I'm holding on to heaven with a hell of a grip
But I'm slipping like a heathen with the life that I live

I'm living in a fog, pretend that nothing's wrong
But often that can happen when you go out on your own
My thoughts are in a cloud, can't tell what's up from down
Take the faith that I was trapped in and find what it's about

I'm taking it all apart, all the way back from the start
Find pieces worth believing, where there is meaning
I'm taking it all apart, trying to listen to my heart
Find pieces worth believing

I'm holding on to heaven with a hell of a grip
But I'm slipping like a heathen with the life that I live
Now, I wonder all the time 'Does it matter I exist'?
But I'm holding on to heaven with a hell of a grip

I'm outside of the crowd, have to turn my insides out
There's not another option, my head is filled with doubt
Questioning with reason, answers come in seasons
My soul will find the deep end and this one will be completed

I'm taking it all apart, all the way back from the start
Find pieces worth believing, where there is meaning
I'm taking it all apart, trying to listen to my heart
Find pieces worth believing

I'm holding on to heaven with a hell of a grip
But I'm slipping like a heathen with the life that I live
Now, I wonder all the time 'Does it matter I exist'?
But I'm holding on to heaven with a hell of a grip
I’m holding, holding, holding on

I try to live in love and do the thing that’s just
Treat my brother kindly, I hope that it’s enough
The race I haven’t lost, I assure you I have not
I’m running with a passion, with everything I’ve got

I'm taking it all apart, all the way back from the start
Find pieces worth believing, where there is meaning
I'm taking it all apart, trying to listen to my heart
Find pieces worth believing

I'm holding on to heaven with a hell of a grip
But I'm slipping like a heathen with the life that I live
Now, I wonder all the time 'Does it matter I exist'?
But I'm holding on to heaven with a hell of a grip
I’m holding, holding, holding on

Holding On To Heaven

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Jungle by Mike Longhelt
Copyright 2016

I left my home some time ago
But now I think I may have wandered off too far
Thoughts like vines they take control
They cover up where a trail was clearly marked

I gotta find my way out
Go where the path is clear, there's nothing for me here
I gotta find my way out of here

I'm in a jungle, wild, so overgrown
I think I've lost myself but I don't even know
I'm in a jungle fighting to find my way home
I'm in a jungle, yeah

I'm turned around, stuck in the unknown
If I don't move, I know the beasts will leave their scars
The air is thick, my breath is gone
And when the sun goes down, I'll be left in the dark

I gotta find my way out
Before I lose the sun and feel like giving up
I gotta find my way out of here

I'm in a jungle, wild, so overgrown
I think I've lost myself but I don't even know
I'm in a jungle fighting to find my way home
I'm in a jungle, yeah

I'll grab my machete and cut it all down
cause I'm ready to break free now

MikeLonghelt

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