now from many come one
at last from many come one

i left you bleeding on the carpet
drowning in your filth
but at least you know i tried

and now
from you
comes me

i am born(e)
i am vulgar
i am dirty

i will never be what you need
i will never be what you need

and now, at last,
i am free

and now, at last,
i am free

and now, at last,
i am free

and now, at least,
i am free

at l(e)ast

new life from ashes and a shimmering ruby in the dirt

rosemary and rubies and beautiful shining things

some safety from the chaos
safety from the cruelty

dancing kindness softness safety,
warmth and a beautiful place
to curl up for the hours
to curl up for the hours

somewhere to curl up for the hours

stark heavy facets leading back to the center
stark facets

a shimmering ruby
with stark facets leading you back to the center

and what about now?
what about now? where have we found ourselves now?

or does it really matter where we've found ourselves now?

if you don't care, i don't care
cause it's nothing but the safety and the beauty

and the refuge and the solitude

nothing but this
nothing but the rubies

nothing but the rubies

ruby

identity fresh dripping off the wall
i don't know who i am after all
and i don't even know who i used to be
no i don't know who i used to be

you look so frightened, what did i say?
i don't know why i get this way
and hear his voice instead of yours
why do i hear his voice instead of yours?

i know, i know,
i know it's you, it's you

i don't know why,
i don't know why you aren't

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i don't wanna lie
but i can't tell the truth

i don't wanna cry
but i can't hold it in

i don't wanna try
cause i don't wanna fail

i don't wanna die

who i used to be

My own cover of The Summit, from Eternal Blue by Spiritbox. Copyrights belong to respective owners.

Mikayla

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