shitty insomniac man

This song with the beat producied by ViLoL has the great history. I recorded the demo of this in june 2023 - the fire project for that times. It was the part of EP trilogy with the atmosphere of a dark forest with endless night and snow. I dreamed a whole universe based on this, but it stayed just like idea. A year later, in october 2024 i corrected the text and made a better record on a mic. This song layed on my pc for 8 months, and after that time i recognized a great photoset of my friend. One shot from this you can see on the cover. I understood that it feets to my idea of song perfectly. I messaged her and we agreed that i can use the image of her for my art. I tryed to upload this on spotify, but it was some problems with it. I gave up and just dropped the mood video on youtube. And now, after all this time, i want to leave it here. Hope ypu'll enjoy it:)

lyrics:
has corrupted inside my feelings
dirty house with empty bowl
anti heaven, 
"911, speak with devil through the void"

i see broken bones in fever
i hear voice inside my soul
going deeper, hill in nether
verbal weapon kills the world

bags inside my wrist 
it's hurting
necro nightmare
stay awake
a terror day
she touched my neck 
a bath of blood
you need to taste
understanded
how is hard
to be together 
my heart falls 
the latest nightmare, mental death
this pills were sinking down my throat

saw too much 
i need to stop it
dissing head
I'll go to coffin 
positive 
I'm slightly smiled
when your body
deconstructed
yeah

hear the sleuthy noise 
hear the voices form the wraiths
wish i can go back and choose
mental statement of the death

i know i create the void
see the slaughter in the world
i know the suffer disappoints me
I don't want to die alone

i summoned the devil
and I'm waiting for his rise
see some people, save some rebel
from committing suicide

I'm afraid of this

walking through the woods 
to find and kill some witch
why i feel a lonely 
when i sacrifice to him
i see angels slowly feasting on the guts 
of neverborn
stuck in prison of my issues
i don't want to die alone

i might can't control my feelings
I'm a villain
killing billion of the people
on the wind for
just to find the sense of living 
yeah

all seas r going down to clear the highway to the grave
slowly losing all emotions except the fear is on my face

Fear is on my Face (prod. by ViLoL)

lyrics:
who are you tryna to be?
what are you tryna to leave?
where are your trauma to kill it all?
why can't i even be here?
what are you tryna to see?
when i just want to be heard at all

I'm going grind when I'm dying
I'm feel my life when I'm falling
I don't know why I'm just calling you
the devastating is rising
give me the dose of enlightenment
till i will froze in the darkness of tomb 

why I'm still care in this moment
the decomposing is growing through all the forces that formed the walls of closed disordered inner settlement 
sensitive person sentences sending through second floor of dimension
I'm so detached during session
my self-assessment is lower than satellite in the ocean 
I'm crashing even in motion
depression pressing the leverage
of my sins - it's a gathering
so what the fuck is obsession?
I'm scared to be out of memory

last relationships told me that I'm avoiding the truth just to be in moment
obscured in the darkest fortress
so pure never been involved
but fuled with the creepiest notions
deprived but I'm still romantic
so high but I'm clean forever
god's eye on the single destiny
got die but the world is pleasant below my feet

dirt the IX

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