boogies 3

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

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heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

Prod by @Sorrowbringer
Mix/Master @Tnvr555

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// Lyrics ( Will Update Soon)

Was It All My Fault Ft. Days To Waste (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

prod by king theta
w/ @caspywaspy

lyrics:
i just want to be home
i dont want to be here
i just wanna hold close
and i feel it in my bones
u said "thats how it goes"
ur inside is where u beauty grows

i fell down 
but u picked me right up
when i have a frown
ur still by my side
when i feel low
to the point i cant go
u pick me right up
ur a one of a kind

but i know why u were kind
and i know why u were so nice
u just wanted my soul
u just wanted to take control
of everything i had left
u just wanted my blood
u just wanted my trust 
so u can ruin everything i had left

casperrr:
i thought you loved me
i was such a fool 
so i let you destroy me
u became so rude 
colder than ice
but hotter than fire
im the one u despise
and ur the one i desire

leave me here to die
alone in my bedroom
stab me by surprise
leave me when the moons full

stezzyxl w/ casperrr:
but i know why u were kind
and i know why u were so nice
u just wanted my soul
u just wanted to take control
of everything i had left
u just wanted my blood
u just wanted my trust 
so u can ruin everything i had left

eyes w/ casperrr

i was never the same

prod: michael harrison, aidan han, and max vossberg
master: @onlyfriendyeah

you said my eyes looked pretty
and wiped the tears from my face 
you told me that you're leaving
but it'll all be okay
and i was never the same
you didn't have to go 
why'd you leave me alone

i bet you're sick of playing innocent
aren't you?
you were happy tearing ligaments
weren't you?
i was always the participant 
for you to see just how bad it gets

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

and really baby you're a monster
i was in love with that

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs
you look so good in white
we do this every time
so baby let me go
i'll see you after i die
the last light
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

and really baby you're a monster
and when i saw you by the water
i should've known i was a goner
but i took everything you offered

you were on me fucking every night
sweating through the signs 
you look so good in white
we do this every time
let me go
i'll see you after i die 
the last light 
will fucking let me know 
i wasted my whole life

i saw you by the water

produced by: @everythingmackk


and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her 

and i broke loose
for you <3 
all the shit i did, 
i swear i had to do
split me in two
and i’ll play the fool
as long as u pick up 
when im calling you 

and i swear i would do about anything u asked 
what u want
we can hit the town and try to make it back
i’m so drunk ! 
she pulls me closer says there’s something i gotta ask
i said go, 
you can tell me girl i promise i wont laugh
she said 
“boy i think i’m falling for you,
don’t think i can mask
things i feel any longer
so please ask what u gotta ask”
i was shocked,
now my heart was pulsing, felt it in my hands
was this real?
or am i dreaming 
either way, i’m gonna stay right here 

and my heart rate 
it slows down
used to talk alot
guess i’m on my own now
and i beg you 
to come round
she don’t talk to me
she’d much rather go out
and you’re a liar
cold, no fire
all the rubies in the world couldn’t buy her
i can’t find her
so i retire 
and im bound by these ropes
but couldn’t tie her

to those before, and to those after (mackk)

hi<3

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic v talented prod 

enjoy:)

lyrics:
my necks sore, holding up
weight, from my mental it still brings me down
i cant ignore it, but i cant make it stop
i just cant find a reason to give a fuck

alright, ok, ive had it
waste a new day, damn thats tragic
alright, ok
(alright, ooo)
alright, ok, im not me
i want to leave my body
and really im so sorry, i dont know what to do

my chest sinks, im used to it
i was on the brink, you picked me up, dont mean shit now.
oh you overthink? well so does everyone
now im on the ropes, feel it slip, falling down

i get this feeling makes my head spin
i cant really explain just how its been
im so sorry for the distance
i try my best for everyone who listens

honestly cant show up, nah
too busy in my head, numb
try my best to show love, so
you know im always here
um, i kno that i care, but to me it feels you dont
really understand me

alright, ok

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alright, ok (branwen x splashgvng)

Lyrics
---------
yeah i wake up everyday
think about the things I did yesterday
try to find a reason to go meditate
BUT I AM SO MATERIALISTIC, DONT GIVE MYSELF A BREAK

or maybe too many
I don't spend my time, do anything
serve myself a drink, now I'm tipping
NOW IM SINGING!
TRYNA FIND SOME HOPE THAT I MIGHT MAKE IT!
*yet their all sick of it*

and sick of me too
i ran out of time, now i look like a fool
all my friends, made it look so easy
working on my job, and making music, is so sickening

think i got a little too much in my
system
i keep this bottle going down
till i forget him
look into my eyes
it’s like a picture
chains up to my heart
like im a victim
it’s going down
layed up in my bed
like i’m a patient
cut me round
let’s do it one more time
i’ve been waiting
walk round the house
way too numb
for a month
let’s get this over with
let’s say that we’re done

tell me that i look so pretty
in roses
there’s no way out
of this path
that we’ve chosen
cutting me down
love it’s fine
id do it for you anytime

and if i’m allowed
i’ll see you out
i’ll be your knight
walking out of the house

greenwater ft. skele

prod by stezzyxl 
guitar by michael harrison 
enjoy ^\^

lyrics:
she’s like a mystery, a puzzle i can’t solve
i try reach out but she ghostes, and withdraws
she loves to keep it to herself, silent resolve
the more that we don’t talk, the length of it evolves

she invites a side of her, a stranger i don’t know
her words and action are like poison she can’t control 
as her dark side emerges, fear begins to grow
the more I fight, the more she tightens up her hold

maybe someone else needs come and take my place
to whom i once loved to the point i’m losing faith
10 months have passed yet, you remain the same
you turned into the being, that u know i hate

oh
where have u been
no one likes me anymore (x2)

(leave me)

she makes me turn into the person that i don’t wanna be
she ripped my heart out of my chest and layed it so we can feast
her actions says it all she will not change even if she tried
but i’ll still hold on to her even if it makes me die

why would i
go ahead and ruin my life
for someone like yourself
if i didn’t even care for ur health
so tell me 
why would i
try so hard to make this work
if i didn’t even care for ur worth
but u treated me like i’m dirt 
so tell me (x2)

ive done some things that i dont like to say
i’ve been all of the the things that i say that i hate
a cheat, a lie, the smoke in the sky
i don’t want u to see, can u please close ur eyes?
but i have learned from all my mistakes
i will never go back to reside in that place
i have changed for the better and that i can say
i put that on my grave (x2)

back in time ll

@homesick + @memoryroseishere
art, mix, & master by me
enjoy <3

lyrics:
oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

and i just
wish that time would pass so i could forget
repeat myself i’m not that crazy i bet
you cool it down to take a bite yet again
just fucking figure it out, i’m not ur friend
it ain’t a conflict of interest
we’re both just hopeless; addicted
hope i just die to be
honest if brutally
u ruin all that u touch
i just hope it hurt you enough
to make up for all of me
‘cause love its killing me

tight jaw, long nights
present lost if i’m off right
set off, fog lights
i can’t see if i’m alright
was i supposed to wait for u? i couldn’t tell ya baby
truth be told i never knew, thats how i’m feelin lately

and if i can’t love right
then what am i good for?
watch the floodlight
as i step in the downpour
show me hatred
as i did to you cold
feed me anger
so i know what you know

its all just faultless progression
you move in countless directions
& im confused
just see it through
you lost all credit, regretting
whats now just severed, forget it
i know it too
u blew that fuse

oh whats the use
dont have a clue
u look for something, you’ll find nothing
lucky u
i’m painted blue, uh
you’re killing two
birds with one stone & now alone
is how im movin, ur clueless

fuse

fuse [homesick x memoryrose]

spotify n apple :P

New Orleans hit different when i was young and growing up
too bad deal with your thoughts and all that's said and done
my head hurts too bad when I'm at the club I'm drinking to throw it up
a side bitch don't mean nothing if your life is so tied up

everyone says life is better when ur gone
but life just felt so different times when i was young
sleeping in too late in late July i mean it, my head is hung
i miss times when i was laid back with my girl out in Orillia
nothing felt the same since then i wanna fucking end it all

take ur time
breathe
come to sense
please

your so needed now
why is this happening
everyone's outta of their head
my friends all left town i'm alone in the end
my precious my baby, who are you again
you needed some space i aint seen you in years but i said.
this pain you caused me, is so bad and immense
the spirit we had left us broken again
im bleeding out, on the floor again
again
again
again

Better When You're Gone (prod. Irby)

How It All Unfolds w/ Ezra *silver + methboiswag*

Produced by @hiraethsry 
Check out @hiraethsry and @sinxi
Lyrics

You don't need a lot to get me fucked up in my head 
I barely keep a lock on anything I hold 
You wont know the things I really feel 
When I been up inside my bed 
I swear theres shadows in my room they keep me warm 

So I fuck up my room 
Throw your clothes all away 
I'm as toxic as the day 
you were cheating on me 
Put a ladder to your problems 
Cuz your tryna relate 
Kick the ladder while your climbing 
Falling down to your fate 

Call up, I don't want to love you anymore
              (stop,ok)
I don't want to do this anymore 
Had me fucked up even when we never talk 
Call up, I don't want to love you anymore
           (throwing fire)
I don't want to do this anymore 
Had me fucked up even when we never talk

I can’t relate 
To mistakes you seemed to make 
My hands are tied
My heart unwinds 
               
Sorry i’m late but these days 
I find it hard to make up for mental stains 
It ain’t you oh i promise love 
It’s just life drive for pinnacles
               (run)
Run I needed more I needed more I needed more time 
I know my patience is running on a thin line 
Leave I gotta leave I gotta leave I Gotta decline 
My body’s aching 
You can bring yours closer to mine 
Oh I 
Wont lie 
I’m getting sick of being just another guy 
Oh I
Wont lie

Call up, I don't want to love you anymore
              (stop,ok)
I don't want to do this anymore 
Had me fucked up even when we never talk 
Call up, I don't want to love you anymore
           (throwing fire)
I don't want to do this anymore 
Had me fucked up even when we never talk

RUN w/ sinxi & hiraeth

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

pushed you back, last call and I go
rip at myself after every show
I am not happy with how my life goes
there's people who love me the ones at the shows
but never the ones who I want there the most
its you
I think ima call on ur phone
see if you know me like you used to do
I really miss you the most

months of struggling
months of agony
I miss everything
ambience throughout the car ill kiss you again

think to myself every night
I wanna die
I don't wanna die
ima just sit here and cry
its cause my life is a lie

I just never understand
the way that life goes in my hands
breaking myself every time that I stand
I waited out back for a while now
they come and they go they all say
I aint been to parties in time now
wasting my life right away
I miss you cant show it I'm past it now
I think that I made a mistake

I think I'm at fault now
for us falling out
don't want to be around
cant find the one, its you no doubt

why do I do this to myself
every time that you go I just try and replace you

Life In Your Hands (prod. sk8miles x jeid_8)

s/o my brother https://soundcloud.com/breckenford

lyrics

i never been smart
dont worry bout me bae u got a good heart
i kno i will love u till my times gone
n no we dont got time to think about the time lost

buckle up ur my overdrive
i feel myself spiral to a downward dive
n if u leave me in the end i can say that i tried
ill take the long way home
got shit to think ab
i had to teach myself to "not fall when u looking down"
spent a long time looking for myself
something different that i found
n i dont like it

im seeing violence when i close my eyelids
n we may struggle towards the end but death is silent
n she love asking why im drinking like a pirate
but when its all broken down
its just a science

(ford)
give me guidence
everyday im breaking down in the quiet
will it ever go away im steady crying
when u lie u overtaking got me dying
so indecisive
said im priceless then u say im violent
girl im trying
i dont gotta hide it
perfect timing
still wont stop the whining
so im reliant on the pain thru all the shining
but it make sense
all the times u broke me down n made me reset
made me realize all the cries were never silent
everything u ever said was only pretend
for no reason
i did my best to make sure u knew that i felt
every feeling in the world when i fell down
ill move away
go to town
find a new crowd
youd see what love was all about if u stick around
i know the truth now
it was over from the start
u a rebound
u could never reach my heart
such a let down
why is life so gd hard is this even allowed
is this even allowed

buckle up ur my overdrive
i feel myself spiral to a downward dive
n if u leave me in the end i can say that i tried
ill take the long way home
got shit to think ab
i had to teach myself to "not fall when u looking down"
spent a long time looking for myself
something different that i found
n i dont like it

death is silent w/ brecken (jacob vallen)

fishing in los angeles (p. michael harrison)

Wait For Me

and these seconds go by like they’re nothing 
and precious is time but means nothing to me 
and these minutes rain down and cause flooding 
my waterproof coat hides the heart on my sleeve 

and i met her last year through her cousin 
it was april or may i don’t know honestly
i was away with the fairies all morning 
and we texted all day and it felt like a dream

now this time i once spent with my darling 
means nothing to her or to me 
oh my god 
how embarrassing for me was blubbing
in front of her mom and like 3 of her friends

and i guess ill be there if you need me 
you don’t have to fake to please me
you can talk to me so sweetly
or pretend that this is easy
it’s a daily rock bottom
so i drown my pain in weed leaves
10KG weights, and tea leaves
and when you hurt me kill discretely, please 

(greenwood)
try to parse through the things that you said
crossed over Madison, i loved you to death
stayed in the winter despite what i need
but we never made it to august heat
eyes on the valley, you asked me to wait
ask of the baggage, it's as is you care
still keep the coat that i got you in spring
i still keep the pictures i'm not even in

i still keep the pictures i’m not even in w/ greenwood (pekarot)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISMFvsAGj38

its not you its you nd me
hidden in the leaves
look at where we are theres not much that you cant see
tell me where to start i don't mean to intervene
im just what you need and not rhetorically
moving accordingly and stacking this bank roll
oh watch me dangle and walk on this cable
join in the light show its better w eyes closed
roll back in my dome and ask how my night go
say its alright tho i knows its concerning
hope that im learning won't end up deserted
properly furnished end up in a nice home
been through them nights long enough we don't like those

its not you, its you and me (isolated) [video in description]

君の好きな歌を聞いて
一緒に撮った写真を見て
私はつい思っちゃう
君は元気にしているのか？
体はちゃんと大事にしているのか？
夜はまだちゃんと眠れないのか？
それと、一番大事なのは
自分の心を託される人は見つけたのか？
私は-

don't say u hate me, i know u do
nothing can change me neither can u
been hurt b4 still don't have a clue
how to get better n change my mood

won't ever change, i thinks it's genetic
engraved in my brain
used to the problems not used to pain
praying something makes it all go away
all go away
u left me alone dealing with MYself
u said u were gonna watch over my health
taking all the pills lined up on the shelf
like a buncha soldiers killin in stealth

chip me away, slowly
make me do it ur way, like it's holy
take our ring, break it
show me u never cared, bout me

don't say u hate me, i know u do
nothing can change me neither can u
been hurt b4 still don't have a clue
how to get better n change my mood
don't say u hate me, i know u do
nothing can change me neither can u
been hurt b4 still don't have a clue
how to get better n change my mood

don't say u hate me, i know u do (king theta)

I've been trying to kill
A part of me that I hate
Sick of insecurities in my way
Watching time fly by
And start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you
I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes

I know some things
Just don't have a fix
It's always one thing
Right after the next
They say death
Is the only time you rest
So for now Imma
Chase a fucking check
I'm on a mission
I got something to prove
It's all or nothing
I got nothing to lose
I'm out my mind
Lost a couple of screws
Running out of time
Staying up with the moon

And I thought
It was love at first sight
But that night
I really changed my mind
I was so lost
I was so damn blind
How could I not
See the signs
Hard to tell how
Fast I was going
Till I crashed
Into that (wall)
Isolated from everybody
I'm better off uninvolved

I've been trying to kill
A part of me that I hate
Sick of insecurities in my way
Watching time fly by
And start to fade
I don't want to waste another day
Got a storm cloud over my brain
When I'm with you
I'm away from the rain
But I still feel cold inside
Can you see it in my eyes

boogies 3

mikhan