Say Goodnight

I slept all day trying to forget
That my life is such a wreck
How do I clean up this mess I've made?
Well I just need something to kill the pain
I've got this sadness coursing through my veins
and it's driving me insane

[chorus]
I am so depressed
I'm an addict and a complicated mess
I've got a bottle and a gun held to my head
This world is so messed up it needs to fucking end
I just need a fix to keep my going
because I can't live like this
And this temptation's getting harder to resist
It's so frustrating starting over once again

I drank all day trying to forget
all the voices in my head
the ones that tell me I should hurt myself
Well I don't handle my emotions well
Wish I could function like everyone else
Maybe it's time I get some help

So bring on the rain
Let it wash away my pain
and soak up my disease and set me free
So lay me down to sleep
Wipe the tears running down my cheeks
and let my troubled heart be at peace

Complicated

I'm sitting in my room
Feeling so alone
I'm fucking numb
From Percocet and booze
Just trying to kill my blues

And my back hurts

It's sharp, like razors in the spine
I'm gonna lose my mind
I don't know why
She don't want to be mine
I'm sick and tired of trying

And my back hurts
And my heart hurts

Nosebleed

This track was recorded and engineered by grammy winner, BJ Perry. He recorded I Prevail's first album.

Bottle of Pills

Somebody take my life
Somebody end this strife
This thing that they call love has fucked me
Way too many times
And I'd do anything to hold you
one more time
I'd do anything to hold you
one last time
And how the hell am I
supposed to get by?
and survive
when I'm so lonely all the time
In your eyes, so icy blue
like the winter sky
I miss my darling
every day and every night

Icy Blue

I hate my life and I write songs about it.

Mike Obdziejewski

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