Turn the lights down it will expose my soul
Write my last will down in a paper fold
Idk how the loves getting kinda old
I couldnt tell u if i was meant for something more
Lay me down with silence ill be content
I dont ever win but i always attempt
Jotting this mantra like im tryna repent
I get to drunk think im maken me sick

Fake love they only show me fake love
I dont make no since it’s probably from the paint bruh
Spirits from my body with such a faint touch
Talk it like i own it but i really aint much

Mind outta body cause i smoked to much
Always gotta feel high i dont even take non
That of a lynel my strength is the greatest 
Let loose of this faith and now im feelin faded
I line up my show while these bitches waitin
Flew myself out when them seats weren't taken
Needed my health despite my whealth 
I coped me a bape and i did it myself
Even in these new clothes nothing was felt
I dont need double gs under my belt
Who really said that i needed this anyways 
U keep the luxury ill stick to minute maid

Turn the lights down it will expose my soul
Write my last will down in a paper fold
Idk how the loves getting kinda old
I couldnt tell u if i was meant for something more
Lay me down with silence ill be content
I dont ever win but i always attempt
Jotting this mantra like im tryna repent
I get to drunk think im maken me sick

Reconstructed Auras

Reconstructed Auras (prod.Sorrow Bringer)

Confusion (Prod.Skellington)

I dont open up but i decided to try again
Savor all these moments before u lose ur friends
Seems like forever but its lonely in the end
Tears on ur heart and i can see the stitched sins
Fuck this matter i owe so much debt into ur hands
Frost bite seeps into my mask as i defend
My feet stay planted when im faced against this wind
Stay strong even when u dont ever seem to win

Take my time
Ill be back before the morning 
See the signs
I couldnt pretend that i was important 

Couldnt save myself this body i dont own
In the forest of the vigilantes my soul is stoned
I need potions i need drank to break this cobbled throne
I look for the sun but i found warmth into the snow

Please let me burden u some more
Breath my chest is blistering with sores
Freeze im my place i couldnt take no more
Ease my mind until im on the floor

incisions (prod.apt102)

a moment 4 u (prod.dead spyro)

mortal values (prod.ross gossage)

7:30 am and i know u wont be up until noon
were awake in our best stats when this coffees brewed
behind the stars there are scars and thats the magic in u
1 car broken down but im stayin in tune
when it gets cold and the storm starts comin threw
im glad i have u with me in this 2 bedroom
i know im the best that i can be right now
in due time cause life is in debt to me by now

oh
i appreciate ur honesty tho i dont give back
ive been more of a burrden then u need
oh
u aint gotta go home i promise ur safe
i aint ever down bad im quick i use haste
but when i get drunk i land on my face
tell me im just like him in everysingle way

everything i do i would do it all again
i like the pressure caused its better in the end
stitches on my heart but i loosend up the thread
im always glad that i got 3 to call my friends
they aint 2 faced
when i cop the off white shoe lace
i make sure my whole family set
it aint gotta be blood just authenticity
when i throw up put the beer right into me
show enough love
got the whole club
fallen in love
but im fucked up
 paint a throw up
for u to see
Baby dont  hold back
I aint got a record but i know it wont last
Ill be honest i got problems lookin over the past
Its not ur fault i always come last

a past represented in my own way (prod.onirac)

Hold up let me check my phone
Safety mechanism now i hide and go prone
Drunk as fuck my excuse why i didnt go
Truthfully im scared of the show

To much pressure i couldnt handle that
Throwin up and i didnt even make it to the back
My hands start tightening up and shaken real bad
Lookin at these words like anyone couls of wrote that

I aint nothin special i just tried to be someone
When i started out it was nothin but love
Now i see a shot im tired if bein broke as fuck
Baby wait a little longer i promise that ill be someone
Fuck the fear im tryna make it the top
I heard that its lonley but so it is here
Everything they want know i want that to
Keep my heart cold but this gucci keep me warm
Cold picnic between my air force 1s and the rug
Palm angels on my chest i said i want it all
Keep the stress to a minimum cause its blocken off
My words go silent when im uncomfortable 

Everynight tuned into this shit but what do i have to show
Just a tracklist of all my failures in the past
Changin now that ive found people that care
And for all of u now im thankful ur here

Hold up let me check my phone
Safety mechanism now i hide and go prone
Drunk as fuck my excuse why i didnt go
Truthfully im scared of the show

mold (prod.onirac)

Stay strong cause time only takes away
Look onto my palms and im shakin and afraid
Drink strong cause our bodys are here to decay
Appreciate the value before it all fades away

I went from oxycotton
To buyin size 2 socks with the cotton 
No need for suboxin 
But i dont undermind the ones that need it often
U take advantage of your options 
U take the one that keeps u locked in
I found the one that held me down
And ill be god damned if i let that turn around
Foreign now
Put the down payment on a claire now
I dont ever get mad gotta air it out
Lifes to short for mood swing

I control my emotions with these potions
Feel distortion 
No remoyrsement
Its just portions
But you force it
Its not genuine
But i still let u in

Oh hate me
Oh break me
Oh save me
Oh take me

Stay strong cause time only takes away
Look onto my palms and im shakin and afraid
Drink strong cause our bodys are here to decay
Appreciate the value before it all fades away

I couldnt think
I was all alone
Curshin pills 
Straight to the doMe
Pain in the home 
I wont come back ive been better on my own
Drunk now with some bape on my clothes
Did i even i reslly change i do not know
Shots of patron straight to the doMe
Fucked up face i couldve sworn
That i always made place for my thron
But its liquor bottles that call me home

whos whos (prod.onirac)

ughhhh (prod.onirac)

Cut the life line baby its the night time
We all die in the sense that time flys
In this hive mine
Lie in the grown its feelin like cardiac
Signals inside its a panic attack
Loosen my breath tightness inside if my chest
I cant breath
Im at deaths door

Im pipen her down i remind of her of mario
Poppin these pills like they is my cardio
Taken this damage i hit like lucario
Ask me to stay ill see how tomorrow go
Weight on my back and transform like artio
Playin my tracks and they pump up the audio
Onirac pumped up the bass for the raido 
I Fall on my face and im back up like pacquiao

I see blue moons reflectin off the ground
Messages from the void start speakin out loud
Fucked up
Faces pop up in my mind
Take this torture away
From my side

Could u ever love me now
I see shadows crawlin on the wall
U ask why i don’t answer ur call
I promise im not far
Im just lost inside this room without you
I need drugs to cope without you

DAMAGE! (prod.onirac)

the underground (prod.onirac)

Song Title That Idk (Prod.deadyami)

Burdens drive me crazy my bodys shaking
Confusin rains me to my grave in every way
I play these games like cut throat
A tight rope i walk in this cyclone
Mind froze heavy breathen i might go
Need to catch my breath its stress i pray my mind to lay to rest
Stand away from me like 20 ft
Your presence is hindering my ability to breath
I feel like i did an 8 ball but im crashin down before im even high
I might die but im thankful that im alive
My stomChs churnin bein sober and this is what it got me
Heavy hearts and heavy pressure can u still love me
Im scared that my lungs will collapse 
Its ok if i relapse because that why they made rehab
Fused together ssris but my eyes still blink to demons in disguise 
Its alright I believe 
That maybe one day god will save me
Ive done my best but it ain’t enough 
Im needin hands from higher entities above
Count the clocks i watch as time goes
Who knows where we go when the lights go out and the rooms turn so cold
Open my third eye and let me watch reels of how i used to feel 3 years ago
I was so comfortable in that room
I was always laughing in that room
I was never stressed in that room
Why does growin up gotta take away our youth
hold me on the ground i cant laugh
darkness in the corner thats alright
because u were always by my side

Shookin Personas (Prod.Sorrow Bringer)

Iron Giant

iron giant (Prod Onirac)

To Much High Definition (Prod.Onirac)

Orange Peels

Orange Peels (Prod Ross Gossage)

7 Years later (Prod Deadspyro)

intro

Intro (Prod Heartbrkn)

Growing Up

Where Did The Time Go? (Prod. Elzio)

Thankful (Prod Jpbeatz)

Secluded is Fine (Prod Sorrowbringer)

Outtamind (Prod Malloy)

Lets Reconsider (Prod Vinogradov)

Dont Feel So Bad (Prod Riddiman)

Because all the loses in hip-hop this year I felt this song was very necessary, with the recent loss of Mac Miller I'm releasing this song from my EP early. please enjoy and love yourself and get help if you need it. Much Love! If you ever need someone I am always here for yall and will always have an open ear for you!

Astral Head Space

Ghost

Buy/Stream

Ghost (Prod.Ocean)(R.I.P. Mac Miller)

Lyrics:

Asking god why me
lord please
Got me on my knees
Devil only thing that talk to me


Loosin custody battle because you a man
Movin on to the next plan
Life ain’t easy no playin in the sand
I do what I do because who I am
I ain’t a fan
No cryin cause you a man
That’s the Moral ambient
Shoulda ended it in the back of the ambulance 
Stuck in infinite loop
They love infinity
Really this shit is killin me
Are you feelin me
Put in the pain
Blow out the back of my brain
They say I’m insane
Fuckin and runnin around with my name
Shit is the same
Trust nobody or get left in the rain
Love is the same 
I put that on god I ain’t trust a bitch with my name
Have to record every conversation 
To keep me away from accusations 
Thinkin that they hard
They can’t finish there part
Smokin a dart
Shot to the heart
They see the blood as the art
Can’t even run from the start
Money talking louder then the devil
Put my foot on the petal
Ain’t about to slow down
Dare you hold me down
Imma take my light now
Ain’t about to slow down
While I’m gone hold it down
Promise I’ll be back around

They say mimic ain’t shit
He ain’t gonna make it
Pain in the heart he gotta be faken
But how can you fake the vision
Of a hammer slammin his rib cage
All for an ounce
I’m ready to bounce 
Fuckin these bitches I’m Robbin the house
You ain’t gonna take shit from me
Unless you gonna handle the licks from me
Little boy got taken advantage
He ain’t taken the damage
He buying the mansion
He ain’t gonna vanish
 No
Buildin the rage
Quiet initiation growin with age
Set up my stage
I’ll linger on like a plague
You won’t get rid of me
Even from an overdose of ketamine
I see it as the better me
Now with fear in my heart
I’m stuck in the dark
Stitches are rippin apart
But I stay smart
Ain’t about to slow down
Dare you hold me down
Imma take my light now
Ain’t about to slow down
While I’m gone hold it down
Promise I’ll be back around

Why Me

Spotify, Itunes, etc.

Why Me (Prod. KingWill)

Sometimes we just gotta be honest with ourselves and others, make your flaws into something.

Flawless

Spotify, itunes, etc

Flawless (Prod. Ill Will)

quiet... (riddiman)

idk about the love for you

Free Download

idk about the love for you (prod.lxve)

Taken my pills and im goin to sleep
Gotten this feelin that i wont wake up
Ive been feelin low
I just wanna home now

When the night is over you know
I need a place that i can go
So i can clear my mind of the thoughts that bring me down

Ive been walkin in circles now
I cant seem to get off this mount
And its breakin down on me i dont think i can use my legs no more

Im all that i got
But im always lost
I cant put together this puzzle and its my cost

Hold my hand and take me somewhere
Ive been bare in the cold
Contemplatin my own soul
When will my story unfold

All alone and im used to it
No one hears me when im screamin
Out for help
Im my self
Thats all i need

Im goin all away from you
Hidin out the sight of others
Fallen off an image that they had of me
And i dont want it

Walk

Walk(prod.Caps Ctrl X Mishaal)

All these memories but not a single goodbye
Now im wanderin why your never by my side
Tryna get back all my wasted time
Ill be alright if you say your mine

How we just stop talkin after 4 years
Thought the future for us was clear
How id pick the flowers for your ears
How youd smile when i wiped you tears away
Baby i can i make it threw the day
Ill be on my way
lookin so lame
Thought you were here to stay
But your gone and thats ok

All these memories but not a single goodbye
Now im wanderin why your never by my side
Tryna get back all my wasted time
Ill be alright if you say your mine

Now i sit and make music to cry to
Wonder if your comin back what am i to you
All the stars seem to align just for you
Put me down so much imma get threw

Ive been lost wonderin if youve been found
Take my call when i pick up for you
Sing my songs just like you used to

All these memories but not a single goodbye
Now im wanderin why your never by my side
Tryna get back all my wasted time
Ill be alright if you say your mine

Never Got To Say Goodbye

Never Got To Say Goodbye (Prod.Rinne)

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

Ac out
Fucken on a bitch the oven baken now
Breaken out but my brain be brakin down
ten toe down but brain be spinning around
Depressed as fuck but rockin bathing ape
Suicidal guns inside my safe
Big money rack come protect my lane

You aint welcome inside of my room
Demon guards my body likes doom
Always look in their eyes when speak now
No long hiding under my sheets now

Translucent eyes
Dmt in inside my spine
Oh how she ways my mind inside of lies
Im disconnected from my body think i touched the sky
Acid lines
Cha cha ching registrar she broke it
Grab my money ill change my focus
Gettin i high im goin locust
Im Markins on the wall black lotus


High as the sky im feelin alright
An hour late sick as fuck
Imma test my luck
I aint one for repin for my city up
Stay inside Till overtime
I put my faith in overdrive
Say you wanna come inside
Cause i make you feel alive

Ancient Slime

ancient slime (prod.utrab)

Intellect (prod.Zane98)

I gotta go i cant do this
Need to be alone so I can think
Bleedin from my nose let it drip in the sink
Need a place to go for the night at least
I gotta go i cant do this
Need to be alone so I can think
Bleedin from my nose let it drip in the sink
Need a place to go for the night at least

It would be a lie if i said i was doin fine
Gettin high kill the time
I got to much on my damn mind

You and i
Spend this time together just you and i
FortifyThis shattered path that would pave our way to demise

Free time
I aint got no g damn free time
For you to be mine
Baby learn to read signs

I got hate inside my heart that i aint got the patience for
Say your better then me so whats all that makeup for


I gotta go i cant do this
Need to be alone so I can think
Bleedin from my nose let it drip in the sink
Need a place to go for the night at least
I gotta go i cant do this
Need to be alone so I can think
Bleedin from my nose let it drip in the sink
Need a place to go for the night at least

always tired (prod.valious x malloy)

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attach.jpg (ross gossage)

seasons in the snow (prod.Apt.102)

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