Hate Me

hate me

hate me (feat. blackwinterwells)

analog

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh, you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Come on, cry
You said everything was fine
Thought you weren't the type to lie
Touched your frozen skin like ice

I said I was ride or die
You said I'll be by your side
Something wasn't feeling right

If I could go back in time
Before we met on that night
Would i make everything right?

Or let it all fade away
Like the marks on your chest
Something left to hide

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight i'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh, you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

In the hospital
Fuck it, I've already been this sick before
Saliva sour and my body cold
Counting tiles all on the marble floors

And now they got me on the Valium
I'm looking forward to the emptiness
I've been drifting carefully, dazy
I won't stop betraying myself

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Everything's been getting crazy lately
(Stress too much 'bout things out of my control)
Have I been dreaming about you? Maybe
(Nightmares cloud my nights behind closed doors)

Everything's been getting crazy lately
Stress too much 'bout things out of my control
Have I been dreaming about you? Maybe
Nightmares cloud my nights behind closed doors

Wait, where you been lately?
I don't know, autopilot quick saving
I say fuck you pay me
I got coke in my nose like the eighties

She gon' fall in love while they hating
Fuck her good, hit me up and she waiting
Did so many drugs vision phasing
I've been burning through my nostrils laugh it off

Like nitrous oxide
Pass out heartbeat idle
I tried to sober up
Why can't I?

I'd cry but I can't
I've been feeling less
As every day passes me

I've been living passively
Fuck the pain
I know that i don't deserve to bleed

Wait, wait, wait
Can't even remember what you look like
Wait, wait, wait
Making out your name in the stars' lights

Break, break, break
Pulling at the seams now I'm skin-tight
Break, break, break
I've been losing weight I'm a low life

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight i'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
Oh you like me too?
I like you too

like you used to

feat @drrux
prod me
Oatmilk:
Id give up touch for uuu baby
id give up touch for u baby
id give up the drugs for u baby
i give all my love to u baby

Take my hand
baby do you believe in romance
and i thought i had one chance
but ur still here
so baby take my hand and lets dance
romance
do uuu believe in romance

Drux:
Id give up touch for uu baby
id give up touch for u
baby do you believe in romance
id give up anything for u
why cant uu see me
take me as u please

Oatmilk:
Id give up touch for uuu baby
id give up touch for u baby
pretty princess 
getting lipstick all over my chest
cute dress
ur the best
better on the floor
ur the cutest
i want
i want romance
romance
baby take of those pants
romance

Drux:
U look amazing
please come back to my bed
can't forget ever
been so strange
ever since uuu left
i swear i try my best
take another sip 
it never goes away

oat&drux:
id give up touch for uu baby 😳♩  ʰ𝔢𝔼𝕐𝐘  ඏ😎

Gιʋҽ Uρ Tσυƈԋ ++ɖʀʊӼ  prod. Oαƚɱιʅƙ&ƈσԃҽιɳҽ

Every time you come around
You drain the colour from my life
I don't want to know you different
Plus i know you love to fight

Every time i'm fucked up
You know that i'm chasing heaven's light
I swear everything is fine
I swear everything is fine

And i know that you're a sickness
You're the poison on my knife
Give the blade i'll push it deeper
Treat me wrong i'll make things right

And i know my friends are worried
Because i will never cry
I swallow all these lies
I swallow all these lies

And i
And i
And i
Crush another pill

Oh my god
Break my heart
You're not real

I know it's wrong
But i do it for the thrill
I know it's wrong
But i do it for the thrill

And she want me i don't blame her
Smoke on foreign pack i'm puffing like i'm kramer
They think i'm lame? well that's a shame i think they lame-r
MOAB on your location like a gamer, see you later

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

Man i'm so tired
Of this life
Whose blood on my knife?

Okay
Move your body right
Give me all your time

So tell me
Can i make you mine?
I'm not the type to lie

I see through
Your distant eyes
Can you see through mine?

Man i'm so tired
Of this life
Whose blood on my knife?

Okay
Move your body right
Give me all your time

So tell me can i make you mine
Mine mine mine mine
Mine mine mine mine
Mine mine mine mine

I see through your distant eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes

So tell me can i make you mine
Mine mine mine mine
Mine mine mine mine
Mine mine mine mine

I see through your distant eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes

Two swords armed for battle
Wallet fatter
Pull up i don't feel alright

Got something
In my mind
That you can cauterize

Blood drip on the powder
Oh my bad i
Thought you wouldn't realise

Crossing out
Your circle
I'm not one to socialise

Promise no more games
I keep winning
Perfect k/d/a
But i'm not finished

Oh, you don't want play
Who are you kidding?
First off
Let me show you how i did it

And she want me i don't blame her
Smoke on foreign pack i'm puffing like i'm kramer
They think i'm lame? well that's a shame i think they lame-r
MOAB on your location like a gamer, see you later

Upgang 20/20 vision
Got the bands on lock
We mean no funny business

CEO on call
When i talk
They all listen

Twilight timepiece
Feel like Edward
Way it shimmer

(Team Edward)

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

Man i'm so tired
Of this life
Whose blood on my knife?

Okay
Move your body right
Give me all your time

So tell me
Can i make you mine?
I'm not the type to lie

I see through
Your distant eyes
Can you see through mine?

Man i'm so tired
Of this life
Whose blood on my knife?

Okay
Move your body right
Give me all your time

So tell me can i make you mine
Mine mine mine mine
Mine mine mine mine
Mine mine mine mine

I see through your distant eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes

So tell me can i make you mine
Mine mine mine mine
Mine mine mine mine
Mine mine mine mine

I see through your distant eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes
Eyes eyes eyes eyes

make you mine

and i'm a cunt, yeah i despise you
got so many drugs in my system, that's how i do
i kept on going up, popped some more because i like to
i bleed out on the floor december long with or without you

okay, now shut up
hold your breath 'til you turn blue
fuck up every little thing
you'll do what i do

i saw death
in the room
all around you
and every time i do a line

i'm begging for another heart attack
and every time you kiss me i pray to god you love me less
and every time i fall asleep i hope i wake up dead
and every time i bleed i hope it empties out my chest

give me pain
it's all i know
you fuck me up
and i endorse it

i swallow up
these cures
and i treat my mind
like it's poison

i needed you
six months ago
six months too long
that's what caused it

and every second
drags for too long
my heart's gone
now i've lost it

give me pain
it's all i know
you fuck me up
and i endorse it

i swallow up
these cures
and i treat my mind
like it's poison

i needed you
six months ago
six months too long
that's what caused it

and every second
drags for too long
my heart's gone
now i've lost it

kill the lights turn the beat up
do you feel it?
just took 20mg
but i don't feel it

you won't believe me
'til i do it
go find me a body bag
and put me in it

alprazolam
safe haven
i just want to empty my head
oh, you don't get it

got brain fog
need sedation
you won't ever listen to me
who am i kidding?

give me pain
it's all i know
you fuck me up
and i endorse it

i swallow up
these cures
and i treat my mind
like it's poison

i needed you
six months ago
six months too long
that's what caused it

and every second
drags for too long
my heart's gone
now i've lost it

give me pain
it's all i know
you fuck me up
and i endorse it

i swallow up
these cures
and i treat my mind
like it's poison

i needed you
six months ago
six months too long
that's what caused it

and every second
drags for too long
my heart's gone
now i've lost it

december

december (ㆆ_ㆆ)

i don't get it
what are they saying?
'bout to pass out
think i got too faded

you don't know me
baby, i'm a stranger
i'll fall apart in your arms
i'm decaying

i fucking hate you
soon as i'm sober
don't come around, won't play it out
game over

it's been downhill
ever since october
i'll take these pills to drown it out
game over

i don't care oh i swear
didn't want to feel a thing but i felt it everywhere
and everytime i'm cut deep
i hope i bleed out on the dirt

never thought it would get this tough
guess i got what i deserved
i take these pills to shut me up
swallowed whole by the earth

i don't care oh i swear
didn't want to feel a thing but i felt it everywhere
and everytime i'm cut deep
i hope i bleed out on the dirt

never thought it would get this tough
guess i got what i deserved
i take these pills to shut me up
swallowed whole by the earth

i don't care oh i swear
didn't want to feel a thing but i felt it everywhere
and everytime i'm cut deep
i hope i bleed out on the dirt

never thought it would get this tough
guess i got what i deserved
i take these pills to shut me up
swallowed whole by the earth

i don't care oh i swear
didn't want to feel a thing but i felt it everywhere
and everytime i'm cut deep
i hope i bleed out on the dirt

never thought it would get this tough
guess i got what i deserved
i take these pills to shut me up
swallowed whole by the earth

cutdeep

cut deep ಥ_ಥ

produced by @harvest + thom
artwork by @pinupgir1

ion even know whats happening
or why it happened to us
tell me where the money is
i will give u some just trust
me im down
my mind spins round
catch me right now
im falling right down

its the way that we talk
it distracts me a lot
and im feeling so empty
i think i might rot
yea my money its plenty
im counting it up
yeah these digits are hitting 401

and i'm throwing my head against the wall
i don't care bout the pain, not at all
memories yeah they take up the hall
when i die please catch me when i fall

please talk to me
let me be free
then you might see
tables turning

i gotta say it's concerning
the way at you look at me
don't feel deserving

in the whip doing 180 swerving
and my brain is so sore yeah its hurting
i keep an iron, its .925 sterling
everything that you say i'm discerning
yeah you don't know my name, that's the worst thing
wrote your name on a list that i'm burning

its the way that we talk
it distracts me a lot
and im feeling so empty
i think i might rot
yea my money its plenty
im counting it up
yeah these digits are hitting 401

talk ft. harvest (prod. harvest + thom)

PROD. @1ggbrl
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