(intro)
why
why do you have to go
it’s one thing to love
another to let go

(verse 1)
I called out in the middle of the pain
‘get me outta this body’
as my brain tears  
laying on the bed, tears leave stains
feeling defeat
all alone and beat
the grim REAP came to ME and said
SPEAK now or forever hold your breath

(chorus)
I’m not sinking yet 
it’s not my first time staring down death
i’d be damned if he got in my head
I have some fight left
I’m alive until I’m breathless

(verse 2)
My ship is taking on water again
everything is getting wet
Shoot the flare up as SOS, light up the sky in red 
The water’s pooling high onto the deck
I’m sinking under with this wreck
I’m going down like the Titanic

(bridge)
I almost died a couple times
but not from knives or other guys
was cuz my mind was half submerged
on earth and on the other side
which side its on; I can’t tell whether(⛈🌪)
but I feel a storm is brewing tonight

(chorus)
I’m not sinking yet 
it’s not my first time staring down death 
i’d be damned if he got in my head
I have some fight left
I’m alive until I’m breathless

(outro)
Ever since you’ve been gone, it hurts.
I’ll never be whole with a piece of me in the dirt.

S.O.S. - Fay (Bonus Track)

(Verse 1)
I don’t wanna be here anymore
I wanna sleep forever and then some more.
I don’t wanna suffer every night
I’d rather see what’s beyond
than see more of this life.
I don’t wanna hurt those close to me,
but this is not what being alive’s supposed to be.
I don’t wanna turn into someone I’m not,
but I’m losing control of my will(wheel)
each mile driven along.
I’m sorry I’m sorry — to have wasted your time
when I said I’d try
it was never a lie,
I know when I cope, I get high
what would you do
when bearing the weight of the sky?
Imagine the most painful thing happening in your life, now imagine that same thing happening...twice.

(Chorus x2)
Time after time
I wake up in the morning
with tears dried on each eye
Back to the top of the mourning

(Verse 2)
I’m not finished when I’m defeated,
I’m finished when I quit
so far I haven’t control alt deleted
but one day if you find I’ve OD’d
do not call the police
just know that I’m in peace
I rid myself of this disease 
I prayed like a priest
before I went to sleep
still woke up basically deceased...
I’ve been a dead man walking like Bon Jovi. I’m still alone(Stallone) in the sea my boat’s rocky yet floats like Ali, engine’s my creed.
(🥊) Round me feels like there’s no air. (nowhere)
Like they’ve cut down all the trees here
how do you breathe clear
you branch off(🪵), you really leave
to find a realm for real relief
I didn’t steal my life, you see,
UC’s the real thief
I’m sorry it’s not you it’s me
just know you are not the reason,
don’t worry; you’re fine like weed keef
I’m thankful you believed in me
I tried and I will always love you
But I’m not whitney.

(Bridge x2)
When my nightmares are better
than my dreams,
I have no shot — no weed, no pill, no vaccine, to fix me.

(Chorus x2)
Time after time
I wake up in the morning
with tears dried on each eye
back to the top of the mourning

Each Mourning - NE MOOD

{verse 1)
I was never towed (toad) along,
if I wanted a beat, I’d leap on that song
if you’re feeling like me, you must be feeling like B, I’m a cross breed, cuz I’m feeling like a fucking rabbit that ain’t skipping a beat, I ain’t afraid to beef, I ain’t afraid to jump bro, listeners skip over you, my dude you’re a jump rope, if you’ve ever lied stole or cheated me
rip eddie from double dub F (WWF) but you gon suffer a rest, like cops couldn’t do cuz you dead at defeat (their feet)
I’m on top of that rope, a good view for a rap goat, to see you frogsplash hitting the ground like *plat* ohh! *crowd noise* (plateau)
I peek (peak) over mountains on flat toes that’s why I don’t gotta move any to see a molehill lack flows.
if you like my style that’s cool don’t encroach tho
if you can’t embody the rabbit ima watch you croak like a toad, you might even choke so, if we in the same ocean you in a row boat, you sink and I float, a track and ink; I synchronize those, you barely able to line up with a pier you papa doc yo!
this ain’t no diss just notice this man did not have his hands up
what I’ll never do is sell out, cuz the brand’s us. Mike (mic) and pens, that’s all I need, but mike pence ain’t the vp, I’ve arose on my own no thorn in my side, but ima prick, I’ll sit on the board not taking (implied: shit) jack as ceo of this inc.

((this sink 🚢 = jack + rose(sat on board & didn’t take jack) 
= titanic scheme)) + (inc= incorporated business))

 {bridge}

even when searching for signs of vital
I got an above view

I’m so high up kicking two birds
with one shoe

so prepare for my arrival
we may look like rivals

but I look above you

…….youre waiting to hear what I’m gonna say next huh
ima talk about what I love, ladies and sex, duh
none of that pronoun shit she gotta be natural,
I’ll only give her / shes (Hershey’s) kisses *muah*
all I’m hearing from the left is all these calls for labels i don’t care
what race or fucking gender,
have some balls, some juevos
lyricists killin, that’s the only ism (his / him) that should be front and center,
that’s what’s right,
that’s what’s better
for ever-yone, identity’s whats to fight.
I digress 
for the chicks, what’s missing from your under your dress is my dick. 
listen, I say these things publicly I’m not under duress, imagine what the fuck in private is said

CEO - NE MOOD

(intro)
now look at where we are
from the start
I’ve had one rule since ‘09
it was not crying.
Until the pain calls my name then I cry out “fight!”
from the past to the present it’s the same
I cannot deny!

(verse 1)
I won’t wake up one day at a hundred percent but that’s what my best friend gives when I’m gray like I’m fucking stuck in cement
I got handed a bad hand but we banded (2pair)
to pair up and fix not bandaid this and prevent further damage
against the odds just like we planned it.
lookin for clues
looking for blueprints to use, theres nothing she wouldn’t do to find a cure, she’d search the universe beyond just planet to ensure.
my love for you’s lightyears to the moon and back (mooning back) like a bear ass is out and you see the crack staring at you back

(chorus) 
It must warm you up when I tell a joke
and you laugh ever so hard
Cuz when you react like that
it warms my heart (you are my heart)

{Bridge}
I love you forever
i love you for always
as long as I’m living
my mom you will be (x2)

(verse 2)
Mom, I hope my wife has just an ounce of your being, even a piece of your mind, a percent of your beauty, fifth of your wit, and I hope she’s half as kind.
In the meantime, keep your head up. & I’ll be fine. I’m staying on track. I have to never look back, for of all of the pain nothing strains more than seeing you break and crack staring at me back

(chorus) 
It must warm you up when I tell a joke
and you laugh ever so hard
Cuz when you react like that
it warms my heart (you are my heart)

(outro)
you are my heart when I cannot beat
you are my thoughts when I cannot think
holy Mother’s Day, Love - Baby Mac

My Heart - NE MOOD (Mothers Day Tribute)

G. I. Joe - NE MOOD

🇺🇸🇮🇹🇮🇪 Massachusetts Born. Ghostwriter. Videographer. Business owner. Changing hearts in all genres for any mood.

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