i'm back from the shadows and needed to drop this on here. it's been awhile since i released anything and something was begging me to sing my soul into this. hope u enjoy, love u all forever n always xoxo
(this is a demo until i get my actual set up, tanks for understanding sorry for the feedback n static) but here have a snack while u wait for my totally super kick ass album/project/thing <3

DA LYRICS:
i follow my intuition
it’s brought me to where i stand
you taste like every love song
in my mind, i see us dancing again

i work my 9-5
fast on 26 and then i’m home for the night
exhale all the pain from yesterday
and now i’m sane enough to say that things don’t feel the same

it’s abundant in the smoke
you swept me off my feet and kicked down the door
saved me from my mess, made me rich, now i’m broke
spent every penny 
wishing you were with me
before the god damn doors closed

locked up in the barn it’s getting dark you’re headed home
i’m sleeping on the floor with the hound who sings my song
muffling the static and we’re howling at the moon
waiting on the someday you start humming the same tune

but for now we’ll just sit down and pretend that we’re both dead
pretend we’re not in love and that we hope for the best
when really it’s so easy to be brave and speak your mind instead

i’ll move a little faster
in the name of this disaster
beat the storm before it tears the roof apart
ill scream your name into the wind as the world rebegins
hold your moon in the palm of my hands

hand it over in the smoke
you swept me off my feet and kicked down the door
saved me from my mess, made me rich, now i’m broke
spent every penny 
wishing you were with me
before the god damn doors closed

i don’t chase, i attract
ill try not to get too attached, to u
what belongs to me will come to me
i know that thats a fact
i’ll save my tears for winter and release me of my past

life moves on
so i’ll move along
i’ll move a little faster

no need to rush
i love too much
to feel your touch
slowly in the smoke

before the doors closed

ORIGINALLY WRITTEN BY JULIA JACKLIN
a cover of one of my favorite Julia Jacklin songs.
apologies for the low quality production/quietness, I'm practicing with my new mic! 

I'm still working on my independent project, I promise. the last couple years since the release of Princess Star have given me so many lessons and memories to work with. I am so grateful for the patience you all have with me on this soul-searching journey and I just know that this newest project will capture the pieces of me that I've been scared to share. so much love, I hope you enjoy this cover. It's from Julia Jacklin's album Crushing, which is in my top 10 greatest albums of all time. love you all immensely <3 go give her a listen after this!!!

pressure to party by julia jacklin (cover)

uploading this song i wrote today (7/25/23) took me 2 hours, haven’t made anything in a long time… cheers to releasing something even though it’s in a raw state (it’s suupperrr quiet pls forgive me), thank you for listening <3 stay tuned hehe

ooo ahh
ooo ahh
only the old me would understand the feeling
of knots inside my tummy

you’re so brave
you’re something great
but you’re too scared to change
and i don’t blame you…

and instead of waiting
for the right moment
just dive right in
over and over and over and over again…

trial n error

the love bug bit me- came home from work just beaming. my heart has been aching for creating music and there's nothing more inspiring than being in love again. happy valentines day to my sweetie, Jaymes. enjoy this corny lil silly lil tune i made in 6 hours. muah muah xoxo (btw if ur wondering... the cover is a heavily edited photo of a heart rock i found in Scotland :)

lyrics:
a mold of you in a dream of mine
a love of dreams has come to life
and here we are rotating on a rock

so impolite of me to take so long
to hold your gaze, know your name
i mouth the words i long to say (to you)

and i can say
that i have changed
you came to me like a rainy day
washed me clean of all my yesterdays

and it’s too bad that it’s taken me so damn long to hold your hand,  my pinky drapes on yours with relief

you are my valentine
for as long as you decide
for my love i dedicate this song to you

pretty bird taking flight
in the warmth of july
paint the sky with the hues of your wings

a mold of you in a dream of mine
a love of dreams has come to life
and here we are rotating on a rock

in a world where stories end
im folding cranes in your hands
if i could i would gift you heaven

and i can say
that i have changed
you came to me like a rainy day
and washed me clean of all my yesterdays

and it’s too bad that it’s taken me so damn long to hold your hand, my pinky drapes  on yours with relief

you are my valentine
for as long as you decide
for my love i dedicate this song to you]\

pretty bird taking flight
in the warmth of july
paint the sky with the hues of your wings

(noises of the park and a bit from an interview i liked)

222 MY VALENTINE

this is an original track I wrote, sung, and played on the ukulele. very proud of it and took multiple takes so I hope you enjoy it :)

LYRICS:

I'm not a toy
don't wanna be played with
not a game, such a shame to turn away

but you're black
I'm white
these chemicals don't mix right
I'm vinegar
you're water
but these feeling don't seem to matter

you're high
I'm low
I'm yes
you're no
none of this makes sense
but we're in this till the end

lost in confusion
just an illusion
barely completion
just in love with you

solving this puzzle
such a big hassle
stuck in this maze
such a long chase

you're just so great
how could anyone replace you
I'm baffled by the fact that I love you

but you're black
I'm white
these chemicals don't mix right
I'm vinegar
you're water
but these feeling don't seem to matter

you're high
I'm low
I'm yes
you're no
none of this makes sense
but we're in this till the end

lost in confusion
just an illusion
barely completion
just in love with you

solving this puzzle
such a big hassle
stuck in this maze
such a long chase

Chemicals

I wrote this song with the help of my cousin, Lily. Title speaks for itself :)hope you enjoy!

LYRICS:

(verse 1)
picture this
we were just kids
holdin' hands and
lockin' our lips

(verse 2)
you and me
we were so young
in the summer
sittin' in the sun

(pre-chorus)
oh I
I'll never get sick of you
pullin' my hair
memories to share
hoppin' over squares

yes you
mean the whole world to me
with music to play
laughin' all day
spending time with you

(chorus)
this young love
this young love

(verse 3)
in the park
going down slides
watching clouds
as they pass by

(verse 4)
we were the bestest of friends
till we drifted apart
but I know in my heart
we were one

(pre-chorus)
oh I
I'll never get sick of you
pullin' my hair
memories to share
hoppin' over squares

yes you
mean the whole world to me
with music to play
laughin' all day
spending time with you

(chorus)
this young love
this young love

Young Love

This song is inspired by a boy in my life that means the whole world to me, hope you enjoy :)

LYRICS:

what would you do if I said goodbye?
just picked up and left, start another life?
but how could I be so blind
when everything I've ever wanted, would be left behind

I travel on these roads
they take me to nowhere
and somehow I found you
so they lead me somewhere

where you are is my home
and where you're not, is when I'm lost

my mind is like traffic
but my heart is a garden
your love is my sprout
and it keeps on growin

and this flower blooms
grows near the sidewalk guides me to you

I travel on these roads
they take me to nowhere
and somehow I found you
so they lead me somewhere

where you are is my home
and where you're not, is when I'm lost

I travel on these roads
they take me to nowhere
and somehow I found you
so they lead me somewhere

where you are is my home
and where you're not, is when I'm lost

Roads

one gal walks into a cafe, headphones are best <3 enjoy

LYRICS:

lady walks in so subtle
red buttons on her silly sweater
drenched from the rain w/ her broken umbrella
asks if you have a minute

she says, "today's not my day, not my day
showed up to work a half hour late
locked myself out of my car, left my wallet in my house, today is not my day not my day
today is not my day, not my day"

burnt her tongue on her macchiato
a goofy smile placed above her chin
big blonde bun on the top of her noggin
infects me w/ her contagious grin, she says,

"today is not my day, not my day
I woke up an hour late, hour late
spilled my coffee on my shoes
but what am i trying to prove
it's okay not to be okay
everybody has those days"

little lady walks out of the cafe
she says "thank you for your time"
claims i made up her whole day, her whole day
i said "no, darlin you made mine"

i say, today has not been great, not so great
my missing glasses are somewhere on the highway
but you walked in today with a big smiley face
you turned my frown upside down
made me smile for awhile
and i don't even know your name
my bad luck for burning my pancakes
my bad timing for staying up too late
but i believe that everything happens for a reason
a certain timing and it becomes a whole meanin'
but as i was saying
just dont keep waiting
for a great big change

enjoy every little moment, even if it's the worst
because no matter what, you'll hop right over it
just because you made a mistake doesn't make the whole day bad, no
so today, today's been okay day

Floral

Lady

a classic I wrote in 7th grade about my best friend when she was going through a rough time

LYRICS:

if the stars, went out of sight
then you'll do just fine
just like tonight

and i love you, just the way you are
you and all your little scars

where did you get those big, beautiful brown eyes?
that heart i'd gladly call mine
i would make your soul my treasure
and hope you might just love me back
i would take your hand with pleasure
and do whatever you liked

la la la
i love you, i love you, i love you-
(x2)

where did you get those big, beautiful brown eyes?
that heart i'd gladly call mine
i would make your soul my treasure
and hope you might just love me back
i would take your hand with pleasure
and do whatever you liked

sandwich

Brown Eyes

no matter what, just let it be bc stress is so irrelevant to dwell over

LYRICS:

it’s an art they call the world
too wrapped up with what’s inside
what they don’t wanna learn is what takes too much time
so they just sit and dwell on what’s wrong

what you gotta do is breathe
the more you worry won’t change a single thing
you gotta just breathe
just let it be, let it be, let it be

there’s more to life than just the worst
the stress the tears it’s all rehearsed
not a single day goes by where everything is fine
but there’s more to life than letting it be all

what you gotta do is breathe
the more you worry won’t change a single thing
you gotta just breathe
just let it be, let it be, let it be

just let it be, let it be, let it be (x2)

it’s an art they call the world
too wrapped up with what’s inside
what they don’t wanna learn is what takes too much time
so they just sit and dwell on what’s wrong

what you gotta do is breathe
the more you worry won’t change a single thing
you gotta just breathe
just let it be, let it be, let it be

Let It Be

everything's alright

LYRICS:

what i do is just what makes me
i laugh too loud and my musics way too foul
and knowing me you'd probably think i'm crazy
my hearts on fire and my energies too high

and that's alright, that's alright

i wont change for anyone else but me
i don't care what people think
go ahead and laugh at my dance moves
i'll keep dancing till i cant move my feet

and that's alright, i feel fine
i feel good in my own skin
and that's how it should be
how it should be

you never know how beautiful you are
you never know until you accept yourself
you'll never know until you take that step
take that time to love yourself

what i do is just what makes me
i laugh too loud and my musics way too foul
and knowing me you'd probably think i'm crazy
my hearts on fire and my energies too high

and that's alright, i feel fine
i feel good in my own skin
and that's how it should be
how it should be

Alright

i took a break from writing since i had no inspiration in me to write more so here i am again and i hope you guys like it :) i added ocean wave sounds in the back i swear its not static (ok maybe a little)

LYRICS:

are you done
playing games with my heart
‘cause i’m all worn out
and out of tears for you

are you done, playing numb
for your fans
for the world
in case they judge you for your heart

can you see me
in the corner
can you hear me
when i call for you

can you feel me
when i talk to you
do you feel things too
i just gotta know

i don’t know what you want
but i know that i want you

boy use your words and spill the truth
lemme know if you want me too

do you want me too

is your mind as busy as mine
open your eyes and see that time flies
when we’re together
could it be forever

and i know i can get a little crazy
but your talkin’ is getting kind of lazy
oh i wish you would just use your mouth

i don’t know what you want
but i know that i want you

i don’t wanna be guessin’
and i shouldn’t be stressing over you
and now you’re just wasting
all my time

boy use your words and spill the truth
lemme know if you want me too

is your mind as busy as mine
open your eyes and see that time flies
when we’re together
could it be forever

Mina Lilly's Album

Guessing

i wrote this about where my mind goes when i feel like im a wee bit stuck in life. it's about spreading optimism and finding your "island" if you catch my drift. here are the lyrics (they are a kind of off since i dont read them while i record):

i don’t want to lie to you
but i’m feeling really down

i put my mask on again this morning
to fit in with the crowd

and i’m sorry
for telling you i’m fine
it’s just easier to lie
i guess

and if i told you
what goes on in this mind
i’m afraid i might scare you
and i’m way too shy

but here it goes

i don’t know what i’m doing anymore
and i’m crying on my bedroom floor

and that’s alright
that’s okay
cuz when i’m stressed
i like to paint
pretty pictures
of what i wish were real

it’s of me and my friends on an island that never ends 
and things that i love form into stars

and the flowers bloom so pretty
fireflies look like the city
and the water flows in blues

and there i’m not too shy to tell you i love you
oh yes i do, i love u so, oh no

if you know me you’d know
that i like to dance in my room alone
to the sounds 
that i call my music taste


i’m a little crazy and a little bit odd
but if you let me sing my song
then maybe you can dance along
with me

and i could tell you
what’s wrong
in this song
oh here i go again

i don’t know what i’m doing anymore
and i’m crying on my bedroom floor

and that’s alright
that’s okay
cuz when i’m stressed
i like to paint
pretty pictures
of what i wish were real

it’s of me and my friends on an island that never ends 
and things that i love form into stars

and the flowers bloom so pretty
fireflies look like the city
and the water flows in blues

and there i’m not too shy -

now tell me something
i think i’ve talked enough
tell me did i talk too much?
did i mess this up?

tell me did i talk too much?
did i talk too much?
baby did i mess this up
i don’t think i talked enough!

cuz i don’t know what i’m doing anymore
and i’m crying on my bedroom floor

and that’s alright
that’s okay
cuz when i’m stressed
i like to paint
pretty pictures
of what i wish were real

it’s of me and my friends on an island that never ends 
and things that i love form into stars

and the flowers bloom so pretty
fireflies look like the city
and the water flows in blues
and there i’m not too shy to talk to you

Garden Minded

Paintings

this song is about my anxiety which is something i have suffered from for as long as i remember. recently, ive found ways to get around it and grow from what used to bring me down and i guess this is my "break-up song" with anxiety. da lyrics:

my name doesn't matter
it's what's inside my head
the chaos is deafening
but you'll get used to it, oh
and we tell our own stories, where
they're supposed to be here
in our heads
all the time
all these damn thoughts
that keep us up at night
but when does it end?

i wish that i could push you away
like i did to everyone else
and you're just one thing that's made me a mess
and it's time to clean it up
so now, goodbye

i didnt know who i was before
so you can save your breath
her heart was shattered on the floor
she didn't know how to fix
she didnt know how to cope
no she didn't
how could she have known?

you only taught me how to fear the world
and never how i could love
and so i thought that i would teach myself
the things i know you won't
and now i know you're the worst
definitely, by far, the worst

i wish that i could push you away
like i did to everyone else
and you're just one thing that's made me a mess
and it's time to clean it up

so goodnight, goodbye, farewell my only friend
that i never really liked
you tried to keep me safe, you tried to keep me sane
but instead
you ruined my life
for the last time

goodbye (XOXO)

Anxiety

i have this mental toolbox of just stuff to help me live my life, and my tools may not work in times of need but i try my best. the lyricssss:

iv'e tried every bone in my body
to get myself off this bed
and i've tried every remedy
to clear this cloud in my head 
i've even tried to glue back the pieces that i broke years ago
i tried to tighten the screws on my friendships
does it work?
no one knows
but i.. oh i

me and my little toolbox (my little toolbox and i but this RHYMED)
we'll get through all of these bummers
maybe it'll fix me enough to make me last forever
but i, oh, i'm no handyman

put me back together
i know it won't stay
i'll do what i can to be okay

and for the time being
i know my life has meaning
it may fall apart, now and then
now and then
oh i

me and my little toolbox (my little toolbox and i but this RHYMED)
we'll get through all of these bummers
maybe it'll fix me enough to make me last forever
but i, oh, i am no handyman

oh oh (lots of oh's and humming)

but i
i'm no handyman

Toolbox

soooo this is a pretty vulnerable song for me, it's kind of a song about overcoming depression. basically, how my self-discovering side sees my negative side. here are the lyrics!!!

am i awake?
am i breathing?
i can feel your heart not mine
i forgot when it stopped beating
i have lost my sense of time

holy, ghost in me
bury me in lies
fill me of that emptiness that sinks so deep inside

i have yet, to find
that peace of mind

i'm alone
bring me home
to the girl i left behind

oh, oh

i don't
trust these bones, anymore
she's a wreck, she's a mess, and she's all torn apart
and she's coming back again
she's a wreck, she's a mess, and she's all torn apart
and she's comin for me next

holy, ghost in me
bury me in lies
fill me of that emptiness that sinks so deep inside

i have yet, to find
that peace of mind

i'm alone, bring me home
to the girl i left behind

oh, oh (lotsa oh's)

holy, ghost in me
bury me in lies
fill me of that emptiness that sinks so deep inside

i have yet, to find
that peace of mind

i'm alone
bring me home
to the girl i left behind

Ghost

not necessarily about anyone in particular but if ur mind wonders, let it wander!! just tired of bending over backwards for those who wouldn't do the same. friend, family, s/o: if ur my world, i should be ur world too or it's not workinnnn
the lyrics!!!

are you stressed
‘cause you’re blowin up my phone
kind of funny
how that works

if i called you
you’d turn into a ghost
and then you’d go
until you needed somethin’

despite all of the favors
and all the foolish labor
i still just choose to stand here for you

and after all this overthinking
and always never sleeping
i’ve realized that something’s gotta change

i’m not a fool for you
i won’t waste my time for fools like you
because never will i ever do that again

who are you
to judge me
to say
to tell me how to behave

who am i
to stand here
like a doormat
i know i’m more than what it seems

despite all of the favors
and all the foolish labor
i still just choose to stand here for you

and after all this overthinking
and always never sleeping
i’ve realized that something’s gotta change

i’m not a fool for you
i won’t waste my time for fools like you
because never will i ever do that again

Fool

this is one of my favorite songs i've written so far, it's super vulnerable and i just hope you enjoy it. here are the lyrics:

ain’t it funny how we like to be alone?
sinking deeper, feeling weaker, in the body that we own?
is it really our own?

making problems like no one ever listens
fucking up until we answer all these questions
i never knew you
gotta get to know you 

strangers in the dark
just hold me so i don’t break my own heart
tell her that this is all you know
before she uses you to cut her throat
don’t let her go

strangers in the dark

i don’t know you
and i don’t want to
cold hands wrapped around my neck
making it hard to hear my own breath

let me down easy
don’t twist my energy
you’re nothing but a shadow in my head
i think that you’re better off dead

strangers in the dark
just hold me so i don’t break my own heart
tell her that this is all you know
before she uses you to cut her throat
don’t let her go

strangers in the dark holding hands
making lots of dreams, in our heads
talking lots of shit, to keep us safe
but she don’t know this is all it takes

strangers in the dark
just hold me so i don’t break my own heart
tell her that this is all you know
before she uses you to cut her throat
don’t let her go

strangers in the dark

written + produced all by me

Strangers

thought id cover my best friend belle and i's song, hope u enjoy

i did NOT write this song and all rights go to the original creator

i miss you by blink-182 (cover)

this is a song dedicated to our lovely planet, Earth. too many of us take the soil that raised us for granted, this is to return humbleness into the selfish human mind.

lyrics:
figs, break under feet
loving is sweet, today
never be afraid they say

i live in a dream
in satin sheets
feeling the earth
move as i sleep

just break away
the forest i stay
the only place where i feel safe

grinding my teeth
in spirit i weep
watching the world fall into

pieces, get a load of this
we’re humans, a lack of reminisce
i’m poison, evil in my head
we don’t listen, only when we’re all dead
when it’s too late
when it’s too late

i don’t know where i belong
scattered colors and feeling alone
branches break at the tip of our tongue
leaving mistakes on the floor in the way of others who wanna run

we forgot how to be kind
we learn from our mothers but leave that knowledge behind when
we live in a world with people who hate us
but we live in a world that really loves us

but we watch this world as it falls to pieces
and never letting go until we know how to release it
lovers will go whether we like it or not
and these flowers will grow even when our loving gives out

all we have is this soil that raised us
with rooted youth and a buried hate deep within us
let this ivy wrap your soul
bring you down to earth and teach you what you should already know
mother loves you
you are loved too

be good to the earth (demo)

not sure on this one, kinda came to me today (09/01/19)//

lyrics:

swimming out in the outer space
figuring out where i wanna be today

waking up in a cold sweat with my
hurting heart and my cheeks are wet
i couldn’t help but think ahead for what comes next

i’m aching and i’m breaking just to make it out alive
and my brain is feeling fried
your love’s all that i desire

i’d break off all my fingers just to know that i’m alive
feeling worthless with this nonsense
from the voice that sings inside

i’ll be right over here
just dancing with all my tears
and smiling from the music in my fears

i’m not scared of breaking
i’m as strong as lighting
flames run through these veins
use your love to ignite me

i’m just a shooting star
not looking to go far
i seem to lose my soul
when ever i’m growing old

i’m holding on to pride
a little bit too tight
i’d let go of the things that wreck me
but i’m terrified

i’ll be right over here
just dancing with all my tears
and smiling from the music in my fears

i’m not scared of breaking
i’m as strong as lighting
flames run through these veins
use your love to ignite me

simple fears

about me being happy in my flesh cage and being the owner of my brain/mind
lyrics:
wild child why don’t you let me in
haven’t seen you in awhile girl how’s it been?
moon child, you’re a shooting star
fireflies lighting little jars
stop hearing all the sad little violins

i don’t belong to anyone
free spirits guide eternal fun

let’s run
let us hide from the tears
let’s swim
in the bright pink sky

let’s run
take away the fears
swimming in the atmosphere 

cigarettes stain the streets with the pouring rain
didn’t you say you’d sleep when you got this way?
go to bed sleepy head now it’s time to get some rest
put that busy head to sleep
i dont wanna have to stress
your pretty mind just needs a break

my heart is gold and only mine
my spirits odd but my divine

let’s run
let us hide from the tears
let’s swim
in the bright pink sky

let’s run
take away the fears
swimming in the atmosphere

pink skies

100% produced by me and that's why it doesn't sound professional!! everything i write/record/produce occurs in my bedroom. proud of this fella of a song and i really hope you guys like it <3 put a lot of soul & pride into this one. THANK YOU!

da lyrics:

i’m afraid of being left
escaped the life that i lived dead
it’s all scrambled eggs
at end of the day
i’m sipping on some honey baby please reciprocate 

im sending wishes to my grave
every evening is the f**cking same
wrapping roses with my kisses
watch the crimson petals glisten
close your eyes and you just listen
every bird knows how to fly

don’t tell me you know me when you don’t
i’m not the girl inside your head, watch your tone
i’m a king

im sending wishes to my grave
every morning is the f**cking same
don't forget my name

(some ooo's and ah's)

don’t tell me you know me when you don’t know
i’m not the girl inside your head, watch your tone 
i’m a king

my aura is a sacred feeling
talk to me when yours is healing
i want to float wherever forever
through all the clouds, through stormy weathers
i’ll leap into the open sky
bathe in pinks, and everything nice 
thank the goddesses for a lovely life
and hold on to every hand i hold
our souls are made of gold
im only human

King

a song about post-mania
tried some new production techniques wit a cheesy drum machine and i like how this track ended up sounding. i hope you like it and/or it resonates well with you. pls share with friends and family <3 love u

Gasoline
Pouring on the floor
Would you leave?
Like you said you would before?
Forget my eyes
And die out with the flame
It’s too late to walk away
My hands hold  onto mistakes
I’m just finding all the pieces
You’re more than what I needed 
Time is ticking like a flicker
Love so sweet my blood is bitter
It’s ashes now
And this simple chord progression
Proved to me I learned my lesson
It’s, hard to feel alive 
when you’re dying for attention
My hands are tied behind my back
My hands are tied behind my back
Crossing fingers that the fire passes

Gasoline

a free beat that i found on youtube, added lyrics and my own spice to it.
i don't belong to any genre so cheers to trying new things!
unprofessional, unmastered, made in an hour, posted same day, gimme all the lovee

lyrics:
you can say all that you need to just to feel alright
you can’t really tell me that i never tried
im not saying all these things to ease up on you nice
you don’t get by by telling pretty lies 

i know you see me in your phone like a drug
no relapsing, keep your distance, i am not your plug
find a brand new muse, paint some colors that you’ve felt
you told me that you loved me do you even know yourself?

im breaking all the things that remind me of your eyes
they didn’t look the same when i said all of my goodbyes
the pictures on the floor show a different kind of love
i shouldve known that the love wasn’t strong enough

the truth is killing you like some cyanide
knowing that the fantasy was just a bunch of pretty lies
say my name in the mirror when its late at night
ill come visit, make you think and make you lose your mind

ill make the walls bleed, flicker lights, break some glass
…show you your reflection when you’re smoking thrax
you think you did something big when i left but 
you think about me every time you get undressed im

in your veins in your blood when you’re all alone
i know you’ll miss me when you’re old and rotting bone
i know you taste me when you take another hit
you think im crazy just for proving you can’t handle it

cause you’re just big dog ain’t that right? living swell
counting down the days till you free yourself from hell
you can say everything you need to make it all feel better
it won’t change the things you did, it won’t bring us back together

you can say all that you need to just to feel alright
you can’t really tell me that i never tried
im not saying all these things to ease up on you nice
you don’t get by by telling pretty lies 

i know you see me in your phone like a drug
no relapsing, keep your distance, i am not your plug
find a brand new muse, paint some colors that you’ve felt
you told me that you loved me do you even know yourself?

the truth is killing you like some cyanide
knowing that the fantasy was just a bunch of pretty lies
say my name in the mirror when its late at night
ill come visit, make you think and make you lose your mind

ill make the walls bleed, flicker lights, break some glass
…show you your reflection when you’re smoking thrax
you think you did something big when i left but 
you think about me every time you get undressed im

in your veins in your blood when you’re all alone
i know you’ll miss me when you’re old and rotting bone
i know you taste me when you take another hit
you think im crazy just for proving you can’t handle it

peep type beat

**this is where i’ll put my unmastered + raw music, welcome to the archive** hoping my music brings you relief, love, and joy. you are so loved and i'm happy to be on this planet together. the world hasn't heard us yet!

mina.lilly

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