man give up its over
I fear the enemy's
Closer
He comes for me
When I'm sober
Man all i want is
Fucking happiness
Cant wait till its over

Cant keep fighting now
Addiction has been killing me
Its all around
These thoughts
Eating temptations
I cant go without
Some alcohol
Or nicotine
I spiral down
I think
Its all a waste

I need like 8 minutes
To calm down
My decisions
Still slowly
Losing vison
It all pushes
My limit
Still need 8 minutes
To find out
What I'm missing
And put back
All my pieces
Surprised I'm
Still here breathing

I need like 8 minutes
My futures
Looking grim
Don't know
Where to begin
Cuz the thoughts
Crawl in my skin
I still need 8 minutes
To find out
When it ends
And stop playing
Pretend
Cuz its all
Up in my head

I need like 8 minutes
To calm down
My decisions
Still slowly
Losing vison
It all pushes
My limit
Still need 8 minutes
To find out
What I'm missing
And put back
All my pieces
Surprised I'm
Still here breathing

I need like 8 minutes
My futures
Looking grim
Don't know
Where to begin
Cuz the thoughts
Crawl in my skin
I still need 8 minutes
To find out
When it ends
And stop playing
Pretend
Cuz its all
Up in my head

eight minutes

for better or worse

stupid (prod.wixxy)

my bad ft.beaniegod (prod.wixxy x bended)

like that (freestyle)

hate

same (ft. RubyKitsumi)

turn it up

give up

one(prod.tiresss)

crazyyy(prod.tiresss)

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