From the midnight plane to the graveyard plot
she's the wild card out the play card box
she works hard, and plays hard rock
with the drop dead looks that makes hearts stop

I plummet from the summit
feeling the nerves rummage my stomach

shoulder bare, it's where she settles
bright glare, her hair disheveled
she dares the devil

without a flinch
beckons me to follow
with a smirk and a pinch

knows my weakness
cold and sleepless
as she cascades the floor
floating feetless

standing tense, it's where I wait
she leans in my ear, "Let's tempt the fates!"

wanna stay grounded, she pulls me by her side!
let's take to the air, let's dive in the sky"

and on the way down, we'll find a parachute
and land on hot coals, without a pair of shoes

we'll swim the ocean, till the tide is dark
and when we get tired, we'll just ride the sharks

she'll challenge the lion, put her head in his mouth
not a second thought, not a shred of doubt
the sun comes up before we head in the house
Grab a bag and a shovel and we're heading back out

she wants to play a game, don't know the rules yet
but I sure know the name, it's Russian Roulette

take this gun, place a bullet in the chamber
it aint no fun, if it aint no danger

takes me by the hand, as I'm punching screaming
let's take a trip to hell, confront some demons

the nights stir
the days blur
she's the Garden of Eden Serpent with great curves

take this apple, take a bite
take me to the chapel, take my life

I'm helpless sure
but I'm self assured
when she's got me swiping goods off the shelf in the stores

shop lifting
stop listen
shots missing
as the cops slip in

we jump in the car, she pulls out the lot
she asks me "What are you afraid of? That's the next stop!"

she steers in close
to what I fear most
can't breathe
I run on sheer hope

she's the lightning and the thunder paired
I'm deafly frightened and unprepared

she's a selfish vixen
but she's self enriching
as she sells her fiction
to my self convictions

she'll tear me apart while the nights still young
we walk in the bar, she orders spiced rum
downs a whole bottle as I bite my tongue

she goes behind the counter, serves me poison drinks
I'm not one to doubt her, I'm poised to drink
a shot of self destruction, no choice I think
she knocks it out my looking coy with a wink

before I can act
she's just testing my limits
finding my cracks
jumping right in it

there she asks me what's my biggest regret
if I could back, am I hitting reset?
but that's not my option, history's set
now the old wounds are open and the memory's fresh

she stops and her eyes burn red with a glow
feeling her fire down deep in my soul

all the buried pain comes flooding back
fall to my knees, all a sudden it's black

she's burning me deep, I look at her wincing
begging for mercy, there's no convincing

why so Cruel? I look up, can't find her
I hear her voice, she says "I'm just a reminder"

"It's only so long"
"You can hold me inside"
"Only so many wrongs"
"You can do in your life"

"But you can be the hammer...or you can be the anvil"
"You can be the villain...or you can be the damsel"

she lifts my chin, her voice is pure
kisses my cheek, "The choice is yours..."

and it all makes sense, as my world comes crashing
and it all takes place in half a fraction

I'm scorched and damaged with lessons I learned
wanna reach the for the sun, you're gonna get burned

she hits all my cords with math precision
lifts me off the floor with each bad decision

she strings me up to pull me outta my hole
I'll never have enough, I'm foolish, outta control

gives me all the bad reasons, I need to hear
to get through the bad seasons, I'm seeing clear

through my mind's eye, I seek and behold her
she takes her perch back on the blade of my shoulder

it's there she sits and leaves me harsh and unsettled
she's my guiding darkness, She's my Guardian Devil

My Guardian Devil

Transcript:

I'd like to play yall a little diddy that I wrote
some of yall might have your beautiful lady here tonight
I want you to grab her and hold her real tight
...right around the throat...look deep in those eyes...
...when she stops breathing...and you tell her...whisper real quietly.....I'ma Kill you Bitch...

laying at night with my baby girl
running my hands through her golden curls

don't wanna talk, don't wanna make love
I just wanna cut you open paint the walls with your blood

Kill em for the fun, kill em for the thrill
when I'm around bitches seem to get killed

don't be alarmed, I don't mean you no harm
don't run for that door, baby put down your arms

I just wanna kill you bitch so just stay still
Cauz I kill these bitches like it pays the bills

go in the kitchen, grabbing a knife
I do em like Pizza and I give em a SLICE!

Find a nice bitch, to make my bride
she says I do, I say run and hide

till death do us part, that'll be real soon
cauz I'm smothering that bitch on our honeymoon

Why I kill bitches I just answer and shrug
guess it's cauz my momma never gave me no hugs

I'll kill a bitch while I'm watching television
I'll kill a bitch while doing long division

I'll kill a bitch while I'm home and bored
I'll kill a bitch at the grocery store

Snapping her neck after I get her
then stuff her in the freezer with all the tv dinners

someone tell Bill I'm remaking the movie
It's Kill Bitch Volume 1 don't that sound groovie

I killed every kind of bitch, under the sun
I'm a big bad bitch killing son of a gun

from day to day, year to year
I'll slit that bitch from ear to ear

Kill a Bitch while I'm eating my lunch
February Kill a Bitch History month 

December 25th is Kill a Bitchmas day!
throwing dishes at me bitch, Big Mistake!

Meet me under the mistletoe close your eyes
cauz you know I'm bout to kiss that ass goodbye!

go and lock your door, you still at risk
cauz you know for sure, I'm gone kill that bitch

I'll bury rows of bitches up to their necks
just their heads sticking out and you know what's next

jump on my lanwmower and let out a laugh
start in on up and just jump on the gas

I'll kill a college bitch, find her after class
it's Bitch Killing 101 you sure learn fast

Kill a nurse bitch in her ugly scrubs
cut her up and leave behind a bloody glove

find a bitch at church, give her a glare
and tell that bitch you better say your prayers

Killed a stewardess bitch, what of it
strangled and stuffed her with my overhead luggage

went to Sea World, found a bitch
training the dolphins and feeding em fish

hid till they closed, bought some souvenirs
she's like what the hell you still doing here
and I drowned that bitch in her scuba gear

I'll kill a bitch while she's painting her nails
if killing bitches is a crime then take me to jail

I'll kill a bitch for being a bitch
cauz killing a bitch is good as it gets

so till the next time if I see you around
it'll be six feet under the ground

Kill A Bitch Blues Live

nobody knows what goes thru her head
you know it's not shame you know it's not regret
she thinks that she's cursed but she's properly blessed
and that's the one life lesson hasn't learned yet

it's 4 in the morning and she's still not tired
she's a forlorn spirit she's a four alarm fire
she's up on the roof with her eyes on the ground
looking at life and all that's profound

as the morning lingers and sun is drawing out
she's thinking to herself am I ever coming down
lost in her head she's got some things to figure out
wondering where she's headed, but the future gives her doubt


*
so she puts it off and just lives in the now
she lives in the now, just lives in the now
only way the way ever she knows how
she just lives lives lives she lives in the now
it's the only way the way she knows how
still on the roof as she lays her head down
immersed in the sights the smells and the sounds
she just lives lives lives lives in the now
it's the only way the way she knows how
*


Lost in her mind is she ever coming down?
jumping from the roof but she'll never hit the ground
flying away to where everythings green
cauz she's butterfly in her field of dreams

noone ever knows where the butterfly lands
watch it fly away as you reach out your hand
it's not that she likes to play hard to get
but she's always in motion, she's just hard to catch

she holds herself with so much form and grace
but she shies away from any warm embrace
rather be cold, doesn't wanna be touched
because the cold stings less than the misplaced trust


*
so she puts it off and just lives in the now
she lives in the now, just lives in the now
it's the only way the way ever she knows how
she just lives lives lives she lives in the now
it's the only way the way she knows how
she's up on the roof and she's never coming down
immersed in the sights the smells and the sounds
she just lives lives lives she lives in the now
it's the only way the way she knows how
*


she holds her head high but not to say she's proud
she's looking to the sky making sense of the clouds
everyone's a shape but the only things she sees
is the autumn leaves falling off the dying trees

wishing that she really had wings to spread
and doesn't see all the good things instead
it's at that moment that the butterfly lands
and brush his wings in the palm of her hand

she sits back up and now she's feeling good
now that the lesson is understood
the beauty is there no matter where you are
and if you wanna find it you don't gotta look far

shakes off the fears the nerves and the stress
now the future scares her just a little bit less
she keeps moving forward and enjoys the trip
and doesn't walk the path because she'd rather skip


*
and just live just live in the now
it's the only way the way she knows how
she just lives lives lives she lives in the now
it's the only way the way she knows how
she screams it from rooftop and gives it a shout
I'm just living in the now just living in the now
it's the only the way the way to live proud
*

In The Now

If you having girls problems, I feel bad for you son. To hell with Jay-Z, you're not the only one!

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