Holy fuck the evil laugh in the intro 🖤🖤 jesus fuck

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I AM IN YOUR PHONE SCREEN

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 @Mimi Barks  
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It’s the awakening. The suicide of my younger self. The suicide that leads to awakening. 
I was in a constant battle with myself. Asking myself If I would be able to ever reprogram my core believes and rewire my brain. When you go through the process of awakening, there are a lot of bad energies and emotions coming up. 
And what I kept asking myself was: do I want to be able to see, do I actually want to understand. Or would I rather stick to the reality I have created for myself in order to stay suffering, in order to be able to create. 
Because I believe that I can only create out of pain. I was scared to let my ego go and learn gratitude, learn how to give love to others and myself. I was scared transforming into a new version of myself.
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credits:
In collaboration with ASBO production
Shot by Natalya Walker
Edited by Max Mason
Assisted by George Thomsen and Max Auberon 

beat KOEN
songwriting Mimi Barks
production & mixing Mimi Barks, KOEN
master Will Borza
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lyrics:

Everything is dual
Like and unlike are the same
All truths are but half-truths 
So what’s the fucking point of even trying

What was my trust turns liquid 
Run down my face like, fuck it      
Felt a twitch in my chest, kill it
I’m so ketted I can’t feel it
Can’t let go of the past, fill it               
And I take my time with it                     
Bitch you drive me out my fucking mind             

Sentenced to a life in a body that I can’t control          
Live every day hoping for the last episode   
Good times, now lead me to my after life 
Enough

SUICIDE
I love my life
Save me coz I lost control
Pull me up or let me go 

Paradise
For once in life                                
Lift my body, touch the sky
Hold me back or let me die

Yeah my mind drifted 
Hear it tick, what time is it                     
I take my time with it
I take my time with it
Yeah my mind drifted 
I take my time with it
I take my time with it
I take my time with it

Take my time with it

Take my time with it

Take my time with it

I’ve been sleeping on the fast lane tryna let it go
Too fast for love yeah got me on the low                   
I’ve been branded by a past life, climbing from below      
My mind’s a funeral but I’ll never let them know

Hell yeah I feel alive
I love my life
Save me coz I lost control
I love my life

Save me coz I lost control
I love my life
Oh SUICIDE, SUICIDE
I love my life

All paradoxes may be reconciled 
Light and darkness are the same thing
Where does darkness leave off and light begin?

Yeow
Save me coz I lost control

Good and Evil
Luck got bad luck in it
Who loves me will fade away 
Who loves me needs to die

Suicide

SUICIDE

Song is out now on ALL PLATFORMS 🪚🪚🪚

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I don ́t understand what they mean when they say
That I`ll be okay I ́m broken in pieces
The hate in my head is insane got shocks in my brain
But they won ́t make me speechless

These pills in my hands for the pain I throw em away
I do what It takes to feel deepness
With ache in my chest skin so pale
I ́m no more myself I ́m drawn to the evil

Shatter my kaleidoscope
Breach me like no one before
I don ́t count the stabs no more
Push me down and break me more

Show me that I ́m none but dirt
I ain ́t bleeding I ain ́t hurt
One more word and bitch I swear
You will get what you deserve

Take a look in my eyes. Can you see THE DARK?
Now you know something ain ́t right. Can you feel THE DARK?
Take a look in my eyes. Can you see THE DARK?
Now you know something ain ́t right. Can you feel THE DARK?

I gravitate to a world in between
I feel so goddamn cold and I don ́t know what that means
First I laughed then I fell and felt nothing at all
Then I realised my heart got replaced by a hole

He smelled that I ́m weak
He knew that I ́d be good prey
Down on my knees
He did me like it should be

If god is with me, what made me turn to a goat
If I don ́t believe in him why would he believe in my soul
If god is with me, what made me turn to a goat
If I don ́t believe in him why would he believe in my soul
If god is with me, what made me turn to a goat
If I don ́t believe in him why would he believe in my soul
If god is with me, what made me turn to a goat
If I don ́t believe in him why would he believe in my soul

Take a look in my eyes

Take a look in my eyes
bleh.
 
Between the devil and the deep blue sea
I found myself a place to be
A world as dark as my heart
My pulse rate has stopped

Between the devil and the deep blue sea
I found myself a place to be
Way beyond what human eyes can see
And I swear I´ll take you with me

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MIMI BARKS

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