every time i wanna do it i come back to this song

to anybody listening to this song: you matter and the world is a better place w/you in it. i love you, we love you. don't be afraid to ask for help. reach out to family, friends, or anyone who you trust. ik i am just a stranger but im here for you. my dms are always open. you are loved <3

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i cant do this any longer
my mind’s all over the place
no i’m not getting stronger
wish i could take my life and have eternal slumber
if i kill myself tonight do not text my number
you called but i wasn’t there
because i finally kicked my chair
rope burn slowly takes my air
cry out for help no ones there
im sorry i overshare
i know that nobody cares about me
made that shit clear
but i guess thats life
it’s not fair

take my life, i can’t stand it
i’ve been trying to heal my damage
spill my blood on a blank canvas
pray we crash this planes not landing

oversized hoodies been hiding my self harm
and if that cant hide it 
then ill go put bracelets on my arms
and i know its not healthy
but hiding my pain is something that im used to
and these drugs are not helping
but im turning to them because im tryna get through
this nightmare of life for nineteen years
things would be easy if i disappeared
thought i would change but i cant switch the gear
seasonal depression its that time of year
and i pray that it flies by
and if that shit doesn’t 
then i probably wont be alive
and if thats the case
then this is goodbye 
this is the final note
a suicide

fuck this shi-

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