The silence, is deafening
The anger inside me is alarming>
My controlling demons are ripping__ out__ of-me
My vision's getting really blurry
And I__  don't know__ what to do
I'm shaking, I'm breaking down

Chorus:
(break down, break down, break down, break down)
'Cause the way I'm feeling
Now---
I promise,
I'll drown

The truth in your words, mangles me and
___My reflection strangles me
I hate what I see, I just want-to free__>
my__self from-this fucked reality
The only thing that I, want to do
Is jump off the ledge, I'm breaking (the fuck) down

Chorus:
(break down, break down, break down, break down)
'Cause the way I'm feeling
Now---
I promise---,
I'll drown---
Right now That's all I really want---

I can't stand up, I can't calm down
I-can't-accept-the-truth_ that-I'm-letting-you-down
I just wanna die, and never be found
Hide_ from-this-world_ deep_ in_ the-ground
The way__ I'm feeling_ now (the way I'm feeling now)
I'm done, (I'm done) I'm so fucking done (done), with everything

Chorus:
(break down, break down, break down, break down)
'Cause the way I'm feeling
Now---
I promise---,
I'll drown---
Right now That's all I really want---
Now--- (higher pitch)
I promise---,
I'll drown---
Right-now-That's-all-I-really-want---

(break down, break down, break down, break down)

7 - Break Down

__Some-people-want-to-live_ better-than-you__and
some-people-want-to-just_ take_ from-you
There's no__ in__ between__ in__ a world__ 
full-of-selfish-minds
__Some people get away with everything__and
Others simply judge everything
There's no in between
You're wrong or you're right>You can
do what you want, hurt who you want
__There's_ no_ negative consequence
Only the yearning to survive
Only desire to live and thrive

Chorus:
__It doesn't matter
__If you do the right thing
____In__ this__ life----
There's_ no_ god_ to-show_ you-the_ way
No_ karma_ to_ punish_ all_ your_ lies, 
so decide for yourself

__Some people feed off misery and
__Some people thrive off trickery
Some__DON'T GIVE A FUCK, only care about themselves
__Some-of-the-people-we-know-and-we-love_>
Remain-in-the-dark-and-concealed-in-dust
Poisoned-with-lies-and-we-no-longer-trust>
That-image-projected-replacing-disgust
__And they got nowhere to go, except
__only deeper in their self-made hole
Some-of-them-take, some-of-them-take-and>
Some-of-them-feed off of judging and hating
Some of them love it when others are hurting
Think that they're better and others deserve it
__But we're all selfish inside

Chorus:
__It doesn't matter
__If you do the right thing
____In__ this__ life----
There's_ no_ god_ to-show_ you-the_ way
No_ karma_ to_ punish_ all_ your_ lies, 
so decide for yourself

__There's no karma, no justice
__No fate but-the-one we fuck with
__No karma, no justice
__No fate but-the-one we fuck with

4 - No Karma

Burn it, all down, in my head---
My problems are dead---
Right now
I wear, this crown, instead---
of falling down
I rule it all

Chorus:
I don't know when I'll fall again__
but right now, I'm a mother-fucking 10
Even-though-my-life-is-plunging-off-the-deep_ end>
I-know-that-right_ now, I'm a-mother-fucking 10

Lie to myself, to get by
And while I hide___>
All my uncertainties die
Nobody knows, how far I will go>
to shut them out___ silence every single doubt

Chorus:
I don't know when I'll fall again__
but right now, I'm a mother-fucking 10
Even-though-my-life-is-plunging-off-the-deep_ end>
I-know-that-right_ now, I'm a-mother-fucking 10
You may know what's right for me
But nothing's breaking down this wall
I'm not sure how it's gonna end_ but-I-know-that-right_ now, 
I'm a-mother-fucking 10

Risk, it all, for this moment
I'm in my, secret place>
and no one-can take that from me
I'm 6 feet down, (higher pitch)
There's no other sound inside my head
Except this melancholy song

Chorus:
I don't know when I'll fall again__
but right now, I'm a mother-fucking 10
Even-though-my-life-is-plunging-off-the-deep_ end>
I-know-that-right_ now, I'm a-mother-fucking 10
You may know what's right for me
But nothing's breaking down this wall
I'm not sure how it's gonna end__ but-I-know-that-right_ now, 
I'm a-mother-fucking 10

2 - Mf 10

____I'm okay,
Yes, I'm-okay, I'm getting_ better_ with_ everyday>
What's that you see?  It's really me
I'm happy and in a better place
Don't-worry-now, I'm heading down>
The right path, I won't let you down
I finally found, myself
This promise, I won't break it now

Chorus:
I'm sorry, I lost, control
That's not, the me, you know
It's dragging me, so low
To the bottom, but I can't let go

I cried inside, everyday
I misled you, but my eyes were dry>
I concealed it, but I hated myself
for ever letting it go that far
I'm sorry, and I sing from the heart
This sickness, has torn me apart
I finally found, myself
This promise, I can't break it now

Chorus:
I'm sorry, I lost, control
That's not, the me, you know
It's dragging me, so low
To the bottom, but I can't let go

I lost myself, lost my-self
When I found out, how to numb my pain
I hid from my, guilt inside
When I gave in, to all my demons I hide
I gave up inside, gave up inside>
When-my-WAY-of-life became my own suicide
I finally found, myself
This bottle, I won't drink it now

8 - Bottom

When you feel
Nothing, you don't see the
Consequences
You will do, anything
to break free from these chains

Self-destructive,
Don't give a fuck if
I die tonight

When you make
the worst decisions>
because you're mentally
Checked out
Process of elimination
How to sabotage
Yourself

Self-destructive,
Don't give a fuck if
I die this time, shut my eyes

You__ said_ that_ I'm better than that----
But I__ know_ the_ truth----
yeah, I__ know_ the_ truth (I know the truth)
You know the truth

I'm Self-destructive>
'Cause I'm at my fucking
all time low----

Chorus:
Believe-when-I-say_ that
You're better off
Believing all my
White lies
When__ I say__ I'm alright

Stuck inside this ugly cycle>
To avoid facing my shame
Desperate to escape this feeling
In the end, it's all the same

You__ said_ that_ I'm better than that----
But I__ know_ the_ truth----
yeah, I__ know_ the_ truth (I know the truth)
You know the truth

Chorus:
Believe-when-I-say_ that
You're better off
Believing all my
White lies
When__ I say__ I'm alright

1 - Self Destructive Behavior

13 - Settle

Take, a step, back
Do, you think, they give a shit
Slow down, you have no solutions
To these non-existant problems, you just create them

Our wheels are turning
Emotions burning
Why__ can't__ we-all just__ re__lax

Fine, try to shut it all down
Complain to the world, try to bring them all down with you>
Better slow down, before it's too late
You're moving too fast, gonna crash without the brakes

Our wheels are turning
Emotions burning
Why__ can't__ we-all just__ re__lax
Ambitions growing__
but our anger keeps flowing>
We'll become this villain that will set us back

It never stops (never stops), never stops (never stops)
This craving, to bring everyone down
It never stops (never stops), never stops (never stops)
The hating, it's all around
It's gonna bring, the end of us
If we don't tap the brakes and just, relax
Relax, relax, or we'll crash---

Our wheels are turning
Emotions burning
Why__ can't__ we-all just__ re__lax
Ambitions growing__
but our anger keeps flowing>
We'll become this villain that will set us back

Our wheels are turning
Emotions burning
Why__ can't__ we-all just__ re__lax
Ambitions growing__
but our anger keeps flowing>
We'll become this villain that will set us back

11 - Relax

The day
kiss---es the sky
and light
floods--- my eyes
I can see--- this time
Everything_ will_ be_ just_ fine
__No reasons left to cry
__Everything around me shines
Just look at this place,
Beauty all around me

Chorus:
But as, we grow
we'll sink, below
The sky, will fall
And life, will be no--- more
Evolving to die
Evolving to die
Today, I can't deny
We're evolving to die

Evolution
Evolution
Evolution
This will be our fate

Today
is full of life
such a hopeful sight
Together we thrive
We'll make it through the night
__No reasons left to cry
__Everything around me shines
Just look at this place,
Beauty all around me

Chorus:
But as, we grow
Our hearts will slow
Our eyes will close
And life, will be no--- more
Evolving to die
Evolving to die
Today, I can't deny
We're evolving to die

14 - Evolution (music By ChillinBuzz)

I've got a secret that nobody knows
I become a different man when the moon glows
I'm as real as I'll be when I'm alone
Because deep down I hate everyone
__deep down I hate everyone
Because deep down I hate everyone
__deep down I hate everyone
A vessel of detest is what I've become

I promise you now
If they knew all my secrets
I would be crucified
and left to die
I promise you now
If they knew all my secrets
I would be shot
Out of sight

I've got a secret that nobody knows
Deep inside, I want to feel no more
I just want to be, a fucking corpse
Because I hate myself, and everyone
__deep down I hate everyone
Because deep down I hate everyone
__deep down I hate everyone
A vessel of detest is what I've become

I promise you now
If they knew all my secrets
I would be crucified
and left to die
I promise you now
If they knew all my secrets
I would be shot
Out of sight

I promise you now
If they knew all my secrets
I would be crucified
and left to die
I promise you now
If they knew all my secrets
I would be shot
In the night

18 - Secret

__You never know>
What a person is going through, deep inside---and
__You never know>
the true pain inside their head, until they die on you---
__You never know, you never know> (higher pitch)
just why they're terrified---
Of life, 
And you'll never know, until it's too late,
They take their own damn life

All alone, all alone
They didn't deserve to feel this way
This goes to show we're the only ones
Who can save ourselves

I never guessed, those lyrics,
That Malcom wrote were true
I never knew, those feelings,
That Chester expressed were real
I never guessed that robin's smile
was so fake, behind his mask he was dying
And lying for so long,
Will make you wish to be gone

All alone, all alone
They didn't deserve to feel this way
This goes to show we're the only ones
Who can save ourselves

I didn't know, when I told her
about my demons inside
She was secretly contemplating
Her own suicide
I didn't know when she asked for anybody
To tell her something nice
She was asking, for a reason, to just
Remain alive

All alone, all alone
They didn't deserve to feel this way
This goes to show we're the only ones
Who can save ourselves

All alone, all alone
They didn't deserve to feel this way
This goes to show we're the only ones
Who can save ourselves

15 - All Alone

The moment you hit bottom is the moment you find a reason to live.

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