After The Mourning is the first record I’ve ever done. I’m very proud of this record. It is about mourning death. This record was dedicated to Bianca Halstead from Betty Blowtorch, who was my girlfriend at one time. We wrote this record by recording a song a day, for 10 days. I wrote this with a guy named Mark Fain, who used to be in a band called Chlorine out of Houston, Texas. We had Mark on guitar, and Antonio Bucciarelli on bass, who is back in Italy. Moon Hill was on drums. He fuckin’ did the drum tracks on the record with no music. Just from memory. I’ve only seen that happen one time, and it was that guy. I was blown away.

Chris Johnson produced, engineered, and mixed this record. He gave me a chance when no one else wanted to, and always fucking gets the best out of me. I’ve done four records with him. He’s a good friend, and a trusted friend. - TONY

1. The song After The Mourning is definitely about Bianca. Finally picking up the pieces. It took four years of hell. I immersed myself in drugs and alcohol when it was happening, and all of it was prolonging the agony.

2. Another World is basically about the place I live in most of the time. I feel like I’m on the wrong planet.

3. Please Kill Me is self-loathing to the max.

4. Beauty in Disguise is about beautiful people who are ugly inside.

5. I Tried is the song that Mark Fain wrote lyrically and musically. It’s the only song Blacklist Union has where I didn’t write the lyrics. I love the groove on this song.

6. Everything You Need is about having everything you need inside and looking within instead of out.

7. Dying To Live is the moment I had peace with Bianca’s death. We recorded it on the four-year anniversary of her death. I had it set up where I went to her grave and did this prayer, and then I went right into the studio. Our producer Chris, and Antonio our bass player, were both there. I sang this song one time, and then I looked at them and their jaws were hanging open. I was like, did that totally suck ass? They were like, no dude, you nailed it all the way through. That was the first time I’ve ever nailed a song through, from beginning to end, without having to rework it a little bit. I have done that since, but that was the first time. When I listened to the playback, I cried. That was the moment I had peace with her death. I swear to God. It was so heavy.  At the end of the song I dedicate it to Bianca.

 8. Out Of Touch is about this chick I dated for a short time, Inger Lorre, the singer for The Nymphs. She’s infamous for pissing on her A & R guy’s desk, and stabbing her boyfriend Rodney Eastman, who was in Nightmare On Elm Street and a bunch of stuff.

9. Back To Zero… I’ve been in and out of AA many many times over the years. Back to zero man, when you have all this time sober and then suddenly you’re smoking weed and you have zero days.

10. Waitin’ On You I wrote this song on guitar. I barely play guitar, but I wrote the riff and it’s just about you know, waiting. The waiting is the hardest part, like Tom Petty said.

Blacklist Union

Dying To Live

Everything You Need

Til Death Do Us Part is about dealing with the deaths of Tracie and Bianca. This was really hard for me. I ended up going on some medication I later regretted. I don’t remember writing or recording this record. I do have eye witnesses saying that they saw me doing it. This was a very painful record.

The  cover was done by my friend Doni Gray, who was the drummer in LA Guns, when I did the LA Guns thing. (I sang with them for 13 shows.) The concept was like The Damned Phantasmagoria. That was the inspiration behind this cover. Having Tracie standing at the bridge was pretty profound too. Robert John did the photos. ﻿

Til Death Do Us Part is a tribute to Bianca and Tracie.

Alabama Slammer is about my ex-girlfriend Amber Lake, who won the Rock Of Love TV show. She left me after I had a nervous breakdown, basically from not dealing with the deaths of Tracie and Bianca.

Blown Away was written in part about my friend from Alice In Chains, Mike Starr. He did actually hear this record. It came out right before he died. I had the tracks. I think he died in 2011 and this record didn’t officially come out until 2012. This record was dedicated to Mike.

Game Over is one of my favorites off this record. We have a video for it that was shot by Muck Sticky. It’s basically about people running their game on you, and you have had enough of it. 

Same Ol’ Pressure is about dealing with the same ol’ same ol’ every day.

Diggin For Gold. It’s the first song I ever ended up writing with Todd Youth, who I did the whole Back To Momo record with. Todd  was a dear friend of mine. Rest In Peace. And it;s about most women, at least in L.A

Feed The Snakes is about starting rumors about yourself and seeing who buys into it and who doesn’t. 

I Do is one of my favorite fucking tracks off this record. I love to sing this song. This was inspired by the Saliva song song “All Because of You.” “I Do” is basically about how I do care about people. No matter how much I say that I don’t. 

Don’t Change is an INXS cover. I loved INXS when I was growing up. Michael Hutchence is one of the most overlooked frontmen ever. 

The Lick Kitty Split Theme Song is about my love of eating the “meow meow.”

I Don’t Love You Anymore is pretty self-explanatory. There is a song by The Dogs D'Amour called “I Don’t Love You Anymore.” I always loved that song. It was an inspiration behind this one.

Til Death Do Us Part

I Don't Love You Anymore

The Lick Kitty Split Theme Song

Blown Away

Back To Momo is very special for me. I wrote it with Todd Youth. Out of all our records I have to say this is my favorite, collectively. The first three were about pain and casting out darkness. For me this was about getting back to the rock and having fun. The record was effortless to write. Todd... I miss him and love him. Momo is a whore house in West Hollywood, California that I used to frequent quite often. I took the pictures inside of the place. The picture on the back cover is actually Momo. Me and my road guy Scott Willis jumped out of my SUV and took pictures of it because I needed a picture for the back of the album. The next time I went to Momos after that the madame was like, “We saw you take picture!” I’m like, “no, I didn’t take no pictures.” She’s like, “you take picture.” I was like, “okay, yeah, we took a picture”. (LAUGHS) 

There are thirteen tracks on Back To Momo. Again, I’m very proud of this record. It was very well received. I just worry about topping this one because it’s so good. Margot Shea, who is a girl I grew up with in New York, came up with the concept for the cover. Doni Gray did the graphics and put it all together.  - TONY

Alive-N-Well Smack In The Middle of Hell That’s been a saying I’ve had for a long, long time. It’s pretty self-explanatory. It’s kind of about keeping your sanity despite the chaos that’s going on around you. We have a great video for this song... Complete with midgets jumping out of boxes, a porn star, and all kinds of stuff. 

Shake It Off is about all the pain I’ve been carrying around forever, and I just need to let that shit go. 

Mirror, Mirror on the Wall is about looking at yourself… Self-reflexion. Stop blaming everyone else. Look at yourself. 

Evil Eye is about my mom, and what I went through as a kid. We have a video for that song. 

Superjaded… is one of my favorites. The Cult was an inspiration for this song. I’ve been in Hollywood a very long time, so I’m “SuperJaded.”

Rock N Roll Outlaw was done at the persistence of Todd Youth, you know, cause people call me “Rock N Roll Outlaw.” It’s a Rose Tattoo cover. We both love Rose Tattoo.

Back To Momo is the title track, and it is one of my favorite songs to sing. I’m really proud of the lyrics. The title Back To Momo comes from failed relationships and having to pay to get you some minus the drama.  

We Are Not Saints is actually a quote taken out of the preamble of  how it  Works in AA. We are not saints. Everyone does wrong sometimes. 

It’s All About You is about my daughter’s mother. 

Meet Me On Zen Street... I wrote that when I was on a retreat in the desert trying to get zen and centered. This is another one of my favorite songs on the album. That was definitely inspired by The Ramones. The Ramones are a huge influence and inspiration for me.

Graveyard Valentine is one of my favorite titles. It’s about having loved ones in the fucking graveyard. 

Wined, Dined & 69’d was inspired by Motörhead. 

Read Between The Lines was an inspiration from Andrew Wood. I sang in Malfunkshun, which was his band before Mother Love Bone. He was a huge influence on me. He was my muse. I got to see some ugly shit in his circle and got to read between the lines.

Back To Momo

Meet Me On Zen Street

Rock N Roll Outlaw

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Freak 
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The pussy leak 
Imma freak 
Make her skee
On my sheets 
Imma beast 
Cum on me 
Don’t you see 
On her knees 
Just for me 
Begging me for my meat 
Super sweet 
Can’t you see 
In between in her cheeks 
Just for me 
Imma skee 
Baby please 
Let me freak 
Tie your waist 
Fuck your face 
Face to face 
Stick my tongue 
I love your cum 
Watch me cum side to side 
In your thighs 
Let me fuck all the time 
Let you ride on my mind 
Blow my mind 
With that grind 
Slap your ass 
And call it mine 

Freak 
X15

Yuh 
You gon’ do whatever I say 
Pull up on freaky Friday 
Tell me that you want me 
I tell you that your boring 
Speed it up just a little bit 
I was tryna feel up on you for a little bit 
But little baby you can’t tell me that you want me 
Cause I’m in it for the money 
When you tryna rub it on me 
Then I’m spazzing on the dummy 
You know that I’m with it I’m ready to go 
Fuck you his head by just sucking his snow 
When he say he loves me then I gotta go 
Cause you know that lil honie cant love on no hoe 
So do whatever I say 
Pull up on freaky Friday 
And don’t forget your hoe 
Me my homie girl feelin’ horny 

Freak 
X15

Imma freak 
I piped down a bih named Dennis
Imma skee on her face Sunna degrees 
Beating that pussy I go with the beat 
I bend that bitch over she can’t feel her knees 
Push start the whip don’t hand me the keys 
I nut on her face she smile like cheese 
Hit it so much she want Mr. freeze 
Tell me I chase you like Reese piece 
I said give me head like great kali 
I put her on smack down she want my raw meat 
Rock ca paca pussy huci gucci 
It’s a porn scene 3d movies 
Groupies shake that ass 
Booties tidies
I was 17 I piped her 19 
My style too clean 
She like a og 
Until I go freak
Freak freak freak freak freak freak 
Aye 
Suck suck on my meat meat meat meat meat 
Bend that bitch like 
Beat beat beat beat beat 
Bend that bitch like 
Beat beat beat beat beat beat beat 

Freak 
X15

Two bad freaks 
Tryna meet 
Blow me slow 
Swisher sweet 
Pumpkin cheeks 
New technique
Spooky season trick or treat 
If she bad 
Plant a seed 
Then fill her soda with plan B 
Said she like it when I squeeze 
￼cause it make her do the freak like 
Freak freak freak freak 
Hop right on the D D 
Split and touch your feet 
Leak on my seats please 
Back seat is a beach 
When I’m in them cheeks 
Don’t speak no English please 
Please just speak that freak 
Please just speak that Ah oo
Please just let that 
Please just touch that 
She gone touch that 
Come and fuck me 
Come and fuck back 
Come and fuck me 
Throwing that shit back 

Freak 
X15

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