One musician. 2 saxophones, bass clarinet, trumpet, kalimba. Effects and Looper. It's all.

Hikikomori

Covid And Holy Woof

Bloom

Eclipses this 2024 have marked very strong endings and beginnings for my life, especially in the realm of relationship. The biggest relationship that has grown for me has been the relationship I cultivate with myself. 

Between the April full solar eclipse and this new moon in Libra October eclipse I dove head first into the abyss of the mysteries of my psyche, and navigated in those very deep and dark waters to touch upon soul purpose and huge transformation.

Nowadays I am bewildered to discover that my life-long inclinations, tendencies and patterns have faded. At times, I find myself in fear and disbelief that I can no longer grasp to what was familiar anymore. It's simply no longer. What I find now is myself floating in the emptiness within the circle of the eclipse. The pure unknown within myself ready to be touched by me.

The love affair with life became a little deeper than the surface and what I was fed to believe were my dreams and aspirations. The love affair with life is a constant discovery space now.

I hope you enjoy the very first musical weave that comes out of this 7-month long phoenix process at my 42nd year of life on Earth. Recorded while connecting to 149 dancing Souls at Oakland Ecstatic Dance.

With Love,

Tamara

NAOBA - Oakland EDance OCT 2024

Subtlerejection

There’s a secret ingredient here:) 3rd mix of this track. Distorts slightly (pads) but nice on headphones. No samples! Only midi/live sequence. May do more versions later…

Mysterious III

Huemans

Glitter!

Havening - Sodium Remix

breezy

"Creature Discomfort," takes listeners on a transcendent journey through ethereal soundscapes. Utilizing the rich textures of analog synths and the iconic Matrix 12V Buchla Easel  it’s an exploration of the spaces where comfort and unease intertwine, reflected in the shimmering tones and immersive atmospheres of each composition.

You don't know

Mildhotsauce