Verse 1

It’s almost 12 clock and i just wanna go home
trynna create a reason for me to leave all, forget the troubles and problems, don’t want you think that its something to do with Uni, its not. Cuz i don’t want you to fathom that when i see her it hurts so much that i can’t even work, i promised myself that words won’t fail me anymore, the last time that i spoke to you i felt so stupid, hoped that you’ll forget the whole thing happened, damn i wish you knew i flattened

What other cords i think i pulled, what are the chords i played to think, to clink, to chink to make you blink and notice things that no one can, the weirder the better, remember the things that i’ve stressed huh? i’ve said ugh, i wish that i hadn’t , but this do not matter, i’m left almost shattered. The glass shattered, my brain chattered, i even couldn’t hold myself, i told my friends that we couldn’t talk no more so they thought that i sold them off, and now they’re mad, they hate my guts, i do not blame them, come on, i hate me too, and we have that in common

Chorus

If you got a second chance
and you could go home.
Escape it all.
It's just irrelevant.
(And i know just the way out, its)
It's just medicine.
It's just medicine.

Verse 2

So, we’re off to 2nd verse, you thought it couldn’t get worse, but it does, and its terse, nah, how could be terse , my life just dispersed, so many pieces i need to connect them back to find remains that seem so out of place, yes, and every single one of them is out of place, you’re out of place, my mind is hot, i will not face another case, disgraced where i’ll be labeled as an outer spaced. I’m spaced enough, you think i’m fool? I see you people laugh and smile but then i turn, you turn to evil , do some things that wouldn’t dream of

Or am i so psychotic ugh, i make up things, to make my life a bit less static. I have no one to tell this to so i go so erratic, dramatic changes become a fanatic, fantasies of a place where everyone isn’t based on being so systematic

Hook:

When everything in the world is bold and feels so real
You trynna make up a world where nothing could ever be a
predicted by people, but then you realise that yah, alone and no is there to , help you create your fanta-sy

My fantasy, 
i cannot be wrong,
i cannot be stronger,
my life almost over,
if i give u-up

Give u-up
I cannot give up,
You’ll eat me alive,
and i’ll not become myself
i’ll be just like you, i will be just like you-u 
like 8 billion people

Confessed

I'm Not Okay - Spoken Word Poetry

you get to be angry

Meaningless

i’m sorry that i gave up on us

THE Hormone Monster

(Lyrics)
I walked these streets in November
it hit different than it did in September
maybe it’s because I’ve changed
oh, you were my good days.
I had some time to think in October
let’s hope i'm over you by December
you really took a toll on me
but you’re right, it wasn’t meant to be

I'm dancing while I’m crying
these tears weren’t made to be wept in silence
I'm finally loving who i am
something that you failed to understand

I should’ve listened to my instincts
I fell too deep now look at me
you shouldn’t play with a girls heart
I'm pretty hurt but i won’t take it that far
I walked these streets a second time in November
the wind was swift so i held to my sweatshirt
I laughed aloud and ran along
it’s been awhile since i had this free but then i heard this song

I'm dancing while I’m crying
these tears weren’t made to be wept in silence
I'm finally loving who i am
something that you failed to understand

Dear Anyone Getting Over A Heartbreak (original by Caroline Manning)

Dear Ex Best Friend

Over

an original song about life

Heres my version of Scared by Jeremy Zucker. Enjoy!

Original: https://soundcloud.com/jeremyzucker/jeremy-zucker-scared

Jeremy Zucker - Scared [Reprod. Marco Beats]

Jeremy Zucker - Scared - Slowed [Reprod. Marco Beats]

Disclaimer I do not own some of the content I upload.

Just a everyday 19 year old with unstable emotions so I think about the universe to get away from this place we call reality.  As a kid I was always the different one.  Let’s just say this. If you want to change something do it. The average life span currently is only 80 but for some famous rappers they ain’t making it past 21. I want this world to instead of pointing guns straight ahead and pulling the trigger I want them to look up for once at the clear night sky and just think of the quiet grass as they lay down in it. Death is inevitable but if you don’t like something fight for a change so that cause will not be for nothing.

THE Hormone Monster

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