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paranoia(prod.Fukk2Beatz + WakeUpTrill)

This song was made to reach out to those struggling with self-harm, depression, suicide, and to spread a message of hope and love. 
If you're experiencing any of these, please seek help right now. twloha.com/find-help/local-resources/ 

Credits: 
Photo Credit: Fulgee vsco.co/fulgee 
Beat produced by Kamikaze www.youtube.com/channel/UCy2k2icln9Qk8EAg6GrSiBg 
Piano Sample Credit: Suzuo - Heavenly soundcloud.com/impintheforest

Lyrics: 
I can finally buy a car just with a beat 
Sell exclusive and a couple hundred lease 
I been stacking cash just like I got them cheats, shit be just like GTA with a Ferrari in the streets 

I been grinding hard 
I been on my guard 
I'm climbing to the top with nothing but my bars 
You never seen them but I got a couple scars 
They on my heart and I got plenty on my arm 

I'm not ashamed to explain where I come from 
Yeah, I just wanna be a better man 
I'm not afraid just to say where my mind was 
Yeah I'm lucky I'm still here I got a plan 

Yeah I had a couple friends that I lost bro 
Yeah they meant the world to me I guess they'll never know 
Bet I wanted to go join them but I can't go 
I just gotta stay strong yeah I gotta grow 


All the money in the world it don't mean nothing 
All the fame in the world it don't mean nothing 
You just gotta find yourself and be something 
Yeah before you know it you be up and coming 


Yeah my corny ass is tryna speak some wisdom to these teens 
I just wanna let em know that life has purpose and a dream 
You can overcome this shit if you stay close to all your team 
Just know that you are important it'll help your self esteem 

I just wanna make it clear 
That you have nothing to fear 
Keep your friends and family near 
Gotta hold on to what's dear 

Yeah I know that feeling of loneliness it just tears you up 
Yeah the darkness and the stressing you feeling it's just too much 
But remember that your life is important so don't give up 
You just gotta make it through but then you be coming clutch 

Listen to me please you are not a burden 
You are needed and I love you as a person 
Hope is real and your story is important 
I'm here to listen to your words that paint a portrait 

I wanna stay 
I wanna breath 
I wanna swim 
Instead of sink

stay (Prod. Kamikaze)

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

And i know it's hard/
But i want you to fight on baby/
Nobody ever got me writing lovesongs baby, yeah/

But you've got me writing these songs/
And you've got me all along/

I know, i know, i know/
you're feeling like you're never gonna change/
(i know you're feeling like you're never gonna change)

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

Hey, you've been gone/
I don't know if i still want it baby/
I know you've called/
and i'm sorry i just left it ringing/

I don't wanna make you feel alone/
How many times does the same nightmare gotta come/
And i feel you, oh i feel you, oh i feel you/

Changes

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJ8S70OsKMQ
Produced by Hi-Fire(@dunnadidit x @okayconch)
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/73nye2Om0b1uTovcfKZ1N7?si=FS-qJcdbQf-sXgdeiQZjPA

Lyrics:
Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

I can't sleep yeah
Ain't been counting sheep yeah
Rollin deep yeah
Riding down the street yeah
Dark nights got me staying up late
I can't help thinking bout my fate
I'm just hoping that somebody can relate yeah
Cause we all got some problems up on our plate yeah
Some days I ain't feeling great
Blue skies turning oh so grey
I shine bright even if its never nice out
Black fit u can't see me when the lights out
Dark shades I'm just living for the right now
I got too much drama in my life now
Lately I been on the road
Lately I been in a zone
Wrist froze had to get it on my own
Where I'm going I don't ever really know but it's

Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

Young colt why you tripping over nothing?
You got future vision they gone see you stuntin'
Grew up too fast hit the gas do the dash
I remember when I told 'em that id be something
Took some time but I'm really getting mine now
Now they wishing for tickets or stand in line now
Got some secrets you won't ever wanna find out
All I really needs a little peace of mind now
I'm just hoping that somebody feel my pain yeah
I'm so sick of these lonely nights in the rain yeah
I'm so sick of these mornings that feel the same
I been mourning for some months flip the chapter flip the page yeah
Lately I been on the road
Lately I been in a zone
Wrist froze had to get it on my own
Where I'm going I don't ever really know but it's

Been a minute since you hit my line
Been a minute since I saw your face
Been a minute since I faked this smile
Lost love shit don't feel the same
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Leave me lone leave me lone leave me lone yeah
Hit my phone I don't know if I should pick it up
You just wanna bring me down I just wanna live it up
X2

Music Video

Minute (prod. Hi-Fire) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

This song means a lot to me, I really hope you all enjoy it <3
@retrohills
mix and master by: @itshuskai

Lyrics-

I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me 
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me
I thought you were the one, and I’d hold you down
I thought you were the one but you let me down
I don’t feel the same when you’re not around
No, I don’t same when you’re not around 

I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me 
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me
I thought you were the one, and I’d hold you down
I thought you were the one but you let me down
I don’t feel the same when you’re not around
No, I don’t same when you’re not around 

Ayy, yeah I was never yours
Don’t act like you love me if you aint gonna give more x3

I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me 
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me

OTHER PLATFORMS

I Just Wanted Somebody To Hold Me (Prod. RetroHills)

sometimes things just dont work out,
if you wanted me to stay you should know now,
you can tell me anything that you dont doubt,
Park Jefferson in the air while we roll out

cool breeze in her hair got my heart warm,
orange leaves in the air got me lovelorn,
cold fights on the phone make a big storm,
guess ill leave, wanna stay, got my heart torn

when i wake up my bed too big,
sleep in the hole in the grave i dig,
i walk away like i know you did,
turned my back the same time that you hid

some day when we're both alone and lonely,
some day when i want you back to hold me,
think back on all of the things you told me,
miss you feeling like you were my only

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

can you feel this pain inside
broke inside got me out of my mind
all these days pass by i cry
wanna go back, do it right this time

i been down im so broken
cant stand my hearts been stolen
the way our lives been woven
just makes me sad im frozen

i tried to sleep away my feelings im still sad
i tried to get all of this weight up off my back
i tried to numb all the emotions that i had
i cried and laid in bed for weeks i still feel bad

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

runaway (prod adjustisac)

Go check out @frvrndalwys <3

prod. lil sora
sample: as it is - dial tones (acoustic version)

falling down ft. frvr&alwys

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

If You Love Me (prod. reaper)

h8 me </3

h8 me </3 (feat. Lil Sabb) [prod. Xtravulous]

(Prod. LghtSkinBoi)

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Running running running got me feeling that low/
And Im tired be haunted I dont want it no more/
You be there, you be gone, I just feel all alone
turn you on , what you want is a question I dont know ey/

Dont you want it to be better/
Blowing off the weather/
Wanna borrow another sweater/
I love you like/

Give you what you want/
You dont give it back/
Cause I, want you to be strong/
Baby thats a fact cause

I would never tell you lies/
Listen to your mind you’ll hear that I was right/
Can your hear it now, can you hear it now/

Late night, Im tired/
I feel your high desires/
I know you, you fire/
And you only gonna hurt me/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

Come along and get high with me/
Feel me like that you would die with ease/
Promise I’ll be loyal til the day I dont exist/
Baby take a chance you dont know what you could’ve missed/

Come along and spend time with me/
Feel her like that Imma die with ease/
Taking our lives just to live it to the most/
Shit Im so fly you can see it from below ey/

die with ease

prod. @tothegood

before i shut my eyelids
make sure that the light's flipped
darkness it consumes me while
i can feel my mind stripped
and from a far distance
i can see the light hit
something i'm alright with
something i'm alright with

watch me fall apart right in front of your eyes
know i should collect myself
but what's the point of trying when i'm so far gone
feelings all inside me that i won't be here long
oh well
rip me from my seams
you can see you cut me deep
but i guess that you don't care at all
and moved on in a breeze
but i'm still not over you
your gaze haunts me in my dreams
takes a switchblade to my heart
and cuts apart at everything
before i closed my eyes
felt my soul rising towards the sky
and i'm alright with it
and i'm alright with it

embracing demise (prod. tothegood)

art by @vvspurpp on twitter
kevin kazi:
my sins they comfort me
they talk to me
eventually
they'll swallow me
and desperately
i search for peace
i fight a war 
from wake to sleep
(x2)

kill me 
kill me
baby kill me
feel me
if you wanna feel the real me
she said im evil but she talkin bout the pill me
and it hurts everytime you fucking pill me
cut me 
fuck me
i know that you lust me
i can give you everything im triple 7 lucky
i wont talk about shit if it dont got nothing to do with money
i wont talk to you bitch cuz u so stupid its not funny

my sins they comfort me
they talk to me
eventually
they'll swallow me
and desperately
i search for peace
i fight a war 
from wake to sleep
(x2)

shattered:
the drugs they comfort me
i find my peace
they help me breathe 
they help me see
angel wings
upon your back
can you save me don't look back

my sins 
they comfort me
i try to sleep
but i can't dream
no i can't dream

you making me go crazy
baby why you hate me
i see it in your eyes yea you really wanna save me
cut me 
fuck me
i know that you lust me
i can give you everything baby girl just trust me
diamond rings
you can meet me in a private jet
where you going babe i know that you ain't tired yet
when i look around your heart i see a wire fence
now im faded on my own off a percocet
cut me
kiss me
make me feel lovely
baby your a cancer
your goal is just to infect me
i won't talk to all your friends like how you seem to do with mine
you were my diamond in the sky
now you just fuck with other guys

the drugs they comfort me
i find my peace
they help me breathe 
they help me see
angel wings
upon your back
can you save me don't look back

embracing demise (prod. tothegood)

mike harding

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