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SPARK$ #FF22

i was a kid so i didn't know any better
i was so young, so it's hard for me to remember
all i remember is i was having a blast with them
growing up with my friends i was getting close to them
i thought they will always be there for me
i never thought i would see them leave before me
they left and went on the other side of the planet
i wasn't ready to say goodbye yet
so i started to turn into a savage
or a monster, whatever i was at a young age
i became a bad kid, my dad would beat me
my mom would ignore me, no one really consoled me
i must've been a pain for my family
so i figured i don't deserve to have a family
and from the way they've been treating me
i just wanted to leave and be by my lonely

i was too young to voice out my misery
i didn't know how to express my feelings
to me life didn't have any meaning
it came to the point where it's just about surviving
knowing that anyone can disappoint you at some point
i would have friends yeah but to a certain level
it was hard for me to be close to anyone at all
i made sure that if they leave, it wont take a toll on me
it's true that i became cold througout my life
but that was my way to not get hurt again
even then i would still feel pain
so anyone who wants to get close to me
beware coz you might get hurt
i might treat you like dirt
i might leave you just so that i don't get hurt
even when i actually want you part of my life

it's not that hard to understand right?
it's ok if you don't understand you ain't gotta lie
i just told you a part of my life
i don't expect you to relate but if you do relate
im sorry you went through that mate
there's always light after a dark night
it's gonna be ok because God is here on my side
i can only say that now because all of my life
i've been ignoring and running away from God
there's no one who really understand me except from God
people forget, people lie, people always disappoint you
people will let you down even if they don't want to
that's what makes us human but God never disappoint man
you can trust God to be there when you have no one
you can be sure that he loves you more than anyone
God thank you for loving me even in my worst
thank you for listening to me even when i curse
thank you for being with me even when im a mess
thank you for caring for me even when i couldn't care less

Storyline

Delaware rapper that goes by the name Big Jay  new mixtape coming soon.. sneak peak track called “Inside My Circus” from upcoming mixtape called “Rise of the Phoenix” 
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Lyrics written by Big Jay 

Beat from https://youtu.be/mqFymG42huo
He has amazing beats check him out. This beat was used as intended for free as it stated on title
of free.

Inside my Circus

We did a rap about duotangs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3loAla_ZoXc

Duotang Trap (Prod. MVNGO)

With a Gemini MC, your life's path is that of a messenger who brings about changes in thinking, in one way or another.

March 1st (1999)(432 Hz)[prod by. Dilly]

Venom

WHEN THE PAIN HITS IT COMES IN WAVES.


Enginnered by Shane Slacks & Rhya

WAVES

Reminisce

This track is for our stoners, enjoy your day we deserve it! Loud's available on all platforms. Click the link in the bio if you have Apple Music.

Shime feat. Stlo - Loud

If u love me the remix

Mistah Mistah (ft. Ruleless)

Please (Prod. PRINCEAMGN)

CANCELED

Poetic Destiny

Friends With Benefits


  Produced by White Hot

Beat Provided by https://freebeats.io

SKRR!,Pt.2

Produced by - @zebra_tiger_beats
Lyrics
----------
Vers:
Baby I am locked up
In a prison
That I've built myself, I'm fucked up
So I'm getting drugged up
I wish that
Somebody saw I need help
I got alot on my plate
Pain and agony, that's the case
The only thing that I truly knows
Stays with me in the warm and cold
Depression never leave me alone
They say I'm young I'm just 24
But I feel like I've been here to long
Cause me and life we dont get along

Bridge:
I'm gone
By myself, cause I don't feel like I belong
I need help, to many problems I can't solve
Even when I try baby, I do it wrong
You should go

Hook:
I'm gone
By myself, cause I don't feel like I belong
I need help, to many problems I can't solve
And even when I try baby, I do it wrong
I am gone
I don't belong
And I can't solve a thing
Cause I am gone
So you should go

Vers:
Do you wanna know who I am?
I overanalyse everything
Obsession gave me a wedding ring
Intrusive thoughts, get away from me
Hard to work with no energy
Hard to feel like a friend of me
Baby I am my enemy
I can't get rid of destructive needs
We can get wasted
Just for the night
I just wanna erase shit
Baby you know that I copy and paste it
Don't feel my face and I can't even taste shit, nah
Writing my pain on a paper
Baby I'm far away, up in a spaceship
Rather be here, baby I am an alien
Up in the sky, baby I'm gonna stay here

Bridge:
I'm gone
By myself, cause I don't feel like I belong
I need help, to many problems I can't solve
Even when I try baby, I do it wrong
You should go

Hook:
I'm gone
By myself, cause I don't feel like I belong
I need help, to many problems I can't solve
And even when I try baby, I do it wrong
I am gone
I don't belong
And I can't solve a thing
Cause I am gone
So you should go

GONE [prod. ZebraTiger]

This is @lilcenz & @fbmking's (from instagram)new TRACK titled.. "Freestyle bit!" Its a combination of deep/dark melodic sound mixed with the beauty of the new wave. Go check out these two out on instagram/tiktok/applemusic/spotify/tidal & etc.

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