Ohh, ohh, you were sittin in the corner sippin
On your matcha tea, just you and me
Ohh

Sittin in the corner sippin on your matcha tea
Sometimes you’d set it down so there was time for you and me
Make it in the kitchen all those laughs I fucking miss
Snortin in the bathroom oh I hate to reminisce 

Sometimes I fuckin hate it and sometimes I fuckin love it 
Doin stupid shit you’d think my name was mclovin 
Oh the pain it hurts so much so I close my eyes and run away
I just wish that I could numb the pain

So I close my eyes and I think back to that day
Where we were first pinned against eachother 
I had to come up with some name to put up on the board I didn’t know anymore
How to speak how to talk, a doctor would say I was in shell shock 
When I looked into your pretty eyes oh well I didn’t wanna die
Yeah the building faded away and all I saw was you
In your little art teacher dress oh yeah I forgot all about my mess 
The mess that was up in my head yeah I wanted to be dead dead dead
The thoughts up in my head, yeah you made it all go away
That’s why I wanted to stay and have one more cup of matcha tea

You and me, I thought it’d work like family
I thought we would get along
I thought it would be like all those love songs 
Singin along 
We were so close to eachother
We would start to pass notes
Scoot it along the floor
I didn’t know anymore

Matcha tea, you and me x4

You were there to pull me out of the room when I was down
You were there always around, turnin my frown upside down 
You had this special way of making everything feel okay
You had, you had a magic touch

Sittin in the corner sippin on your matcha tea
Sometimes you’d set it down so there was time for you and me
Make it in the kitchen all those laughs I fucking miss
Snortin in the bathroom oh I hate to reminisce 

Sometimes I fuckin hate it and sometimes I fuckin love it 
Doin stupid shit you’d think my name was mclovin 
Oh the pain it hurts so much so I close my eyes and run away
I just wish that I could numb the pain

So I close my eyes and I think back to that day
Where we were first pinned against eachother 
I had to come up with some name to put up on the board I didn’t know anymore
How to speak how to talk, a doctor would say I was in shell shock 
When I looked into your pretty eyes oh well I didn’t wanna die
Yeah the building faded it away and all I saw was you
In your little art teacher dress yeah I forgot about the mess 
The mess that was in my head how I wanted to be dead dead dead
Yeah the thoughts up in my head, yeah you made it all go away
That’s why I wanted to stay and have one more cup of matcha tea

¡</3🍵!

Matcha Tea

Mikeee x dylhutch - For You

https://youtu.be/Ip5PrAaQO5Y

beat^

im sad so here's a sad song

New Me Vs Old Me (phaseshift)

One Last Time (demo) prod. Siem Spark

When I Was Your Man Cover

Ok so I
Needa find help but idk know if it'll matter
Tear and shred my heart to pieces fucking put it on a platter
Will it really matter if I shed a tear or hold out my hand
Will it really matter if I open up cause I fucking can't

What will it change
I just continue to degrade
Curled up in a ball
Will it protect me from the fall
Idk at all
I've exhausted all my calls
All in all I'll end in fall
Watch as I drop to the ground as the leaves change

I guess I'll just keep going and going
Like I'm running at the track team
I can't breathe
I need oxygen and a oxy
I'll just wait for you to call me
Sat passed out here on the rug
I want a hug

Will you love me if I still can't open up
Will you love me if I still can't open up
Will you love me if I still can't open up
Open up
Will you love me if I still can't open up

Cause I don't wanna find help
But I know that I need to
After all I said
I'd be such a hypocrite to end up dead
I'm just fucking fed up with the pain and disarray
I'm just tryna make it to May
Just tryna not drink every day
Just tryna open up and not say I don't give a fuck
Quickly running out of luck
Things never go my way
And I guess that's ok
I just have to deal and cope
I just have to let people in
I just have to use all my new healthy habits
And get rid of the bad ones

willyoulovemeifistillcantopenup? (reeso)

Itellyouilycauseireallydo

Don't Wanna Give Up

At This Point In My Life

Everything U Need

Bloodstains (apathi)

This is a song i made with my close friend lukas a little while ago about where my mind mentally is and i think its time to drop it. This whole song is a one take freestyle with myself singing and lukas on guitar. i hope you enjoy and find some comfort in this song as i have. i love you.

love me anymore (Mikeee and Lukas Lewandowski freestyle)

Tell Me You Love Me (with Icarus444 & Hunter Hollow)

Shiftin w/ Cybertrash

Sort of cover of Bad Idea by Quinn / P4rkr

Bad Idea (Mikeee's version)

All Nighter Freestyle W/ Icarus444 & Hunter Hollow (pk)

start it right here (prod.444jet)

Like Do U Wanna??

Something In The Orange (cover)

idk how to describe it but this sounds so much like old mikeee

I'll Do It For You

I can't do it anymore

Like what we doing here
Why we yellin way too much
Throwin stuff
Smokin up
Just so I can handle it
I’m trippin out I’m panicking
Like how tf we get to this
I’m trippin out I’m panicking
Like how tf did we get to this

Cause I can’t fucking take it anymore
I’m kicking down the fucking door
Drugs in every fucking vein
Just how I’m coping with my pain
I’m still wondering how tf did we get to this 
Can’t take this shit anymore
I’m done

I really miss you in the night time
I think it’s p funny just how much you’re on my mind
I hope you can say the same
Jk I’d hate myself for causing you more pain
Maybe if we tried again we could be the same as the old us
Make out in the tour bus
Listening to champagne coast
Raise a toast of the mikes hard
What can I say life gets hard
Love life is a graveyard
I really need some days off

Like what we doing here
Why we yellin way too much
Throwin stuff
Smokin up
Just so I can handle it
I’m trippin out I’m panicking
Like how tf we get to this
I’m trippin out I’m panicking
Like how tf did we get to this

Like How Tf We Get To This

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I wish you’d see that you’re pretty
I hate when you put yourself down
I need you to know that I love you
Cause idk if I’ll be around 
Around for the next time

Trust me I’ll be there in December
I’m holding on just to try and make it
But I can’t fake it I’m struggling and idk if I’ll make it
At my funeral just smile and fake it
Just give my mom and dad a hug
I need you to know they love you so much
Even after all the hurt we caused as kids
At least I died knowing what love is

Where'd My Smile Go

chat im so cooked (someone needs to take my laptop)(phaseshift <3)

Is This The End

all one fucking take

It’s kinda silly but I’m scared of mirrors
I hate how I can see myself
I hate that i can see every mark
Every blemish every scar 
I hate how I see everything
I hate how I can see my teeth
I hate how I can see my hair
I just wanna never smile and buzz it off
Or just pretend that they’re not there

I hate how I suck in my gut
Cause I look and I think that I’m fucking fat
I hate that I can see my scars
Cause somehow I get teleported back
I hate that I see I’m a failure
I hate that I see I’m a fraud
I hate that the sight of myself is a source to so much anger

Is this how other people view me
Or am I stuck inside my head
I’m scared to look in the mirror
I’m scared to look at myself again

Its Kinda Silly But Im Scared Of Mirrors

This I will remember when the rest of life is through, the finest thing I’ve ever done is simply loving you.

I love you too, i.

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