FLESH AND BONE

RAIN

(Half Verse)
I cant assimilate the meaning
cant put aside each feeling
store them deep inside the void
and let them shine on bitter days

(Pre)
every line I drew to healing
gets washed away 
I re did all the work 
just like the boy I broke away from 

(Chorus)
when that dope hits a vein
I see the world start to melt
I feel a bit less alone
I feel so warm in myself
and when im sobering up
and puking out all my strength  
I just sit there in that parking lot
thinking I need a change
when that high feels so low
I love sinking in the ground
Im nodding off in the shadows
but I hate no ones around
Cause if this time I stay clean
Ill still be letting me down
cause they all hate to call
unless im safe and sound 

(Full Verse)
I keep on fighting back my breathing
try to break away from feinding 
think about the love i have for life while toying with the flame 
every hit i take im bleeding
try to feel less 
try Repeating
stuck inside a cycle
so self spiteful 
sabotage in range 
Maybe its my way of Grieving
Maybe its what i believe in 
I know somethings off
when Im not coughing up my lungs in pain

(Pre)
every line I drew to healing
gets washed away 
I re did all the work 
just like the boy I broke away from 

(Chorus)
when that dope hits a vein
I see the world start to melt
I feel a bit less alone
I feel so warm in myself
and when im sobering up
and puking out all my strength  
I just sit there in that parking lot
thinking I need a change
when that high feels so low
I love sinking in the ground
Im nodding off in the shadows
but I hate no ones around
Cause if this time I stay clean
Ill still be letting me down
cause they all hate to call
unless im safe and sound 

safe and sound 

Safe and sound

spoke too soon

VIOLET

one day i'll forget

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NIGHTS AFTER VAMP

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[Chorus]
I keep dreaming about you and I
But I don’t know why I still try
You keep running away from me
While I’m begging you just stay with me

[Verse 1]
I say I’m fine, but that’s a lie
It’s quiet in this room tonight without you
Walking in circles in my mind
Every road just leads me back to you

[Chorus]
I keep dreaming about you and I
But I don’t know why I still try
You keep running away from me
While I’m begging you just stay with me

I keep dreaming about you and I
But I don’t know why I still try
You keep running away from me
While I’m begging you just stay with me

[Verse 2]
Different roads and different lives
I hope you’re happy wherever you are tonight
Maybe someday we’ll be alright
But right now you’re just fading out of sight

You’re close but you feel so far
Like I’m talking to an empty heart
You look at me like I’m a ghost
Like loving me just hurts the most

[Chorus]
I keep dreaming about you and I
But I don’t know why I still try
You keep running away from me
While I’m begging you just stay with me

I keep dreaming about you and I
But I don’t know why I still try
You keep running away from me
While I’m begging you just stay with me

dreaming

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Came Up Hungry

Shattered Echoes

Using fire as a metaphor, the song reflects how everything that feels stable—plans, relationships, identity—can change in an instant. What once stood tall can fall without warning, forcing you to adapt, grow, and keep moving forward.

Forest Fire

This isn’t real music. The voices you hear AREN’T REAL. I have no actual musical talent, I simply wanna leave something behind when I go, the only real talent I have is poetry. This is my way of venting, this is my journal, take a seat and enjoy 🖤 all music posted on here is Ai. Lyrics are mine. I repeat, this is Ai slop. Yes I know.

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