im trying to find love no one wants my love I guess I cant trust love I cant trust shit I got trust issues I lost a few brothers and my parents and I want love I cant get it nm but I'm really nice until u piss me off then that's when I go crazy and yea I'm loving and caring and I will take care of you if u are good and nice to me don't bring my demon out I hate being a demon to people I go super crazy and I have really bad anger issues like my mom did and I punch walls like my dad when he gets mad and I get abused a lot by people people are trying to take me down and stab me in my back like what did I do to y'all y'all disrespect me and I don't say shit to you and I take the pain and shit I was at a point of killing myself until God said no its not my time to die yet but I'm gonna sit here and take y'all's pain my homies all got shot and dead same with my 6 brothers and my parents I got no one but myself

jay