Stuck on greys
gone by
gentle as night
this is the lullaby

Did I dream too much?
bittersweet enough
to like?
this is the reason why

Is nobody growing older
rubbing out lines
searching for everything?
Is nobody getting younger
searching for life?
for everything

All your ghosts
take flight
shadows run wide
this is the world outside

Is nobody growing old
rubbing out lines
searching for everything?
is nobody getting younger
searching for life?

So shake the shadows
give me the gas
stuck in the station
not making tracks
dull as the greyhound
pulling away
seeing the small town
rear mirror parade
no hollywood ending
can't see the sign
like the bad actor
losing their lines
famous for nothing
nothing has changed
empty the vessel 
with nothing to say
still as the ocean
sleeping awake
deep as the puddle
shallow and great
dull as the downpour
drifting down drains
waiting for summer
but for praying for run

How to stay alive...
(on with the sideshow)
(never better, never better)

Paul McKeever's Album

How to Stay Alive

This tune is a look back on the beginning and motivation of the Idol Spirits Band.

Rock Rock Away, Original

Written and Recorded by Nate Jessee at Trash Island Studios.
Remastered on 3/23/2024

I can't remember a time when death wasn't a friend of mine.
I stood in the cold, dark, and rain tryin' to make sense out of
everything in my brain.
But nothing can wash these feelings away, if the dead can't
feel our pain, is that OK?

On the other side, it's a savage afterlife
They'll take everything, including your mind
But I don't want to spend my afterlife with you
I got things to do.

Once is never enough for you, the greed, the need, I hate it, it's true
I feel the pull of you from the other side
it invades my brain and I cannot hide.
When you're six feet down it's hard to have a life and I know you're gonna take mine

Savage Afterlife

get well soon, baby

Little me throwin spades! On to new things, brand new!

Electric guitar by MCLostCat!

Brand New

A Flat Monday

No Need to Care [DEMO]

Lyrics by the genius that is Bill White (https://billwhite.bandcamp.com/)

Twenty Years Too Late

Jeans (slowed & reverb)

Nothing For You (Disorder)

A LO-FI RAP TRACK NO 2 WROTE THEM LAST YEAR
17 THE MIXTAPE DROPS ON MAY 11
☮️

Waves Compact Disc + Digital now available! Link below!

The Last Lotus: We all need to be heard and tell our stories. I am The Last Lotus, but you will never see the last of me.

Copyright 2023
The Last Lotus & Friends
Lost Cat Productions

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