Last year was so long ago
I still feel it though
I know I said I’m doing fine when we spoke, but I’m not

Cause my heart can’t stop
Feeling everything we lost
Memories in my head I can’t help but watch and fall apart

Cause the truth is, now you’re a ghost
And the silence hurts the most
And it’s so cold
I don’t wanna be alone
So much to say
I never got the chance
I still feel you
Slipping through my hands
And I don’t know
How to let you go

Rushing back like a wave 
Anytime I hear your name
I know I said it’s probably better off this way, 
but I didn’t mean it 

Cause my heart can’t start
Ever healing when it’s still in a million parts 
And I just don’t understand how I ended up in the dark
No I don’t understand

But the truth is, now you’re a ghost
And the silence hurts the most
And it’s so cold
I don’t wanna be alone
So much to say
I never got the chance
I still feel you
Slipping through my hands
And I don’t know
How to let you go

And without you I’m a little scared 
Still see pieces of you everywhere
And it’s so sad
I just can’t erase the past

But the truth is, now you’re a ghost
And the silence hurts the most
And it’s so cold
I don’t wanna be alone
So much to say
I never got the chance
I still feel you
Slipping through my hands
And I don’t know
How to let you go

Ghost

Somewhere is one of a handful of songs I wrote at home during Covid. It's a song about getting away from it all when things are too tough and just being there for someone you love. I finished it with 2 producer friends based in Denver, CO using Facetime and Audiomovers. We did weekly video chats working on my songs in real time and I recorded and comped all the vocals in bedroom closet. I'm an independent artist, no label, no team, just me :) so I'm promoting it in every way I know possible with promos, music video, playlist submission sites, and would genuinely appreciate any and all support!!

Somewhere

Tongue-tied, I can't find the words to describe
Color-blind, everything I see black and white
Tell me why you and I can't get lost for the night

Elevate, every minute is a second too late
Don't hesitate, I'm counting the mistakes we could make
Slip away, be the habit that I don't wanna break

Sweet like cola, swimming so deep, boy
I just want to know ya
Do it for me
Let's get lifted, let's get high
Let's get drunk on wasted time, yeah
Come on and do it for me
Fill up my lungs 'til its too hard to breathe

Let's get reckless, lose our minds
Come a bit closer, stay for the night, oh
Come on and do it for me
Fill up my lungs 'til its too hard to breathe
Let's get lifted
(Lifted)

Second-hand
Feel my body wanting what
I don't understand
Just can't seem to help it
But I keep falling in
To the feeling of your skin on my skin

Let's get lifted, let's get high
Let's get drunk on wasted time, yeah
Come on and do it for me
Fill up my lungs 'til its too hard to breathe
Let's get reckless, lose our minds
Come a bit closer, stay for the night, oh
Come on and do it for me
Fill up my lungs 'til its too hard to breathe
Let's get lifted

Let's get lifted
Come a little bit closer
To me
Get a little bit reckless
Baby
Come a little bit closer
For me
Stay for the night, stay for the night
Don't gotta leave, don't gotta leave

Let's get lifted, let's get high
Let's get drunk on wasted time, yeah
Come on and do it for me
Fill up my lungs 'til its too hard to breathe
Let's get reckless, lose our minds
Come a bit closer, stay for the night, oh
Come on and do it for me
Fill up my lungs 'til its too hard to breathe
Let's get lifted

Lifted

Don’t wanna love me? You don’t have to
Don’t need a reason, didn’t ask you, no
Stop thinking everything’s about you
Too busy trying to get past you

Cause loving you was easy, but losing you kills
Left me with emotions I don’t want to feel
I’m trying to forget you, but I wish you were here
(Wish you were, wish you were here)

I think I lost you in the summer
You wanted everything but love, yeah
Feel like I’m losing, going under
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over
I think I lost you in the summer
You wanted everything but love, yeah
Feel like I’m losing, going under
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over

Don’t say you miss me, I don’t need that
It’s just the whiskey, you don’t mean it, no
Feels like I’m slipping, it’s a relapse
I try to fight but I can’t beat it

‘Cause loving you is easy, but losing you kills
Left me with emotions I don’t want to feel
I’m trying to forget you, but I wish you were here
(Wish you were, wish you were here)

I think I lost you in the summer (I think I lost you)
You wanted everything but love, yeah
Feel like I’m losing, going under (feel like I’m losing)
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over
I think I lost you in the summer (I think I lost you)
You wanted everything but love, yeah
Feel like I’m losing, going under (feel like I’m losing)
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over

You're all I see
Every time that I try to close my eyes
And it’s killing me
I think I’m losing my mind

I think I lost you in the summer (I think I lost)
You wanted everything but love, yeah (wanted everything)
Feel like I’m losing, going under (feel like I’m losing)
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over
I think I lost you in the summer (I think I lost you in the summer)
You wanted everything but love, yeah (you wanted everything)
Feel like I’m losing, going under (feel like I’m losing)
You’re like a sickness, can’t get over (can’t get over)

Lost You in the Summer

Say you're happy
are you really
can't see how you could be
if I'm not the one
I'm not the one

It's not like me
to be knee deep
caught-up on anyone
but I want what I want
I want what I want

Ohh, it could be so good
loving like you should 
let me show you
I know it's been so long
so damn long
let me show you all that you've been missing

It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you
It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you
I can make it right for the wasted time
It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you

You should know
but you don't though
can't believe what you can't see 
you could be mine
open your eyes
can't i can't let go
oh no, don't you know what you do to me
all of this time it's always been like 

Ohh
it could be so good
oh you know you should
let me show you
I know it's been so long
so damn long
let me show you all that you've been missing

It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you
It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you
I can make it right for the wasted time
It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you

I can't keep on waiting
Shameless and I hate it
Oh you got me so frustrated
I can't keep on waiting

It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you
It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you
I can make it right for the wasted time
It's nothing new, it's always been, it's been you

Mindy White

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