Emo Boy

@mmassi

i still keep a picture of you in a locket 
clouds form over me the second i walk in
i still think of you fairly often
i had it in my hands for a second but then i lost it

oops im sorry
i dont wanna wait anymore
i barely eat anymore
i barely sleep anymore 
take my mistakes and lay them out on the table
turn each and every one of them into a fable
oh my god whats in my faygo
fill my nose with so much yayo
i hope that this shit turns out fatal
so that i might earn a halo

out of everything ive ever done ive never won
not even once
its impossible for me not to mess up
im such a clutz
and i got cuts i got cuts
keep em covered up
i keep em covered up 
i keep em covered up

oops im sorry
i dont wanna wait anymore
i barely eat anymore
i barely sleep anymore 
take my mistakes and lay them out on the table
turn each and every one of them into a fable
oh my god whats in my faygo
fill my nose with so much yayo
i hope that this shit turns out fatal
so that i might earn a halo

halo (prod massi)

baby i need some rehab 
i took way too many tabs
need to leave call a cab
relapse detox
i’m off my rocks 
building blocks
what you’ve got 
it’s hard to find
i just can’t get you off my mind
your love
your love your love your love is my drug
your love
your love is my drug
i’ve got a sick obsession 
keep you in my possession 
possession
i’m evil here’s my confession 
i hate winter seasonal depression 
i hate aggression
you’re my addiction
we have a good connection 
i don’t do well with rejection
you’re looking in my direction i love your affection 
you’re part of my collection
you don’t like me (what) that’s projection

obsess1on prod lluneth

got my spark back prod. bloom7k

this year, oh this year
 i want a advent calendar with 24 different sedatives
i’m unstoppable it’s repetitive 
some of you are so sensitive 
sensitive?
why this scene so competitive 
cover up, cover up like a fugitive
i wanna change the narrative about me, this shit so negative  
i know you do, i know you do, i know you do
everyone’s askin
hey what’s wrong with you, what’s wrong with her 
heyyy you talkin about me :(
i wanna be free, never be
what’s it about me? what’s it about me??
only did it once, maybe 2 or 3 
does that make me bad meat? am i spoiled and i rotten?
i should be forgotten
atleast i got him, i like the way his eyes just soften <3
false alarm, just put me in a coffin
cough cough, i’m coughin
i’m dyin, i should be dead
why does everyone think they can?
dead motivation, i’m nothing 
no education, no dedication, no conversations
no expectations, no celebrations :(
ohhh this year i want a advent calendar with 24 different sedatives

24 sedatives prod phobia

Im at white sand
and my nose runs 
-as the blood flows, off my right hand
it’s a cold spring 
Put me together like the tin man
why won’t u let me keep u distant!
crystals, on my wishlist
Im wishful
all these half-way thoughts; i was happy when i —
beneath the white sand, now you got me living life like im a dead man
passed out , crashed in
the wall the breaks the silence of resistance

cold spring   (lsd, massi)

im scared i’ll disappoint you again
wrote a whole letter just need to hit send
不知道上和下怎么可能信神
和你在一起我想不到别的人 

cant just eat away the stress
another thing i have to confess
this time i had to clean my own mess
everyday a new battle every year a new test

i cant wish for more all i need is less less
truck passed me by whats it hold i cant guess
i ran out of words to say how i feel
only have a 15 min break cant hear the whole spiel 

its one of those days that are in between
a slight change in the stars that wont be seen
a new year never feels like a new chapter
always writing the same lines
i cant describe the feeling inside

its more about what the space implies
all i have a rotten core inside and its swirling with flies
knowing you i can read between the lines
knowing truth like searching in dim light

kinda scared might just throw the fight
im a bit too old to do this outta spite
can we dim the light
its getting a little too bright 
i dont wanna seem ungrateful
tear drops falling under the table

why does it always sting so bad
why is my heart so fucking sad
wish i got a little warning just a tad
cant feel it anymore what did we have

im scared i’ll disappoint you again
wrote a whole letter just need to hit send
不知道上和下怎么可能信神
在你的身边我想不到别的人 

cant just eat away the stress
taking account of it all i think im really blessed
this time i had to clean my own mess
everyday a new battle every year a new test

i cant wish for more all i need is less less

a little less prod massi

she's only up cus she's a girl
just a girl, she's a girl
if you don't got haters you're not really winning
running round my head i'm spinning spinning spinnin
i'm spittin, evil grinning
am i really sinning or am i just livin, live it up
kratom in my cup, my head fucked up
you not getting -, yeah you really just suck
you're stuck ha you're stuck
so numb, am i really enough
oh yeaaa
suckin on your blood like a vampiya
you a stupid liya is it really your desiya
doesn't matter cus i'm still higher

it doesnt hav to b like this
y u always gotta walk around with a tight fist
i gotta question about my device where is linus 
someone help me with math is it plus or minus
i put some kratom in a pedialyte
now my judgment is off dont tell me a lie
i think i might as well crush up a line
so i can get more hi
crystals & an animated movie
i dont think there's anything better in life to me 
shorty said she likes my song yah she said its groovy 
i dont think theres anything better in life to me

linus >o< x birthday prod mercyyy

missing it prod 444jet mental

take my shirt off (kiryano, luvpurp)

Lyrics




ion even know why you talking, aye,
i be on the block juh walking, aye,
and I lost my job i gotta lock in, aye
nigga let me get your bank login
do you use chase? or wells fargo?
ona block I got the K I shoot your tonsils 
call a nigga kobelocks I ball like lonzo
walk down game ridiculous, if a nigga want a problem
chop, eat like licorice
posted in the spot, I see a opp I get to fidgeting 
I hide my identity
I mix the swig, with the gas, thats my remedy
make her eat the dik up, she gon call it succulent 
hit her from the back, den shawty gonna love on me
I use the gas for a workout supplement 
Ion even know I got the glock, I get to dumping it
Call a yn sasuke, cuz i came in wit a chidori
Step in, and we got pipes out if you walk close, this shit could get real gorey
Ion give fuck where you came from, or what you went through, don’t wanna hear a backstory 
I be sipping that swig, while hitting that gas it change up my auditory
Nigga I be spitting up rhymes like a poem
If you wanna go there, I’ll set the bar lower
Real za pack mess up my cognition
You said you spun that block, knowing that you kidding
Shawty gonna drop them drawls in the kitchen
I know she gon drop them drawls in the kitchen
Me and her was both dropping drawls in the kitchen 
I’ma disappear you could say a nigga blimping
Ian no slave so don’t call me a n*gger
I know that im black, but Im not a cotton picker
Youn even got the guts to pull the fucking trigger
I know shawty love me cause I’m a good listener
That’s not all why she love me, we be in the bed and you know we getting snugly 
And I got the gun in the back of the humvee
Don’t you try to run when I’m asking for my money

don't run (prod me)

i love fun

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