some samples and breaks
samples used
sky wilkuh - cheaporn
do as infinity - raven
naked city - Shangkuan Ling-Feng

Spiral'ing into

hate me

analog

diazepam

diazepam (feat. maki adams & zaya)

smoke

stars

stars (feat. zaya)

prod by @user-350290790

They ask how u doin yeah, how does it sound
I’m just tryna get lost, and not be found
I’ll tell you the truth, you can doubt cause you’re allowed
Close my eyes. Escape in sound

But then I see you, (yeah) but is it true?
I wish that it was but these hallucinations aren’t new

You see, not what you believe
Try see through it all, Prayin on my kneez
Walk through with ease
DG on my jeans

I’ll see you in my dreams, where do you wanna meet
Give you everything you need, who knew it’d be this easy
remember that day on the beach … So beautiful so breezy

Life blurs by, dip my toes into the sand look up in the sky
Escape to my hideaway, come and fly away with me
Darkness reigns over, had to switch it up with all white (in all white)
Why tf am I surrounded by some clouds, yeah i know why (WHY!)

(I know why)
Because I’m not here now, I died at least you know I tried
Push on more regardless, swear I have what it takes
You think you can change overnight I’m sorry its too late (Late)
They hate. Because they can’t relate
Its written in my DNA forever to be based
This ain’t the time, the place, please don’t ask me how I’m doin

They ask how u doin yeah, how does it sound
I’m just tryna get lost, and not be found
I’ll tell you the truth, you can doubt cause you’re allowed
Close my eyes. Escape in sound
But then I see you, (yeah) but is it true?
I wish that it was but these hallucinations aren’t new

You see, not what you believe
Try see through it all, Prayin on my kneez

They ask how u doin yeah, how does it sound
I’m just tryna get lost, and not be found
(True x3) you can doubt cause you’re allowed
Close my eyes. Escape in sound

But is it true?
These hallucinations aren’t new

Try see through it all, Prayin on my kneez

prayin on my kneez [nihil空]

first half prod. https://soundcloud.com/2hollis
second half prod. 17psyche

Trataka

Trataka (prod. w/ 2hollis)

ft @4ng311 
loving it is so hard
every time I try it pulls me apart 
voices whispering , don’t talk to me
the light doesn’t reach too far
heart is racing, can’t get myself out 
Jus tell me you’ll help now 
everything is falling down 
on us , and I can’t be trusted
all they do is talk but they don’t mean shit

I’ve waited for so long 
But the static won’t disappear
Running out of time
How did we end up here
Isn’t this everything I asked for
Im losing myself
But I keep wanting more
So addicting
I cant get enough of it
But its all in my head 
Breathe me
Don’t wanna lose this feeling
But I can’t stop spinning

 so addicted, laying here in my bed 
suffocating and I can’t get out my head
the locks too big
(loving it is so hard)
we jus won’t fit
everytime I try it pulls me apart
& I fall to the floor
make me want it more
you’re not new I’ve seen it all before

jus tell me you’ll help me
u could free me . .




[guitar by unlucky drums by me]

free me w/ kiyana(unlucky,me)

ROLLITUP prod I_Hear_Static x Ven

i don't wanna feel this anymore
now i'm walking through the forest
i think the pills are working
did i overdose it?
oh, they won't notice
i don't need anything
scrape my memories
i dont want them
i love swallowing
benzodiazepines
stop my beartbeat
stop my heartbeat
been ill for a while
always feel death surrounding
something keeps weighing me down
something here leaves me drowning
and i don't think i care at all
think i'm better off feeling nothing
and i don't think i care at all
think i'm better off feeling nothing
didn't want to be like this
i swear i tried enough
didn't want to feel this bad
but everything just falls apart
didn't want to be like this
i swear i tried enough
didn't want to feel this bad
but everything just falls apart
blood drip stains on the pavement
200 miligrams i'm faded
no i don't want to be saved and
i don't want to fucking care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all
i don't wanna care at all

overdose

art by instagram.com/fidget_53
idk where to start
time it stops then it starts
then it stops again
window pane smashed into shards
glass reflects on your heart
when youre close then youre far
then it stops again
i could try to ignore it
the inner conflict
to produce synthesis
i could write down a list
of all the things i miss
to visualise it within the intricate
of all the fleeting gestures
of all the false dreams

the lines carved in the dirt from above
the scriptures engraved from the start
love that i crave amounts to none
none
and i run
like a gun thats held to my head
im holding on to hope
these thoughts wont manifest
driven by ego
and i always end with less
love that i crave amounts to none
none
and i run
like a gun thats held to my head

stars (feat. zaya)

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