LYRICS:

My entire camera roll
Is filled with memories of you
Let's still be friends
You know I mean it too

I'm serious
I'm serious

I guess I finally understand
If you love something set it free
It's unhealthy to
Expect you to come back to me

I'm serious
I'm serious
Cant you see I'm serious right now?

It's so damn complicated
Love you always now goodbye
I'm so damn frustrated
guess I'll lay down here to die

Good a spot as any
You know I've got plenty of time right now
Tell me when you're ready
And I'll start digging six feet down

Songs we wrote together
play on loop inside my head
Not quite devastated
I feel gratefulness instead

I'm serious
I'm serious

Everyone says keep your head up
I know it's hard you'll make it through
Even though we love each other
Now our story must conclude

I'm serious - ly
Delirious
Why am I not crying over you?


It's so damn complicated
Love you always now goodbye
I'm so damn frustrated
I think I'll lay down here to die

Good a spot as any
You know I've got plenty of time right now
Tell me when you're ready
And I'll start digging six feet down

Love You Always

LYRICS:

I lack the confidence to
Be the person
That I wanna be

It's okay if you don't care
That makes two of us
Just you and me

And probably many more
People to ignore
I don't stand a chance
Even with nothing
In my way

Forget the past and future
One is gone the
Other's far away

Can I just stop you there
I already know what you're
Gonna say

With a present mind
Everything is fine
And I understand
But I just don't see it that way

Loser mentality
Oh I feel bad for me
Loser mentality
I can't fail
If I refuse to
Try at all

Loser

Everything I've ever loved has
Left me now I'm
All alone again

Feeling like the world's against me
Wishing I could
Somehow make amends

But I'm not too sure
Seems like such a chore
Probably better off
Living their best life without me

Loser mentality
I feel so bad for me
Loser mentality
I can't fail
If I refuse to
Try at all
I can't fail
No, I can't fail
I can't fail
If I don't even
Try at all

loser mentality

LYRICS:

There's nothing going on
Nothing else left to say
Everyone's up and gone
I'm lost in yesterday
Alone we find ourselves
Scattered across the states
Until next time I see your face

Remembering
The songs we used to sing
Oh you and me
Remembering
The way we used to dream
Dream big dream free

Well, everything's harder
Without you by my side
Downright not fine
And maybe we're farther
Apart inside my mind
Wrong way long time

Remembering
The songs we used to sing
Oh you and me
Remembering
The way we used to dream
Dream big dream free

Remembering
The love you always bring
That's all I need
Remembering
The days of you and me
Some day we'll be
Back
Together
Again

It's 11:47am ladies and gentlemen
Thank you for tuning in
Fireworks
Uno mas probably
Uno mas probably

over thinking

remembering

soul's ascent

LYRICS:

Tell me
Tell me who to be
And show me what I see
'Cause I can't quite make it out
Tell me
Tell me what to think
I promise to believe
'Cause I can't trust myself

You see
I don't know anything
Know anything at all
I'm useless
And helpless
I'm nothing after all

Tell me
Everything's okay
I wanna hear you say
I'm always here for you
Tell me
Tell me what to do
I wish that I was you
Or someone not myself

You see
I don't know anything
Know anything at all
I'm useless
And helpless
I'm nothing after all

You don't know better than anybody else
You don't know better than anybody else now
You don't know better than anybody else
You're only human like everybody else now

You don't know better than anybody else
You don't know better than anybody else now
You don't know better than anybody else
Don't let delusion obstruct your sense of self now

Oh why
Can't we
See eye
To eye

We're not that different
You and me
It's all irrelevant
Make believe

You see
We don't know anything
Know anything at all
We're useless
And helpless
We're nothing after all

delusions

LYRICS:

I don't
Really need a therapist
I'm sure
I can
Work it out myself
I have before
Self-destructive tendencies
Are just a side effect of me
Oh can't you see
I'm busy playing
Make believe

Take all my time
And throw it in the trash
Oh I'm just fine
I'm having such a blast
All by myself
All by myself
All by myself

I spent last night
Feeling sorry for myself
But that's not like me
Well, it just might be now
She said "Boy don't you
Ever leave your house?"
Telling me how I should be
Telling me how I could feel well
You know she's got a point though
My room is like a black hole
Draining all my mental
Wasting my potential
Feeling like an asshole

Take all my time
And throw it in the trash
Oh I'm just fine
I'm having such a blast
All by myself
All by myself
All by myself

So I took a walk outside
Strolling down the sidewalk
Tryna clear my mind
Thinking "why's the sun so bright?"
Maybe I should go back home and cry
There I go again
With the pity party
Running from myself
So I won't be tardy
I breathe don't live
And I take don't give
A shit about myself

Take all my time
And throw it in the trash
Oh I'm just fine
I'm having such a blast
All by myself
All by myself
All by myself

I don't
Really need a therapist
I'm sure
I can
Work it out myself
I have before
Self-destructive tendencies
Are just a side effect of me
Oh can't you see
I'm busy playing
Make believe

Take all my time
And throw it in the trash
Oh I'm just fine
I'm having such a blast
All by myself
All by myself
All by myself

Take all my time
And throw it in the trash
Oh I'm just fine
I'm having such a blast
All by myself
All by myself
All by myself

mad man

LYRICS:

I've always wondered
What it's like
To truly be free
Of all the worries
Of the world
And the anxiety
Oh what a day
What a life
What a world
It would be
Consider this
One of life's
Impossibilities

I'm always tryna be me
But wait if I'm not me
Then who am I right now?
I'm always thinking I'm free
But I was never so clear
About the where and how
Maybe it's 'cause I'm always
Boarded up inside my head
And thinking of ways
To fix the things
That already happened
While lying in bed

I can't take back the words
That I've already said
Come in, have a look
At the home in my head
My roommate's name is
Existential dread
And I fear he'll be here
'Til I'm dead

Until I'm dead
'Til I'm dead
Until I'm dead
'Til I'm dead
Until I'm dead
'Til I'm dead
Until I'm dead
'Til I'm dead

You gotta
Ride the
Waves in life
Get your foot out to door
And high tides
Make you
Think you
Can't take anymore (take anymore)
Hold on tight and relax
Just paddle to shore
Because we're all just living
Lives we never asked for

I can't take back the words
That I've already said
Come in, have a look
At the home in my head
My roommate's name is
Existential dread
And I fear he'll be here
'Til I'm dead

Until I'm dead
'Til I'm dead
Until I'm dead
'Til I'm dead
Until I'm dead
'Til I'm dead
Until I'm dead
'Til I'm dead

Fuck Kevin

home in my head

LYRICS:

I've got this feeling
That I can't describe
It stays with me
Until I close my eyes
An understanding from
Way deep inside
I'm not my body
No, I'm not my mind

Yet I feel
What I'm thinking
And I don't do what I say
I don't care
I'm indifferent
I could go or I could stay

There's more (there's more)
There's more (there's more)
Than just the eye can see
There's more (there's more)
There's more (there's more)
A part that lives eternally

There's something more
To life I'm sure
There's got to be
Some kinda reason
Don't you forget that it's
All in your head now

I'm taking time off
From my crazy side
Just sitting still and
Letting life go by
A million thoughts are
Racing through my mind
Observe the chaos but
Don't go inside

Hate my life
I'm an idiot
Don't deserve to be happy
What's the deal
With this dumbshit?
Good enough I'll never be

There's more (there's more)
There's more (there's more)
I've seen it in my dreams
There's more (there's more)
There's more (there's more)
It's all laid out in front of me

There's something more
To life I'm sure
There's got to be
Some kinda reason
Don't you forget that it's
All in your head now

There's something more
To life I'm sure
There's got to be
Some kinda reason
Love is the key to
Everything anyhow

some kinda reason

I sit around and
Waste the day
Then by the end
I've lost my name
Nobody's watching
I'm all alone
Taking my time
Taking my time
Taking it home

I've got the house
All to my own
Lay in bed and
Scrolling through my phone
Nobody cares and
Neither do I
So why
Tell me why
Tell me why
What a horrible time

I'm so damn nervous on my own
Falling apart when I'm alone
Paranoia rots my brain
I'm not insane
I'm just inane

Trying to be a
Better dude
To myself mostly
And to you
Sometimes I think that
There's something wrong
(Well is there?)
(Huh?)
Something in my brain
Is my brain
And I'm getting it off
Something in my brain
Can't remain
So I'm getting it off

I'm so damn nervous on my own
Falling apart when I'm alone
Paranoia rots my brain
I'm not insane
I'm just inane

inane

im kevin and i like playing instruments and making music

mildcat

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