Lyrics and Chords:

(Capo on 5th fret)
Am-C/G-E

You left me all alone
In a world where I'm told
That I'm not enough
"Stop acting tough
As you cut yourself into pieces"

I met a man last night, he slept in my bed
He came through the window in my head
From a place where I hate myself and everybody else

My head is bruised
From this constant abuse
Of my mind
I hate your kind
Once again, once again
It's all in my head

It's all in my head

I met a man last night, he slept in my bed
He came through the window in my head
From a place where I hate myself and everybody else

It's all in my head

Lyrics and Chords:
E-A-Ab
I hate the way I feel about you
I hate the way the way you do the things you do
I hate the way you make me feel when you're around
I hate the way you won't leave my town

I.... fuck

You make me want to rip out my eyes and ears
He is so nice though is all I seem to hear
You make me want to blow out my brains
To be free of you just wouldn't be the same, to what I'm used to

I hate the way I feel about you
I hate the way the things you make me do
I hate the way you make me feel when you're around
I hate the way you won't leave my fucking town

I hope you kill yourself sometime soon
I hope you kill yourself sometime soon 
I hope you kill yourself sometime soon 
I hope you kill yourself sometime soon

Everything I hate about you

Lyrics and chords:
(Capo 3rd Fret, all chords are written as if there was no capo)
Am-C/G-E
This is the story about a future fall 
When I finally decided to blow my brains into the hall
Clean up the windows and the surrounding wall
I hope and pray to god that I traumatize you all

Got out my phone and pressed record
I said goodbye to all those I adored
The days grow thinner, and I'm so fucking bored
Have fun cleaning my skull out from the floorboards 

I started the stream, and put the gun into frame
Nobody ever joined, nobody even came
I waited for 12 minutes and I looked down in shame
The flash of gun and out went my brain

You're losing everything, and so am I
It would save me just to look into your eyes
I cry alone a night, darkness seeping in
Once you're done using my body, throw it in the garbage bin

I Hope and Pray to God That I Traumatize You All

please listen to this as loudly as you can

Intermission

Lyrics and chords:
(capo 2nd fret)
C - B7 - Em - G (without high e string)

I try and aim for the only thing that make sense in my brain
I pull out the gun, its kept all well. this is my ticket away from this hell
load up my system with bullets and drugs, bring up your friends, for some fun
and when I am gone, you'll play this same song. and realize the things you had done wrong

It's such a shame
It's such a shame it had to end this way
It's not the same
it's not the same as how it used to be

Dress me up in black and grey, for the funeral today
It's not too late, to try and say, What a beautiful day to pray
God looks down, on the sinners around, fear and trembling is the only sound
We're going to hell, nothing can save your soul, This is the only thing I'll tell

It's such a shame
It's such a shame it had to end this way
It's not the same
it's not the same as how it used to be

It's Such a Shame

Lyrics and chords:
A-C#-D

His feet were torn
By his skateboard
Ripped jeans to shorts
Won't do no chores

I'm so bored
Yeah I'm so bored

Skin like dirt
Christian death shirt
Sun kissed and burnt
Those guys were jerks

I'm so bored
Yeah I'm so bored
Yeah I'm so bored
Yeah I'm so bored

So Bored (Wavves Cover)

I'm so scared of what you'll do to me
If I ever told you that I want to leave 
I'm so scared of what you'll do to me
If I ever just want to be

Left alone for a day or two
I'm racking these up bodies and giving them to you
Left alone for a day or two
I'm breaking myself down and giving it to you

You cut yourself so sweet and deep
You're the one person I don't want to keep
You cut yourself so sweet and deep
Paralyzing you got me dropping down to my knees

Left alone for a day or two
I wish I never had anything to do with you
Left alone for a day or two
I'm just another guy that you could groom

In your eyes, I was something new
You were trouble, I wished it wasn't true
In your eyes, I was something new
Rid you from my mind is something that I wish I could do

Left alone for a day or two
I'm breaking myself down and giving it to you
Left alone for a day or two
I'm just another guy that you could groom

BPD and ecstasy 
You said "that song is just like me"
Red flags that I didn't want to see
You're just another bad memory

Left alone for a day or two
I wish I never had anything to do with you
Left alone for a day or two
I'm just another guy that you could groom

In Her Eyes

C-Am
I dont know what to do
When I am around you
So intoxicating 
Not infatuated
For once

I think that you're the one
Rising morning sun
Light of my life
Still bright within the night

But there is one problem
That I cannot solve
Your head is in my freezer
Limbs have dissolved

I know what they all said
It's eating away your flesh
So cold and numb
I know we had fun
For once

So beautiful and fair
Healthy black hair
Tastes just the same
Made my final days
So great

It's Eating Away At Your Flesh

Chords and lyrics:

(Harmonic on E string, 12th fret)
I am the wound and the blade, both the torturer and he who is flayed
The song of silk is twisted and tied, cut yourself and sulk in your lies

C-E, C-Am
That thing between your legs seems to bellow and weep to me
Begging consciously
End the disease
That thing between your legs seems to bellow and weep to me
Begging consciously
End this matriarchy 

Bite the bullet through your teeth
As you scream 
Back to me
Holding a sickle scythe to the orphans throat
Bite the bullet through your teeth
As you scream 
Back to me
Slit his throat and let the blood run red

Can't answer what
Who is who
What will we ever do without
2 plus 2 
Equals five 
Holden tells you these secret lies
Upon the steel woven net you realize
They aren't out to get you

C-C7-F-D7
The disease deep between your legs
Screams, wails, and begs
To be let go of this hollow hell
To be set free from this shallow shell 
That doesn't do much
But sit and cry
C-E-B7-Em
You sit down a wonder why

C-E, C-Am
You sit down and wonder why
The drunken whore gives the breath to sigh
The answers to the world are always nigh
You're so close to greatness

You're so close to greatness I swear
Is what I am always told and hear
I am just not cut out for this job
I bitch and moan, cry or sob to everything
in my life

The orphan is back and wields a long knife
Heart set on destruction, fueled by his strife
Destined to rid of all with their life
What ever happened?

In this war torn world we sit and stare
People so close, but no one is near
To the twisted jester screams out in fear
They're on the beaches
The bloody damned mess that we see with our eyes
All fall back on Holden's dirty lies
God has abandoned

C-C7-F-D7
And you're going to pay
For something that you never did
I bet you wished that you had said 
But don't worry baby we'll all end up dead
Scattered on the beaches
Our heads hang low
C-E-B7-Em
That's the way that we end the show
Always so depressed

We wear these fake smiles 
And share a nice laugh
But I just can’t, anymore

Funeral Parade of Roses

E-A7
Slaughter the pigs and bury them, let the putrescence drip down into the earth.
It's never been said so clearly except for now
That we never stop crying
Crying and yearning for this all to stop
I am sick
It's never been said so clearly except for now
I throw scrambled words onto a page and hope that the reader can interpret what I mean
My intentions and inspirations are meaningless, they provide nothing but a hand to hold through my chaotic mind
Without you I am meaningless, my words mean nothing without you to digest and process them
I am the walking contradiction
I like to think that I am smart
But in reality I spout pretentious bullshit like the rest of you
There are no real thoughts behind my eyes
No real intentions behind my lies
Just what feels right in the moment.
It has never been said so clearly except for now

You slaughter us every damn day
You ask for more but I don't know what else to say
The graves are filled with the same name
You ask for more but I don't know what else to say

You slaughter us every damn day
You ask for more but I don't know what else to say
The graves are filled with the same name
You ask for more but I don't know what else to say

Slaughtering of the Pigs

I honestly like this recording way less, but whatever 

Lyrics and chords:
C Maj7-F Maj7 on chorus do a Fm after the F Maj7

You dragged me down
Into the mud
I hit the ground
Search for the one
To call my home

Blistering sun
Still burns my eyes
I cut myself
While you talk to other guys
Right infront of me

Life is so grey
You closed the door
Every damn day
I scream and shout for more
From you

I try and forget you
My mind fades to black
The things that I do
To try and win you back
Like writing this shitty song

Into The Mud (album version)

This was going to be on Funeral Parade of Roses, but this recording does not the fit the vibe of the rest of the album. I still liked this recording though, so here you go. It was a bit too electric and not fully finished, I am okay with this but I did not feel like it was good enough. The next recording will be more "acoustic" like the rest of the album

Lyrics and chords:
C Maj7-F Maj7 on chorus do a Fm after the F Maj7

You dragged me down
Into the mud
I hit the ground
Search for the one
To call my home

Blistering sun
Still burns my eyes
I cut myself
While you talk to other guys
Right infront of me

Life is so grey
You closed the door
Every damn day
I scream and shout for more
From you

I try and forget you
My mind fades to black
The things that I do
To try and win you back
Like writing this shitty song

Into The Mud (outtake)

Another noise song that I just randomly recorded at like 3am. Doesn't sound very good but I guess it isn't supposed to. This'll probably be my last song under the name "mik" for awhile, I want to do some new stuff. Move away from the name cause I think that it is stupid and make some new music. Thanks for all of the support.

Song of Silk

[intro]

Lyrics:
(Capo 3rd Fret)
You make me realize, that you drive me to suicide
As I stare into your picture

I wanna fuck your eyes, show you something you've never seen before
My body collapsing straight to the floor

Traumatize every one of your kids
I wanna fuck your eyes, as you drive me to suicide

I wanna stab you in the throat and make you fucking bleed
But I can't
Stab you in the throat and make you fucking bleed
But I can't, I missed my one chance at that

Traumatize every one of your kids
I wanna fuck your eyes, as you drive me to suicide

I wanna stab you in the throat and make you fucking bleed
But I can't
I missed my one chance at that

Make You Bleed

Break

I wake up in the morning, I think of you
I wake up in the morning, and I don't know what to do

You're pretty far, too far to walk
You're pretty far, I wanna do more than talk

It might be selfish, but I want your body 
It might be selfish, I want to touch you

I Wanna Do More Than Talk

Lyrics: 
My dog just ran away and I'm feeling pretty bad
I've been sneaking out at night and my parents are real mad
I've been taking lots of drugs cause they teach me not to care
Yeah I guess that's how you cheat because life doesn't play fair

My brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight
With a whole bottle of Prozac
Or a shiny kitchen knife
He said that when he's dead I'll have his Nintendo 64
And I can play it all I want it sitting on the basement floor

My girlfriend told me that she doesn't love me anymore
And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool
So I drank a ton of liquor then I threw up in her sink 
She said next time use the toilet then she offered me a drink

Nintendo 64 (Alex G cover)

I don't write songs about you
You don't mean enough to me 
I don't write songs about you
You can't seem to let me be 

I don't write songs about you
I don't really care that much 
I don't write songs about you
I don't really care all too much

You're Really Not That Special

We'll go walking in the woods
You uttered the words that I wished you'd never say
"I don't love you anymore,
You'll be just fine, it'll heal with time"

You plague my mind every day
Seep your way into every stupid decision I make 
It's only been 7 months
Since you took your last breath around me

I cut myself every night
Begging, wishing for you
I know it's not a pretty sight
But I do what I gotta do 

I laid in bed for 3 days
Listening to computerwife
Leave me be, leave me alone
You never reap what you sow 

Its been 9 months now
And met another girl to fill my time and my space
I thought you'd like know
I'll be just fine, it'll heal with time

Heal With Time

I really don't like this recording. I was sick, but whatever. enjoy the new song 

Lyrics (loosely):
Burn my world down
Burn my world down
Burn my world down, with me in it

It's summer time again
I'm gonna sweat through every pore
We turned this world into a burning hell

I live in a 12 by 4 
hole in the ground
I don't wanna go outside 
Cause of you

Isolate myself
Isolate myself again
Isolate myself
It's all your fault

Raise up our oceans
While you drown yourself in booze
It's either natural life or your greed that you have to choose

You made up your mind
50 years just to rid your kind
Of any normal chance of life
Forcing those to take their life

Just to make a stand
Burning bodies will make you understand
We have to kill ourselves
To make you listen 

It's summer time again
The time that I dread
Hold onto some hope
We'll tell our kids all about it

burn it all down

Lyrics: 
Sunlight glistening 
We're never listening to your calls
You scream and cry for help

Sun will shine
If you stay 
Sun will shine 
Another day
But we won't protect you

Air conditioning 
Ruins the way that 
You find your home
But it's convenient for us 

Plague the skies
Black and grey
Kill off your kind
For some financial gain 

4 more years 
After you're gone 
4 more years
To sing this song
We never did anything to help

Song about Bees

Lyrics:
I don't know how I shut so many doors
You walked by me as I laid out on the floor
Passed out, drunk to death, I need a guardian
It's the high school experience 
(repeat)

They call me a cutting board, it doesn't hurt
I'm never wearing a short sleeve shirt
To school, you call out my scars
Once again, you're not a good friend

I can't even put into words how it makes me tired
I write these shitty songs then go to sleep for 3 hours a day

It's prom night, and I'm all alone
I hate all my friends, please just call my phone
Stuck inside for four months, I can't stand my home

Shut your mouth and take it like a man
I'm not an adult but I'll see and do what I can
I'm so sorry, I let you down

You rape and lie I hate to call myself your kind
On the same team but pushed off to the side
I can't even manage to crawl out of my bed
I can't wait for this shit to end 
(repeat)

I can't even put into words how it makes me tired
I write these shitty songs then go to sleep for 3 hours a day

The High School Experience

This was the first version of this song!! I think I like the final one for sure, but this one still holds some value
(Please listen at medium volume for best results)

Lyrics and chords:
B-D-G-F# for the entire song, cut time feel in chorus section
(I don't sing half of these lyrics, just kinda sing what I want in the moment. Cut time feel during chorus.)

I don't talk to my friends anymore
I missed the boat and they just closed the door
In my face, I'm a disgrace and I don't know what to do or say
But I sit in my room crying every day

They call me Mr. Kill Myself
You stab me in the back and send me on straight to hell
They call me Mr. kill myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell

I stumble out my room, and I don't know what to do
Fresh cuts on my wrists and they're all cause of you
I know you're looking for something new

They call me Mr. Kill Myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell
They call me Mr. kill myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell

I'm just a kid who is trying to get along
And yet I still feel like I don't belong
My only lasting memory with be this shitty song

My pick is worn and my mind is tired
And the only thing in the world that I desire
Is to, hang myself, Mr kill myself
Stay me in the back and send me straight down to hell
They call me Mr. Kill Myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell
They call me Mr. Kill Myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell

Mr kill myself

A song recorded through a walkie talkie and an out-of-tune guitar 
(Please don't full blast this song, have it be somewhat quiet)

Lyrics and chords:
C - Cmaj7/B - F - Fm

I've been thinking hard
About the way we're going with this
I've been waking up everyday
Wishing I was finally in bliss

I think about you
Molest me in dust and tears
Now that I am younger
I can see everything clear

(play each chord for twice as long here)
And I don't love you
I just hate you again
I wish that we had never been
Something more

Yeah I don't love you anymore
You're so fucking stupid
I'm broken

I dont love you

(Please listen as loud as possible and with both earbuds in)

Lyrics and Chords:
A-F#
Boys don't cry
I live that old lie every 
Day of my life
It's making me want to die

I don't cry
I stay awake every night
I rip and tear apart my insides
Ingesting different pesticides 

Please don't cry
Hold your head up high 
I swear this isn't all goodbye
You'll see me in another life

Boys dont cry

Cover of the UhOhSlater song, go check him out obviously!!

Chords and Lyrics:
B-G-E

I hate your fucking optics
I hate your fucking friends
I hate your PC thinking
You're just a fucking fag

You have no fucking personality
You're just a cunt
I think your music is shit
I think that you fucking suck

Fuck bedroom punk, I'm incelcore
Fuck bedroom punk, I'm incelcore
Fuck bedroom punk, I'm incelcore
Fuck bedroom punk, I'm incelcore

I hate your fucking optics
I hate your fucking friends
I hate my PC thinking
I'm such a fucking fag

I  have no fucking personality
I'm just a cunt
I think that my music is shit
I know that I fucking suck

Fuck bedroom punk, I'm incelcore
Fuck bedroom punk, I'm incelcore
Fuck bedroom punk, I'm incelcore
Fuck bedroom punk, I'm incelcore

Fuck Bedroom Punk (UhOhSlater Cover)

Lyrics and chords:
B-D-G-F# for the entire song, cut time feel in chorus section
(I don't sing half of these lyrics, just kinda sing what I want in the moment)

I don't talk to my friends anymore
I missed the boat and they just closed the door
In my face, I'm a disgrace and I don't know what to do or say
But I sit in my room crying every day

They call me Mr. Kill Myself
You stab me in the back and send me on straight to hell
They call me Mr. kill myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell

I stumble out my room, and I don't know what to do
Fresh cuts on my wrists and they're all cause of you
I know you're looking for something new

They call me Mr. Kill Myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell
They call me Mr. kill myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell

I'm just a kid who is trying to get along
And yet I still feel like I don't belong
My only lasting memory with be this shitty song

My pick is worn and my mind is tired
And the only thing in the world that I desire
Is to, hang myself, Mr kill myself
Stay me in the back and send me straight down to hell
They call me Mr. Kill Myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell
They call me Mr. Kill Myself
While you stab me in the back and send me straight to hell

Mr. Kill Myself

Project is done
Please don't dm this account, I won't be checking it anymore.
My new project is called cuttingboard. here is the link:

https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/a8Que

thank you all for your support for the last year and a half. you mean the world to me. I will continue to make music, just under a different name. I love you all


MIK

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