my first mix is dedicated to my first love, and how i'm healing from it  

this mix weaves songs / soundclips that tell a story of codependency, heartache, acceptance and release.

tape coming soon

for my first love, who unfortunately wasn't me

losing someone feels like a betrayal, but to let them go is to practice the beauty of forgiveness. i am grateful for all the times that love, a force so strong and so pure, has emanated from my heart. i am grateful for our little life together, even when it's over

❀ tracklist ❀

nina simone — falling in love again 
amy turk — fairy fountain theme on harp from zelda (koji kondo cover) 
645AR ft. fka twigs —sum bout you (+reverrrrb!!!!)
erika da casier — intimate (dj sports club mix) 
charli xcx -- party 4 u 
brandy — brokenhearted
nature and bird sounds from youtube
mimi zhu — session 32 (summer walker cover) 
(sandy) alex g — waiting for you 
brenda lee — break it to me gently
papa bear and his cubs — sweetest thing on this side of heaven
oneohtrix point never — chrome country
cocteau twins — cherry colored funk (otherness version)
beach house — saltwater 
arcade fire -- dimensions (her ost)
beverly glenn copeland — sunset village 
avatar’s love (kalimba cover by kalimba academy) 
supreme jubilees — it’ll all be over 
chassol — birds pt. i 
vegyn — it’s nice to be alive 
顧媚 (gu mei) — 不了情 (never ending love) 
ravel — miroirs iii. une barque sur l’ocean
ps22 chorus — all is full of love (bjork cover)

cover image: still from fallen angels (1995) by wong kar wai

mimi zhu

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