Silent hours of winter

lyrics:
There’s a light behind my eyes,
I think it used to mean something.
Every thought feels pre-recorded,
I can’t tell if I’m still dreaming.

Am I the body, or the sound it made?
Am I the wound, or what it remembered?
I reach for my name,
but it flickers like static between breaths.


What if the wall isn’t around me 
what if it’s inside?
If I’m not real anymore,
who keeps asking why?


I can’t wake up,
I can’t fade out 
there’s no difference here.
The echo calls,
but it sounds like me 
and I’m still not sure I should answer.


My shadow walks ahead of me,
it knows where I’ll fall next.
I used to fight to stay alive,
now I fight to mean it.

How deep does memory go
before it becomes someone else’s dream?
If I forget who I am,
does the world forget me too?


Every sound feels like it’s breathing,
every silence feels like a lie.
I wanted to be reborn 
but not like this.

I asked the void to answer,
it asked me back:
“why do you keep trying to be real?”


I can’t wake up,
I can’t fade out 
I’m both signal and scar.
I reached for light,
and found myself 
too far, too late, too human.


“…maybe the silence remembers me after all…”

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I wrote the lyrics to this song around 2005. I had been with the love of my life for 8 yrs, and now that we are 28 yrs in - I still feel the same. I hope you enjoy this song!

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