Your Mercies Oh My God (Nek Nai)

Lamentations of Jeremiah - Peter Sedrak & Mina Barsoum (Church of The Nativity)

Tenen ♱ Kiahk (Live)  تينين ♱ كيهك

Fraction to the Father for the Resurrection & Confession-Fr. Mina Abood the Martyr

Ti Estoli | Mlm. Reda Barsoum

Many Are All Your Wonders (Cena’tsho)

Khen Oushot with Ibrahim Ayad at St Mark Church Montreal

6 seconds

To Have and To Hold is not a biography, a lecture, or a historical reconstruction. It is an imagined world — one you step into to feel your way around an idea rather than to learn it.

The album takes place loosely in early-20th-century Cambridge, at the moment when Western thought was beginning to strain under its own certainty. Science had proved astonishingly powerful at breaking reality into parts, explaining mechanisms, and producing results — yet at the same time it was encountering problems it could no longer fully contain. Probability was replacing certainty. Events mattered as much as objects. Meaning no longer sat still.

Out of this tension emerged process philosophy: the idea that reality is not made of finished things, but of ongoing happenings — that love, time, marriage, and even truth itself are not states you reach, but activities you keep participating in.

The album imagines this moment through a human lens. A mathematician trying to complete a system of logic. A thinker insisting that nothing important is ever truly finished. Proofs accumulating. Years passing. A marriage understood first as a statement, then slowly revealed as a practice. Love appearing not as romance in the foreground, but as something quietly unfolding elsewhere — happening whether it is attended to or not.

Rather than explaining these ideas directly, the songs allow you to inhabit them. You hear bells ring. You feel evenings close in. You sense the weight of unfinished work and the relief of letting something continue without control. The philosophy is not taught; it is lived.

This is a soft documentary in sound — an audio quantum leap into a world. Its purpose is not accuracy, quotation, or instruction, but immersion. By the time the album ends, you may not be able to define process philosophy in a sentence — but you may feel why it arose, what problem it was answering, and why it still matters.

To Have and To Hold is an exploration of commitment not as possession, but as attention.
Of marriage not as a conclusion, but as renewal.
Of understanding not as something you arrive at — but something that keeps happening.

If you listen closely, nothing here ever quite resolves.
But something continues.

Ten Years

Father Andrew Iskander Lent Fraction

EB Easter Liturgy 2004

23 - Ari Evmevi Eptchois - Hina Nem Khen Fai

"Sing psalms and hymns and spiritual songs among yourselves, singing and making melody to the Lord in your hearts" - Ephesians 5:19

Church of St. Mary & St. Athanasius | Church of the Nativity - Mississauga, Canada

Lamentations of Jeremiah - Peter Sedrak & Mina Barsoum (Church of The Nativity)

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