my 7th grade jam... kinda gives me an upset feeling in my stomach re listening now im going to 10th grade. I was 140 at 13 now 15 I am 120 but I got down to 111. I thankfully recovered and now I am healthy. I hope for health, self love and recovery. 

This song is still so meaningful to me after all this time

why cant i even attempt to get better? i just want to be ok but no matter how hard i try im not good enough and all i do is fuck up......no one even cares

i need someone to talk to someone about my depression

@dasha-235662300 My therapist said the same about my bpd, three years later im still fucked up.

you guys, You’re all worth it, i would die for you all, please dont do anythinf rash, please, i care for you all so much and i dont wanna see any of you here hurt

The Cutter's Lullaby

(Self Harm Song) Please Don't Cut (Official Lyrics Video) Original Song By MikelWJ

DESCRIPTION EDIT ON 210718: 
this is for a person who doesn't talk to me anymore. thank you for still listening to this even after seven years. my guitar was badly tuned then. hopefully soon, i'll be able to release a better version. i appreciate all the plays and likes and reposts.
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Hi, so I made this song on Feb 26, and it's about a special person. :)

Today when I recorded it, I have colds so sorry for the bad voice or somewhat. She wanted to hear it so I had to do it :) And I was in the brink of crying soo.. :)

—♡ she calls herself worthless (original)

Stolen Innocence

Dark Enough - Amanda Lopiccolo

Dear Diary - MikelWJ

Another Empty Bottle - Katy McAllister

"A little while ago, when I was still going to therapy, my therapist told me when I have really bad thoughts or just have a lot of issues or things that I'm dealing with at the time (maybe short term stuff, or maybe long term stuff), he said that it was a really good idea to write it down. Not use your computer, but to actually, physically write it out. And while I haven't gone to therapy in a little while for various reasons, I was going through my garage and I was cleaning stuff out a couple weeks ago, and I found my old notebook. And I don't know when I wrote this, but I've been kinda writing in this journal for I almost I would say a couple years now, and what I would do, was when I was feeling particularly suicidal, or when I was just, ya know, kinda just a little overcome with just being depressed for such a long time. What I would do is I would write suicide notes. Just because when you write a suicide note and you kinda limit yourself to a couple page, it's always interesting to see what comes out as far as like, what really matters to you. If you only had a couple pages to close your life, what would you say? So, I found this one and I thought it was particularly poignant, and I thought somehow I could use it in some musical capacity, to kinda translate it to show you all, even though it's very personal. I was gonna make a stupid little ukulele ballad, but ultimately I don't think this is something to really joke about. So I just did a spoken word piece that I recorded for you and I want you to hear it. So, I hope you enjoy it." - Richard M. Giese (Social Repose)

I Wrote A Song Using My Old Suicide Note - Social Repose

Dear Diary (Pt. 2)

New song. I will post a link to the lyrics soon. If you want to download it and use it in any video or anything, feel free. Also, feel free to make lyric videos on youtube or anything. Free download. New music coming soon.


Dear Diary (Pt. 2)

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