// track 2 - learning to grow
produced by vai5000 + @disphing
additional vocals by @disphing
VA by 瀬戸ユトギ

太陽の光を肌で感じた
まるで生まれ変わったかのように。

And I tried to stand
My legs shaking under
the weight of all I can’t seem to grasp
take a moment let me trip again
reaching out to you- to your hand
Will it still - it still - hurt when I wake up?
can't let go just yet I'll try again

I could feel sun rays on skin as I kept myself running
trip and fall be reborn when
I get up
legs shaking get up
learning to-
learning to love someone that I still don't know
look into mirrors and I don't see myself
kept running kept tripping footsteps on asphalt
All I knew learning to-
Can’t let go
Let go
I’ll stand for you
Can't let go of you just yet I'm still learning to love
when I fall over again will you pick me up

アスファルトを引きずりながら走り続けた
明日も痛いのだろうか？その瞬間はどうでもよかった。
ただ、君に届きたかった、抱きしめたかった、それだけだった

私はまだ成長する方法を学んでいるのだと気づいた。

reaching out as im falling
catch me on the downswing
dont fight it
dont fight it
dont fight it
you hold me
you know me
you save me

revealing myself slow
your patience lets me know
its worth it
its worth it
its worth it
ill try for you
ill change for you
ill wait for you

learning to grow +disphing

produced by 48

i only ever wanted answers
i kept it to myself
sorry where are my manners
your not somebody else

i want to put you on some life i really wanted to live
and let you know some family that could take me away
my walls will never break our song i never wanted to write
i find it hard to love someone so im running away
i mean i really dont wanna see the end of the day
three years im running out of time ill turn to sand its the same

dont want to sell me out
chose a side
girl maybe wed be out
if we could fly

its getting late oh no
and i still got so much to say oh no
ill leave you with them fly away oh no
until we see another day oh no

get on your knees oh can you bow for me
i been all the shit that u ask of me
i cant believe that im surprised to see
your not someone whos gonna ride with me

someone thats gon help it
make it the biggest you ever seen ahead bitch
throw me all your roses baby im still on the same ship yeah
but something about you changed me

i find it hard to love someone so im running away
i mean i really dont wanna see the end of the day
three years im running out of time ill turn to sand its the same

dont want to sell me out
chose a side
girl maybe wed be out
if we could fly

I'm so excited to be competing in a prestigious contest like cosmic radio!
I've worked really hard on this project and this is in a way a shift in musical style and standards for me.  I really hope you all can show it support I appreciate you all!
https://youtu.be/pJLUA9n3YZo
Thank you for 250!
20 hr 36 min

Blur -『#COSMIC RADIO 2025』

untitled_2025-06-01

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kaynn/someone-like-u

eudaimonia

____________

i've been searching for someone like you

i hope you're not playing with my mind
'cause i believed we weren't wasting time
but now i'm seeing how it is
i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be

okay
wrong shit in front of my eyes
should've known cuz i've been through this twice
burned once and now i'm paying the price
tried to forget but you’re stuck in my mind  
i was fantasizing every touch you gave me 
all because i was...

searching for someone like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
'cause i've been searching like you
'cause i've been searching for someone that i thought you would be
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you
searching for someone like you

wasted talks and empty nights
lost myself in your eyes
i tried to focus on my path
i tried to care less when you passed 
in my life
need to grow
time alone
in my life
need to heal
make it known
in my life 
something real
no disguise
in my life

someone like u

yes this is another look back ripoff yes this is even more direct than the last one no i will not stop until i get bored

also i promise the album is getting there

Serotonin ⛦

new release after how long?? lmaoo

this is part of a bigger compilation for 'The Birdhouse' called 'The Bird's Nest, Volume 1"
featuring a bunch of friends and folks who contributed tracks for a donathon to help raise funds for a show of ours

special thanks to @quaide for providing add. vocals and songwriting

check out the rest of the compilation here:

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFt91FexgGk&t=6s&pp=ygUXdGhlIGJpcmRzIG5lc3Qgdm9sdW1lIDE%3D
BC: https://birdhousecyphers.bandcamp.com/album/the-birds-nest-vol-1

lyrics

i didn't mean for it to burn you down
just send a message that
i couldn't face the truth, oh
i know it's something that we talked about
talked about
but i don't know why
it's in and out
i'm down, my mind is going
round and round
i wanted you to stay and watch the
day turn one more time

oh, what a shame
dripping down your face like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

how could you dip 
on a girl like that?
okay, okay
i fucking get it
i said some things
i probably shouldn't
but i think that she should hate me
all of my time
i'm self-obsessed
i know, i know
but i can't stop it
just go alone
oh girl i promise
it's better for u baby
i wish that it was fine for us
'cause when it's fine for us
i cannot hide the love
ooh
but i think we're in too much stress
oh it's just common sense
you cannot handle this

oh, what a shame (oh, what a shame)
dripping down your face like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

oh, what a shame
dripping down your face
like it's the rain
i told you that i'd do anything for you girl
but i think that it's getting hard to maintain

>> i uh... i told myself it would be different

Maintain

sample from:
https://soundcloud.com/yfwqp/not-the-same-between-you-and-i

you and i

hellooooooo soundcloud its my birthday today YEAYUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHOohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

presave: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/kosu/kokos-theme

STREAM

koko's theme

unfinished remix i did for fun and probably never going to finish it either

kill me for always jue remix

prod, mixed/mastered and preformed by milixoa (xoa)

(LYRICS)
take it take it take it you wanna
write a new song for no one to listen
take a picture take it in movement 
but I cant no I cant move a muscle
sent a new mp3 in a sever
no one responded must have been shit
idk if I was wrong for it

joined another the other day
too scared to talk because every ones better then me
no I dont get jealous I just get stressed out
and I take it back take it all back
what I said to you what I said back
idk what I am what I did
I dont know what I would have done

I dont want to talk I dont 

I dont wanna talk I dont wanna talk about it
I dont talk I dont talk just crash about (it) 
I dont wanna talk I dont wanna talk about it
I dont talk I dont talk just crash about (it)

do you ever get the feeling your not made for this
yeah it keeps me up at night
compare my self to all my heros
and you wonder why you fall short
and I wish you were in my shoes because then it would make sense

I dont wanna talk I dont wanna talk about it
I dont talk I dont talk just crash about (it) 
I dont wanna talk I dont wanna talk about it
I dont talk I dont talk just crash about (it)

take it take it take it you wanna
write a new song for no one to listen
take a picture take it in movement 
but I cant no I cant move a muscle
sent a new mp3 in a sever
no one responded must have been shit
idk if I was wrong for it

Talk About It

17 y/o Producer based in Melbourne, Victoria

alt: @unfoldisgone
disc: milixoa

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