wrote this about my dad when he relapsed around the holidays last year. helped me find my resolve. i'm good now.

i been living i been managing but i don't know
i don't wanna do it on my own
ain't nobody told me where to go
now i'm running from the past living on my own
and i don't know
i don't wanna do it on my own
ain't nobody told me where to go
now i'm running from the past living on my own

i feel like maya fey
tryna thug it out, but it’s getting harder by the day
cold showers, but i never get hugs
got that willpower, but i never feel loved
i feel a lil stuck, cause they left me behind
i feel a lil dumb, nothing left in my mind
nothing's fine when i got the skills to prove i should thrive
but i can barely find any tools to survive
that’s on me, though, tryna get a free throw
but i’m too hurt to even play, like i’m d rose
i ain’t even peaked, though, only nineteen, bro
it’s really hard to envision how far my dreams go
nigga need a cheat code, can't just mash a
getting cheese with the team to get up out this rat race
all this money coming in is just to keep my dad safe
you say you better than me? well nigga, that's great

i been living i been managing but i don't know
i don't wanna do it on my own
ain't nobody told me where to go
now i'm running from the past living on my own
and i don't know
i don't wanna do it on my own
ain't nobody told me where to go
now i'm running from the past living on my own

you held my hand till the dawn
you showed me that the world still will go on
don't leave me on my own, i hate being alone
i seem like i've grown, but my feet in the snow
i hope you'll look down and be proud
of all i overcame when i didn't know how
i know i might seem cold, but i'm just locked in my zone
and i don't want you to go

i been living i been managing but i don't know
i don't wanna do it on my own
ain't nobody told me where to go
now i'm running from the past living on my own
and i don't know
i don't wanna do it on my own
ain't nobody told me where to go
now i'm running from the past living on my own

On My Own

Mind Reader (prod lethalneedle)

More of an emotional vibe to this one! This won't be my last Bakugan track, but I do think it's my best song yet, and I don't plan to stop improving anytime soon!

GO FOLLOW THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED ME WITH THIS SONG!

Feature: Keetheweeb (https://soundcloud.com/keetheweeb)

Mix: Lazzlo1K (https://soundcloud.com/lazzlo1k)

Beat: Roses by Anywaywell

Thumbnail by Kenos (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCretCDFgMk1T0eWE4Z4Z76Q)

Behind ft. Keetheweeb

M.A.R second drop of the year!!! 🔥🔥🔥 More coming from Kane + ServusJay! We got a lot in store stay tune mfs

On My Own

MiMiLock

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