produced by kala, ibleedicare, and pekarot
mix + master by me

Tracklist:
1 - A Gift From The Heavens
2 - Those Words We Hang Onto
3 - The Price I Paid For A Little Bit Of Solace
4 - And Then The Nightmares Will Begin

Those Words We Hang Onto

featuring + cover art by @bbyblxu (bozo's account is gone W) (i would delete this song if 1. it didn't blow up and 2. my verse didn't go hard asf go listen to Phantom if you wanna hear a hard song with a featured artist that deserves support)
prod by @theguy1k

lyrics:

[Minervaa]
back on my bullshit
fucking with a new clique
feel like leon kennedy the way i fuckin shoot shit

moving like the boof hit
fuck if i give two shits
pull up with the toolie turn ya innards into soup, bitch

(bleus clues)
i swear i've got some screws loose
Pullin back the fuckin hammer like it's high noon
teleporting right beside you
nothing personnel, im just kidding,  i hate you!

yea u hate me i hate u 2
u a bozo u a fuckin fool
actin tough ur not fuckin cool!
i hope u crash and fucking burn in hell u fucking tool

[@bbyblxu]
i think im getting paranoid
about to lose my cool
smoking on my herb yeah
green and blue 
dont even  fucking ask me if i'll pass the boof
half my homies fucking fake y'all can leave too

fuck this im done trying
im so sick of
all of the bullshit and all of the lying 
try to convince im not really trying
but im not the one who wasnt replying

[Minervaa]
back on my bullshit
fucking with a new clique
feel like leon kennedy the way i fuckin shoot shit

moving like the boof hit
fuck if i give two shits
pull up with the toolie turn ya innards into soup, bitch

(bleus clues)
i swear i've got some screws loose
Pullin back the fuckin hammer like it's high noon
teleporting right beside you
nothing personnel, im just kidding,  i hate you!

Pre-Save

resident evil w/ bbyblxu (p. theguy1k)

i~ i
i've been killing myself
i been waiting too long to ask for help
moving slowly thru the fog just to help myself
i can't help myself
i can't help myself

burn the light, hope my memories are slow to fade
alone at night, brain too active so i stay awake
not surprised if u hate me, wanna run away
i hate myself more than u can, it eats me away

break me down
watch me drown
i won't say a thing
cut me out
wrap my body up in cellophane

leave the town
i might leave this town
nothing left to gain
fuck this up
always fuck it up
might just blow my brain

Stream

help myself (p. fears)

@f1l3 @prod-plxce

(minervaa)
bullshit
calling out ur bullshit
talking out ur ass but ik you wouldn't do shit
think that u a real one?
have u ever see one?
put u in a grave turn ur ass into a phantom

ima stomp u out like the pest that u are
keep on talking shit, ima go be a star
bitch i feel like gordon, hit you with a crowbar
i with file13 and we shooting like a star

what's the matter?
turn u to a crime scene, blood splatter
brain matter
yeah i feel like Junee, turn that boy into batter

(file13)
turn that fucker into liquid
i cannot speak of the shit that i did 
one cannot see all the sins in my mist
you can stay silent or go to the pits
like lambs on a grill, stay on top of my shit
headshot headshot never miss
piss boy bitch boy get off my dick
U LIL BITCH U GOT BLOOD ON MY RICKS
bloodspots, white tees i shoulda worn
my b, next time eat with a fork
you aint gotta tell me i know im a dork
'piece of mind' all over the floor 
im with minervaa, we back again
gameboy lame boy where are your friends
nobody left to run that expense
its game over, this is the end

(minervaa)
bullshit
calling out ur bullshit
talking out ur ass but ik you wouldn't do shit
think that u a real one?
have u ever see one?
put u in a grave turn ur ass into a phantom

ima stomp u out like the pest that u are
keep on talking shit, ima go be a star
bitch i feel like gordon, hit you with a crowbar
i with file13 and we shooting like a star

phantom w/ file13 (p. plxce)

produced, mixed, and mastered by me

Lyrics:
You said "everything was getting colder"
The sunsets kept you warm until October
I meant it when I said that we were over, and you thought it was a joke
Did the medicine seep through everything?
As I sleep amongst the wolves; counting sheep by the tons
I can see the ones that's guiding me to peace as I wander through the woods
I check surroundings once a week
On the ground I walk, I see the ancient texts
On the cul-de-sac they read: "don't fear the rats"

breaking down in real time

don't fear the rats

produced, mixed, and mastered by me

Lyrics:
I don't want to be a distant memory, but I guess we will forget everything that we did in a year or two
At the crossroads of our lives, we'll overdose off of the lies we fed ourselves

I don't want to forget.
I don't want to forget.
I don't want to forget.

We walked the valley of gods as humans
Our soul is one made out of confusion
I sold my soul for a slice of seclusion just so I could get my head on straight and leave this world

polar death in the sunset

featuring @f1l3
produced, mixed, and mastered by me

Lyrics:
I feel adrenaline course through my veins, feet on the dashboard as we gaze at the waves.
Manic as ever, but I miss those days
Oh how I miss those days,
Oh how I miss those days.

It's been a year since I've seen your face
Month after month, I'm getting better at not losing my brain.
Not like you care, but I've been slipping away
I swear I see you stand at every single corner I take

And I've been wasting my youth trying to get it back
Head in my hands, thinking I'm losing my past
I'm only eighteen, but I swear I'm too old for my plans

You're watching me break down in real time
My head is underwater, but my body's in the sky and I swear that we could do anything that you like, tell me a place and time, give me a place and time

My heart is in the clouds, but my head's with you
I get caught up in the why's, and the how's, and the truths
I'm overthinking everything I do, especially with you

I said I'd never love again, but now I'm here with all my friends
Thought I fucked up, well I still could
Gameboy got smashed with the weight of my foot
Popping out of the chimney covered in soot, big stars in my vision like the sky in the woods
I could not believe my eyes.

(Let me tell you a story)

I just wanted to die, no ground to stand on, I live in the sky like a harpy
On an island, got wings on my spine, these grapes of wraths never turned to wine, 
but It's alright, swear to god I'm ok, I swear I'm fine, yeah I swear I'm all safe. 
No way in hell It'll ever be the same

And I've been wasting my youth trying to get it back
Head in my hands, thinking I'm losing my past
I'm only eighteen, but I swear I'm too old for my plans

You're watching me break down in real time
My head is underwater, but my body's in the sky and I swear that we could do anything that you like, tell me a place and time, give me a place and time

My heart is in the clouds, but my head's with you
I get caught up in the why's, and the how's, and the truths
I'm overthinking everything I do, especially with you

breaking down in real time (feat. file13)

intro

produced, mixed, and mastered by me
track 1 on "psychoshock"

i made this song in December 2021, right after i finsished 'breaking down in real time'. right after finishing this song, i had a really bad creative burnout that lasted until me and file13 started work on nuking the garden. i had the idea for 'psychoshock' since this song.

lyrics:
wait it out
i think i just gotta fucking wait it out
weigh it down
there's something out there creeping so don't make a sound
the moonlight casts a shadow
invisible to naked eye
the blood drops in the meadows
it's a parable to you and i

face it, heart is racing
can't take it, patience waning
my nightmare's so complacent
rip my face out 'cause i hate it
dated, so outdated
melt my flesh off, so elated
circulation racing
anxiety activated

parable

produced by nielyoung and ainplugg
performed, mixed, and mastered by me and @f1l3
music video: https://youtu.be/FOSmxXFg70k

Lyrics:
hook (file13)
im repping gardens
like where my dogs at???
see me in the fog
boy you end up in a body bag
im the candyman
im the candyman
say it 3 times
you gon end up where your life ends
1 foot in the grave boy
no we not the same boy
all these biches on my line
they callin out my name boy
im the candyman
im the candyman
say it 3 times
you gon end up where your life ends

(minervaa)
where my dogs at, huh?
are you scared? bitch u should be huh
motherfucker run ur mouth, im the boogeyman
knock knock at the window it's just me again
put a tab on my tongue, now im buggin'
i might catch a fuckin body for the fun of it
better book it when i hit the ground running
say it to my face, lil bitch, won't say the end of it

(file13)
this is the end of you
this is an interview!!!
tell me how it feels to be
a bitch with no friends with you
gon catch a round or 2
quick 50 cal to you
candyman has got your name
you're goin in the ground real soon

im talking shit think i know why they hate me
couple razors against me feeling fucking crazy

(minervaa)
going crazy, u don't fuckin phase me
light em up, better say cheese

(file13)
snapshot jackpot lined up im a crackshot
pull it back bullseye say your prayers, last call

(minervaa)
fuck u, deadshot
have u in a deadlock
i don't hear a single true thing from ur shit talk

hook (file13)
im repping gardens
like where my dogs at???
see me in the fog
boy you end up in a body bag
im the candyman
im the candyman
say it 3 times
you gon end up where your life ends
1 foot in the grave boy
no we not the same boy
all these biches on my line
they callin out my name boy
im the candyman
im the candyman
say it 3 times
you gon end up where your life ends

candyman (p. nielyoung + ainplugg)

produced by nativ
performed, mixed, and mastered by me and @f1l3

firewall (p. Nativ)

produced by slicky, with outro by @mirakami
performed, mixed, and mastered by me and @f1l3

dustbunny w/ roxin (p. slicky + roxin)

aka "phantom 2"
produced by @prod-plxce
with @f1l3

lyrics:
(minervaa)
ur counting down my days
i've been busy counting paper
i've been in a cage
silver bullet in the chamber
silver blade to ur neck like a Witcher
stacks growing bigger

stacking up the green so now my wallet doesn’t fold
red light, yellow, green light all i fucking see is go
yeah u know it’s time to blow
blow the vessel let it flow
like a phantom, going ghost
time for me to lose control

(file13)
hit my hyde now lets hide the bodies
pick an eye bitch im hammurabi
bait a queer like im david shawty
fuck youngster jack
i dont fuck with you i dont fuck with no rapist
carvin your skin nah this shit is not painless
eyes are bleeding leave your irises painted
i am in pain but you wont hear me screamin
fuck im a demon

eye of the tiger
burns on my eyelids
flash from the bomb
but that shit made me tired
chop you to bits then i divvy it up
dracula shit pour some blood in my cup
stick to my head still dont give a fuck
fuck is up

(minervaa)
walking around with the blood on my coat
don’t ask no questions lil bitch u might float
i stay up late cuz i’m one with the ghosts
that wonder around through the halls of my home
look in my eyes turn you quick into stone
running ur mouth like u know what i know
keep running ur mouth ima let this shit blow
i’m letting it blow huh

(file13)
halls of your home
burning to ash
rip out my lungs
they all filled up with gas
im flipping bricks in a bando
got cash in my britches got 4s like fantano
fuck around quick put a stick to your dome
fuck all your friends youre as good as alone
best watch your back
got shots coming atcha
fuck going ghost 
turn your ass to cadaver

(minervaa)
ur counting down my days
i've been busy counting paper
i've been in a cage
silver bullet in the chamber
silver blade to ur neck like a Witcher
stacks growing bigger

stacking up the green so now my wallet doesn’t fold
red light, yellow, green light all i fucking see is go
yeah u know it’s time to blow
blow the vessel let it flow
like a phantom, going ghost
time for me to lose control

music video

cadaver w/ file13 (p. plxce)

produced, mixed, and mastered by me

Lyrics:
I'm a prick
A dick
All these words will never fucking stick
A worthless fucking kid
I guess

I cry in bed
Again
I do this all the time
It's nothing new
I hope you suffer too

I'll watch you go through hell
I'll drag you down myself
I put that on my health
I put that on my wealth

And nothing's quite the same as it was
Is it for the better or the worse
I'm not getting any better, so I keep on writing verses
Thinking it'll work, I think I'm cursed

I can't find escape again
living like I'm already dead
alone again alone again
I get consumed
I get consumed by dread

cursed.

produced, mixed, and mastered by me
track 2 on "psychoshock"

this song is the second song i made for the ep. there are several scrapped demos i made while trying to get the sound of this ep down. there are some pop songs, some harder songs, and some more electronic songs. this was the first one that came out how i wanted it to.

lyrics:
i know
i haven't been that well
shell of my former self
dwindling mental health

i can't run from the ghosts
that plague me in my house
i think im trapped in hell
i think im trapped in hell
i think im trapped in hell

walk
walk
walking past the waterfall (waterfall, waterfall)
spent the night just laying, listening to the rain
lost track of the time again (time again, time again)
3 days gone down the drain nothing's changing

what's the matter?
matter of fact
what are you after?
caught in the act

we're all just actors
playing our parts
we're all just cogs in machines
lookin for people to please

gone
in the wind
another heart
another sin

line
drawn in the sand
sky goes dark
are we dead?

gone
in the wind
another heart
another sin

line
drawn in the sand
sky goes dark
is this the end?

purgatory

produced, mixed, and mastered by me
track 3 on "psychoshock"

lyrics:
you're fallin apart
im falling asleep
i retreat to my dreams
where i can't hear when u speak
i'm not lost im just catching my breath
my stomach is turning i think im posessed

i'll never fall in love again
i swear
i never meant for this to happen
i'm terrified
water under bridges
evaporated away
away
i might just push away my friends
not the first time
a parasitic cleanse
it’s a long way back from here
and the road is paved with fear
with fear

i always underestimate myself
underneath all the pain
i think i’d still be afraid
i don’t recognize my face anymore
it’s a shame
it’s like i’m stuck in a pen
my head is spinning again and again and again

no love
no trust
the structure is covered in rust
no love
no trust

don't think ill ever fall in love again
i swear
i never meant for this to happen
i'm terrified
water under bridges
i might just push away my friends
not the first time
a parasitic cleanse
it’s a long way back from here
and the road is paved with fear
with fear

posessed

produced, mixed, and mastered by me.
track 4 on "psychoshock"

lyrics:
i'm gone
larger than life
plunging the knife
into my chest
a fucking hypocrite
parasite i can't rid
memory i can't forget
no matter how hard i try

lord above
don't be so coy
this mortal world
it gives me no joy
im fucking up 
all the time
all the time
i'm sinking down
the rabbit hole
this paradigm

water faucet leaking 
dripping down
like my heart it's beating
slowing down, down, down, down
mortified by what is yet to come
my shadow watches angrily
onlookers watch as i drown

as i drown
as i drown
onlookers laugh as i drown
as i drown
as i drown
onlookers watch as i fucking drown

paradigm

produced, mixed, and mastered by me.

Lyrics:
Don't think I'm better off alone
I've never been that sentimental though
Kerosene on everything I loved still lots untold
I don't wanna be well known
Just wanna be known well
Live in a house by myself in the woods
No one to bother me
Suffer in peace like I should

I'm not good at goodbyes
So it's farewell, then
Wander far away like I mean nothing
Take a look into your eyes
I can tell when u are bluffing
I think I'm going in the wrong direction 

I'm just young and retrospective
Pray to god I'm not in too deep
I manifest my inhibitions
cause my intuition's weak

I'm all alone 
and I think it's where I should be
I'm never home 
My reflection is never me

But I don't wanna die
No it's not my time
But I've been running thru the sand
And I've been up all night

So it's farewell, then
Guess it's goodbye
It's the end of era
Although I know that I've tried

To keep it locked inside
I've learned to never read between the lines
Bad idea
I lack motivation to keep fighting on thru the night
So it's farewell

farewell, then

produced by drmabeats and hayden havoc
mix + master by me

Lyrics:
Send my regards
I think I'm in a nightmare
I think I’m in a world untold from earth
Walking a tightrope
Miles from any hope
As far as the eyes can see

I need to take it back to the basics
No eyes pitch black like I’m faceless
Contact with the lead no patience
Cold heart and it's yours for the taking
I wont make it far it's an untold story
I know I’m distant and I’m boring
I just wanted to say that I’m sorry
We couldn't make it far
We couldn't make it far

I’ve been up 26 hours
Won't sleep till I’m dead
6 feet underground
It's a race to the bottom and I’m in first place again

It's all my fault
But it always is
Eventually got use to it
A fantasy I’ve yet to live 
Plagues my daydreams
And my night ones too
I’m barely holding at the seams
I’m fucking broken because of you

No way out of my head

I need to take it back to the basics
No eyes pitch black like I’m faceless
Contact with the lead no patience
Cold heart and it's yours for the taking
I wont make it far it's an untold story
I know I’m distant and I’m boring
I just wanted to say that I’m sorry
We couldn't make it far
We couldn't make it far

Oh
So you're back again
Throwing empty threats
And tugging empty threads
I’m so far away from who I was 2 years ago
I made it on my own

I need to take it back to the basics
No eyes pitch black like I’m faceless
Contact with the lead no patience
Cold heart and it's yours for the taking
I wont make it far it's an untold story
I know I’m distant and I’m boring
I just wanted to say that I’m sorry
We couldn't make it far

I couldn't make it far

makeitfar2 (prod. drmabeats & hayden havoc)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/slaughter-tone-records

ready up the blade
i feel myself slipping far away from earth
a planned escape
there's nothing for me no more just a hollow name

and all this time i thought this was for me
a castle of dreams broken at the foundation
im ready to be nothing again
im following the plan
that i've had written for ages

follow me to the edge of the earth
ill prove my worth in shattered glass
calling the shots i shouldn't have made
on these mountains i've sealed my fate

and so the price i pay
lingers and tastes like paint
my head overwhelmed with pain
and paints my world with gray

and all this time i thought this was for me
a castle of dreams broken at the foundation
im ready to be nothing again
im following the plan
that i've had written for ages

to the edges of the earth (prod. ibleedicare)

produced by kimlords

i might be better off dead
i guess
my life is full of hypocrites
sycophants
im hoping, wishing for the end
to come closer
im falling in a trance
lose composure

it's all a matter of perspective
looking at the world through a third eye
reactive
all the colors fade away to highlights
inhabit
all my habits
intution in a casket
i don't care about it
trash it

letting all my grudges go
ill run away from home
a better solitude

taking on a brand new form
what do you take me for?
i always hated you

sycophants (prod. kimlords)

inspired by 'House of Leaves' by Mark Z. Danielewski
instrumental by kala
mix + master by me

save your breath
proving you right all along
a conscious effort to never be wrong
i lost that war
a decade before
that fateful door
that fateful door

freeze it
bag it
store it
never ever let it go
im hanging off the ledge i can't get up
sever my ties to the place I call home
born of sin
breaking the laws of my
existence
forget about the better things i did

so this is it
the bittersweet end
the hallways we walked no longer have the scents of
a past history
burnt into the drywall
it melted with heat
radiating off our palms
a sweet goodbye
just know that all i've done is try
i wouldn't have this otherwise
a sworn isolation
bringing all my red flags to light
so what if we just

freeze it
bag it
store it
never ever let it go
im hanging off the ledge i can't get up
sever my ties to the place I call home
born of sin
breaking the laws of my
existence
forget about the better things i did

one by one
the pillars of our love crumbles
a product of the lies i spun
the better things ive done
the better things ive done

And Then The Nightmares Will Begin (prod. kala)

dedicated to dana
instrumental by kala
mix + master by me

what brings you here?
a sense of adventure?
pulling my sanity together
all for our endeavors
will you walk

with me in peace
forevermore
pulling my teeth
to not make a good thing a chore
lost in your eyes
dimensional rift to explore
biding my time

what i seek is not for the taking
ill grind my teeth into pavement for making a
fool of myself ill stop myself faking
a personality

what i seek is not for the taking
ill grind my teeth into pavement for making a
fool of myself ill stop myself faking
a personality

and all the lives i lived
don't compare to the one you're in
selfish actions
draw you far away from me
til i fall apart
and my heart begins to break
ill understand
ill understand

with me in peace
forevermore
pulling my teeth
to not make a good thing a chore
lost in your eyes
dimensional rift to explore
biding my time

faux optimism I'm terrified of everything crashing down

A Gift From The Heavens! (prod. kala)

instrumental by ibleedicare
mix + master by me

draw the line
don't cross over grains of sand
follow sounds of my
voice inside your brittle mind

sulfur burns through dust
all this is for what?
company we keep
reflects inside of us
it pulls us in
it pulls us in

just call this
the words we hang onto
for dear life
reflects my state of mind

call this its
the calm before the
calm before the storm

it's all this is
it's all this is
it's all this is 

who says
i won't fall apart again
a self proclaimed hypocrite
i won't make another friend

i saw myself
in the mirror with somebody else	
a reflection that i couldn't reach

not safe
i watch myself drown in the lake	
out of body out of my mind
im screaming my lungs out with hate

i saw myself
bleeding out on the ground
a deflection that i can not beat

just call this
the words we hang onto
for dear life
reflects my state of mind

call this its
the calm before the
calm before the storm

it's all this is
it's all this is
it's all this is

Those Words We Hang Onto (prod. ibleedicare)

instrumental by pekarot
mix + master by me

falling slowly
better if im dead
holy spirits glowing
right by my bed

overthinking
barely breathing
it's all for what?
masquerading
senseless feelings
i don't know what i've done
i don't know what i've done

and all i feel is dread
seperate my heart and mind
thought better days were up ahead
but i feel like im running out of time

is god the one to blame
for all the sprouting flowers and decay
another devotion to bust
another devotion to bust

what am i supposed to feel
radiating confidence?
losing track of time and chasing deals
with devils just to get some fucking rest

and all i feel is dread
seperate my heart and mind
thought better days were up ahead
but i feel like im running out of time

is god the one to blame
for all the sprouting flowers and decay
another devotion to bust
another devotion to bust

The Price I Paid For A Little Bit Of Solace (prod. pekarot)

produced by new desires
mix + master by me

what have i become
a shell of my former self?
or is this the mask undone?
i can't tell

saw my wall crumble down
and you said you'd never leave my side
did you mean it when you saw me scream out loud for help?
and you said you'll stay

what i've become
is the ghost in the walls
it's the past im haunted by

so what i've done
coping mechanism
im obsessed with the repetition

cross the line
there's so much to process in my mind
yelling why?
why am i to blame for all my goodbyes?

apologize
im so fucking sorry im just tied
up in my many loose ends

selfish hypocrite

what have i got to lose
apart from you
walk the truth i've sought to prove
to myself i cant see is true

savior
come and rescue me
you are what i seek
but not what i need

and all the shit i feel
compounding one by one until
i no longer see myself as me

is any of this really real
a product of thoughts i can't help but believe
is there a way to feel like im free?

what i've become
is the ghost in the walls
it's the past im haunted by

so what i've done
coping mechanism
im obsessed with the repetition

The Definition Of Insanity (prod. New Desires)

Produced by me
Mix & Master by me
Cover art by @MiraKami

Tryna find serenity inside of me
I been searching for security inside my dreams
I keep my feelings tucked up under lock & key
I’ve lived thru enough pain to know my enemies

I’ve been feeling tired
Creepin round my demons while they conspire
I’ve been fighting bad emotions in the mire
I’ve been killing time by chasing down the fires
I’m a fucking pessimist and I’m a liar

I’m a broken soul, my health is in a spiral
Why can’t my life just be fucking normal 
Going home is like I’m stepping thru a portal
It’s like hell on earth where demons are the normal

I’ve been battling the thoughts inside my head
I’ve been drowning in the oceans of my dread
I’ve been fighting against my own innocence
Shouldn’t think about this shit I’m still a kid

I’m not a human I’m a monster I’m a freak
I’ve been thru so much shit that u wouldn't believe
I haven’t left my fucking house this whole damn week
I go to work, I come back home and repeat

Tryna find serenity inside of me
I been searching for security inside my dreams
I keep my feelings tucked up under lock & key
I’ve lived thru enough pain to know my enemies

Lock & Key

Produced by @prod-plxce
Mix & Master by me

Lyrics:
Take my emotions crush it up
Throw it back, and throw it up
I’m just a piece of fucking junk
Got a lot of thought bout how I’ve done

I’ve been stuck inside my head been losing touch
Truth is, I stay inside just way too much
I’m a fucking pessimist I’ve had enough
Running out of serotonin in my cup

I fear my health will bring me down to hell, I’m nothing but a shell
I face my fears and dry my tears 
I’ve grown so tired of how i dwell

I lay my heart on my windowsill
I pray to god thru a wishing well
Kill my thoughts and I wish them well
Hang my emotions up on the shelf

Idk how far I’ve come
Was it all for nothing
Can I show for something

Can I feel an emotion for once
I’ve been wading the water, just goin thru motions

All of my thoughts become one
Just a jumbled mess of random words
Idk where they’re coming from
Idk what I’m running from

I feel my heart beat thru my chest
Scrambled words thru frantic breaths
Bad emotions cloud my fears
Counter baggage I possess

Counter thoughts I’ve had for so damn long
What’s the point in that?
Turn myself into a martyr
To keep my sanity intact

I fear my health will bring me down to hell, I’m nothing but a shell
I face my fears and dry my tears 
I’ve grown so tired of how i dwell

I lay my heart on my windowsill
I pray to god thru a wishing well
Kill my thoughts and I wish them well
Hang my emotions up on the shelf

Wishing Well (p. plxce)

prod by fears
mix & master by me
yeah boi clip from @otaky and "This is fucking music" / scream from @fransclues

- Lyrics -
Posted in the back with the gang
u dont rly care at all
u just want 2 watch us fall
i been sayin
i been sus of u since the jump
hah! ur an imposter!

Pray on our downfall
ur an asshole!
talk shit all day with a mask on
fake bitch, fake shit that u pass off
Bleus clues! oh my, u fall off!

what i said aint enough
what i meant to say, ur a cunt!
talk on the bros u get jumped!
glock-17 2 ur gut
Liv said to write a line about a gun :)

Im with bleus clues
and u know we don't play around
got the gang right here if i need em now
im w @mirakami (roxin) & @bbyblxu (bleu) and we winning now
What's the matter? r u scared? better sit this out!

u k who boutta shine
@user-177606669!
Ive been losing my head
said that too many times
ive been ranting n raving on songs that i write

ive been bored
making music's a chore :/
since one hell of a week blew my vsion got warped
I've been seeing my music as tools to be more
than myself rather than being myself

I've been fucked in the head since i made a few hits
Found beauty in music that i seemed to miss
Listen to this if u think ur the shit
Use music to vent and stop being a bitch

on sight!! >:) 😈 (p. fears)

this project has concluded. thank you for your support.

2020 - 2024

Minervaa

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