nothing too serious, just a lil thing i made for @welcome2bishu's youtube video last fall. all sounds are made from samples in his sample pack (except for the drop 808 and "oh my god" vocal which are both my own lol) hope u enjoy

dreamstate out now: https://push.fm/fl/dreamstate/

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

Mindspace - Irreplaceable (Free Download)

visualizer: https://youtu.be/tQfkHrERIRA

i didnt even mean to play this song the first time i heard it; i found it on accident...or maybe it found me. but @haydmusic's lyrics encapsulated alot of what ive been feeling recently...feeling different than everyone around me, feeling lost and alone...i guess its just a part of growing up.

i hope you enjoy and thank you for listening <3

dreamstate out now: https://push.fm/fl/dreamstate/

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

download on bandcamp!

Hayd - Changes (Mindspace Remix)

stream: https://push.fm/fl/drifting

spontaneous...just a feeling i had in the moment

recently i’ve been afraid of losing touch with myself–not just artistically, but in all aspects...drifting from who i am or who i want to be as i grow and change.

consider this as an appetizer for whats to come…i hope u enjoy <3

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

Drifting

Mindspace - Drifting

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out 5/26...listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/goals/
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listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/glowglowglow/
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i can tell myself to stop holding onto the past, but deep down i know theres more to it than that. coping isnt one of my strong suits; whether its a friendship, relationship, or something much more…its something that ive always struggled to deal with. sometimes it feels like the more i try, the harder it is to let go

its insane to think that this song is finally out…been sitting on it for a few years now. thank u so much for listening, i hope u enjoy :) it all starts here <3
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sounds: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/

Garden of a Lost Soul

Glow

out now <3

Mindspace - Glow

just in time for spooky season, here is my remix of "life after salem" by lil nas x

in 2019, my friends and i drove an hour to take a picture by a road sign that said "old town road" and three years later i got to see the man himself twerk to it while rehearsing for his "long live montero tour" in LA (thank u vitaminwater)…to celebrate, i decided to remix one of my favorite songs on the album. hope u enjoy <3

youtube: https://youtu.be/cyvt_j3zuR0/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/track/lil-nas-x-life-after-salem-mindspace-remix
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mindspace socials: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
timelessmoments socials: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/

happy spooky season :)

Lil Nas X - LIFE AFTER SALEM (Mindspace Remix)

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out 5/26...listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/goals/
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listen everywhere: https://push.fm/fl/conscious/
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this song is about feeling like you’re never good enough for anyone, and the constant anxiety and suffering behind self destructiveness. i tend to be a very self destructive person in a lot of different ways, and this song encapsulates a lot of my inner feelings when i start tearing things down

it’s been a long time coming for this one…it was one of the first songs i made for the album back in 2017. thank you so much for listening, and i hope u enjoy <3
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sounds: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/
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lyrics:
open my eyes from this dream
guess that’s all it really took
look around and see that you’re not here
guess i wasn’t the best for you

close this door in my head
your spot in my heart still stands
deep down no matter what you said
knew i wasn’t the best for you

Conscious (Best for You)

stream and stuff :D

Mindspace - Conscious (Best for You)

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out now...listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/goals/
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"runaway" is a little different than what i usually put out, but its one of my favorites on the album…i met zac noble through a mutual friend (shoutout jackson) in 2020. this was originally the ending of another song we were working on, but zac came up with a new idea...he recorded a couple of takes on a discord call and it ended up becoming its own thing. i always wanted the song to be more "stripped down" to keep the whole one take/live recording vibe that i got to experience that night

although it might not be everyone's cup of tea, its something that ive really enjoyed over the years. zac is truly one of the most talented artists and i’ve ever met, and im beyond grateful to have had the opportunity to work with him :)
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sounds: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/
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lyrics:
love isnt a promise
its a concept
i dont know if i'm honest
i can't imagine anybody else
when i picture in my mind
someone who's different
someone behind a mask of life
you're the only thing that comes to mind
comes to mind
i just wanna runaway
i just wanna make up for my mistakes
but it's time
it's time

Runaway - Demo

Zac Noble & Mindspace - Runaway - Demo

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out now...listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/goals/
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the name "bending lines" represents the fluctuations of our thoughts and moods based on the people around us and how they act. i started this one in the spring of 2018 after going through my first real breakup. it was originally the title song off of an EP called "let go of this flower"...that EP turned into this album

ive had four different people write and sing to this over the years. they were all great, but for some reason, i still kept coming back to the instrumental version. one of my favorite moments on this entire project is the guitar solo...my friend zach recorded about 10 minutes worth of guitar improv (on an iphone) over the piano, and i chopped it up to make the solo. it still gives me goosebumps to this day
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sounds: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/

Bending Lines

goals is out now <3

Mindspace - Bending Lines

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out 5/26...listen everywhere: https://push.fm/fl/goals/
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"dysphoria (dead to me)” is the oldest song on the album, and despite its flaws i knew i had to keep it on the album…i started this at the end of my sophomore year of high school. the meaning behind it is a complex one to try and accurately put to words, but its basically about feeling stuck and feeling like you’re not where you’re supposed to be

i feel this way a lot…more often than not. i have never really felt like i’m where i’m supposed to be in my life, whether its in social situations or just in general. i never feel like i'm doing the right thing, and i always feel one step behind everyone around me. i sometimes think about the possibility of there being multiple universes, and i wonder if this could just be the one where things aren’t the way they’re supposed to be…but everything happens for a reason
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sounds: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/

Dysphoria (Dead to Me)

Mindspace - Dysphoria (Dead To Me)

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out 5/26...listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/goals/
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listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/splendid/
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“forget” is about escaping a toxic relationship and how it can affect and shape the person you become…from coping in all of the wrong ways and making rash decisions without thinking to sabotaging good friendships and relationships out of fear that something will happen. sometimes it’s hard to truly forget the things that people have done to you (and sometimes, the things that you’ve done to others, too)

if you told me when i started this song back in 2018 that it would end up on this album sounding this good, i honestly probably would've laughed at you. but i'm super proud of how it turned out, and i truly couldnt have done it without alyssa (@ajrichardsonmusic). thanks for listening <3
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sounds: linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: linktr.ee/timelessclocks/
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lyrics:
felt scary the first time i opened up to you
now look what you put me through
denial forever, that’s what my mind’s into
like blaming you, i refuse

my mates all said it would take time
but the hennessy knows me better
i was so stupid, no that’s right
like how you could you go and let her
fuck this up, you a damn child
what you needed, a damn trial
paranoia’s gon dance in my head now
i don’t know if i can ever come down

splendid, memories can’t be mended
guess i’ll stick with what you said to me
can’t forget the shit you did to me

now you’re back babe, it’s poetry
how could i think you would leave for good
where’s the girl you been seeing
i know you been sleeping in her neighborhood
do you need something, or
are you just running
my time is not free
just stay the fuck out of my life, please

my mates all said i was outta line
but i swear, i'm just getting started
one day you’re gon see what you did to me
when i’m just the dearly departed

splendid, memories can’t be mended
guess i'll stick with what you said to me
can’t forget the shit you did to me

can’t forget the shit you did to me

Forget (feat. Alyssa Jane)

splendid!

Mindspace - Forget (feat. Alyssa Jane)

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out now...listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/goals/
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it felt right to put "petals" first, it serves as a good opener in my head. its been the first track for the majority of the creation of the album

there are two parts: the introduction, which represents a flashback to a past memory or person, and then the present reflection of that memory and the buildup of emotion surrounding the present reaction to that memory. i've struggled to fully move on from my past, and thats what i feel this buildup represents...from the running thoughts of wishing you could go back to the eventual end or realization that the past is the past and that you can never relive your past memories...which can be a good or bad thing. it's just whatever way you decide to take it
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sounds: linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: linktr.ee/timelessclocks/

Petals (Introduction)

Mindspace - Petals (Introduction)

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out 5/26...listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/goals/
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listen everywhere: https://push.fm/fl/endless/
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i think this one speaks for itself in a way...i never really thought that i'd actually release it

the first demo i had back in 2018 was super bland and nothing really special, but i kept coming back to it because i loved the piano chords so much. i really wanted to try and sing on it myself but ultimately decided to send it over to alicia and she absolutely blew me away. she said everything i wanted to say in a way that i couldve never myself...i couldn’t be happier. it’s definitely a bit more toned down and mellow, but i hope you enjoy :)
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sounds: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/
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lyrics:
when i'm half asleep
i think of what we had
when you were around
i can't help to dream
of what you're thinking now
about you and i

and i wonder what is running through your mind
was it worth the time?
was it a good life?
will i ever know your thoughts
if you're not around?

come back and tell me
that i will be fine
that i'll be alright
come back and tell me
that i'm on your mind
i would never hide

come back and tell me
come back and tell me

Ethereal (feat. Alicia Orozco)

album drops 5/26 <3

Mindspace - Ethereal (feat. Alicia Orozco)

free download: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com

san holo has been a major inspiration to me from the start. i fell in love with "i still see your face" over a teaser i saw prior to its release, and once i saw there was an acapella, i knew i wanted to put my spin on it

thanks for listening...more to come :)

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

free dl :)

San Holo - I Still See Your Face (Mindspace Remix)

chase is my old alias and i liked this song even tho it was lofi so heres a lil edit. thanks

follow for more great content
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twitter.com/mindsp_ce/
instagram.com/mindsp_ce/

Chase - "i'm gone" (Mindspace Edit)

soundcloud is dead. enjoy :)
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mindspace socials: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
timelessmoments socials: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/
(artwork made by me)

Mindspace - DISORIENTED

stream/buy: https://fanlink.to/vermillion/

vermillion is a very vivid, bright shade of red...it symbolizes eternal life and strength in relationships. the song, to me, represents a feeling of confusion and discomfort while struggling with your inner self and your inner thoughts. hope you enjoy :)

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

Vermillion

vermilly

Mindspace - Vermillion

dreamstate out now!
stream: https://push.fm/fl/dreamstate/

this project is one of just a handful to survive over the years, and i've been pretty anxious to finally put it out. "here, now" started out in 2017 as a remix of a friend's song, but has since turned into so much more...i hope you enjoy, thanks for the love and support <3

"'here, now' actually came out last summer, but this is a new, remastered version. when i put it out the first time, i rushed it just to put something out even though i wasnt 100% happy with it. as much as it bothered me, i still really wanted to have this song out there...so i ended up starting this version. and i didnt wanna re-release this song by itself, so thats also kind of how i started thinking about this EP."

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

Dreamstate

Here, Now

dreamstate EP out now!

Mindspace - Here, Now

free download: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com

juice wrld is one of my favorite rappers of all time. he and his music have had a huge impact on my life

at first i honestly didn't think much of this one and never really thought i'd get around to finishing it, but its truly become one of my most personal and favorite songs that i've ever made. thank u so much for listening <3

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

download!

Juice WRLD - Lucid Dreams (Mindspace Remix)

stream: https://fanlink.to/lovenoone/
watch the video: https://youtu.be/5-86nhYda5k 

thanks for listening and i hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
every time i see your face pop on my phone
i dont wanna see those eyes no more
seeing you with him feel like my mind is froze
i dont wanna be that guy no more
i dont wanna love somebody new
i dont wanna love someone like you
i dont wanna face to get used to
i dont wanna love no one but you
and if the time comes and you need me
then ill be right by your side
but not a day goes where i dont see those pictures of us in my mind
and when we close our eyes i feel you right here by my side
or youre moving or youre moving now you’re out of sight
and when you say your lies someone took away your light
or youre moving or youre moving to those other guys
i dont wanna love somebody new
i dont wanna love someone like you
i dont wanna face to get used to
i dont wanna love no one but you

socials: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/mildlydecent/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevyash/
(artwork made by me)

Love No One

Mindspace - Love No One

dreamstate EP out now!
stream: https://push.fm/fl/dreamstate/

“i really wanted to make a song called ‘dreamcatcher’ for this project, and as soon as i started messing with these chords, i had a feeling this was gonna be the one. for me, this song represents those moments that give you, like, a really surreal feeling...almost like its too good to be true. but, at the same time, theres still a small sense of reality in you that knows sometimes things really are too good to be true and that, either way, nothing really lasts forever...so cherish every moment while you can...”

featuring azuria sky

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

Dreamcatcher

Mindspace - Dreamcatcher

dreamstate EP out now!
stream: https://push.fm/fl/dreamstate/
lyric video: https://youtu.be/EQwxSal5UdY/

never undervalue yourself and always remember that nothing lasts forever

“‘karma’ was a spur of the moment project...i originally wrote the lyrics for a different song, but after i recorded a voice memo singing them in the car, i ended up making this lo-fi one instead...its way better. ive always wanted to write and sing on one of my songs, and im pretty happy with how it came out. its really scary to put my voice out there like this, so i hope you enjoy..."

lyrics:
times change and love fades
stars shine through the night sky
these roses, decaying
wilting, but they wont die
my heart aches, you hesitate
words lie within your dark eyes
youre distant and fading
ghosting, no, you cant hide
maybe this is all my fault
maybe i should just let go, but
i think that im addicted
to loving and hurting and bleeding
maybe this is just my karma
maybe youre meant to hurt me
but the way you stuck your knife in my heart
and kept twisting, kept twisting
feel like i deserve it

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

Karma

Mindspace - Karma

my debut album "garden of a lost soul" is out 5/26...listen everywhere: push.fm/fl/goals/
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"hideaway" is about not wanting to grow up. when i was a kid, nothing felt real. i felt like i could do anything; it felt like nothing truly mattered. but the older i get, the more real life gets, and i start to lose the hope and the spark i once had. i feel like we have all wished, to some extent, that we could hide away from our adulthood and from reality, and live free and in innocence like we did when we were kids

this is one of my favorites...i dont know what it is about this song that i love so much, but i felt like it needed to go on the album. i made some improvements from the version released on "dreamstate" so i hope that you enjoy :)
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sounds: https://linktr.ee/mindsp_ce/
clocks: https://linktr.ee/timelessclocks/

Hideaway

Mindspace - Hideaway

dreamstate EP out now!
stream: https://push.fm/fl/dreamstate/

"i have a tendency to romanticise my past, and sometimes its hard for me to realize that those times are really gone forever...its hard to live in the moment when your head is always stuck in the past. the voice memo of me is actually from 2018, and the original version of this 'interlude' was actually the ending of a completely different song i scrapped from a different project."

soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/mindsp_ce/
bandcamp: https://mindspace.bandcamp.com/
twitter: https://twitter.com/chevylash/
instagram: https://instagram.com/chevylash/
(artwork made by me)

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